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you tell phainon he can’t fuck you and instead he becomes absolutely determined to make you cum by rubbing his cock on your clit

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I’ll play again just to pull for him

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EEEEEEEE OKAY I WANNA PLAY

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OKAY OKAY OKAY I WANNA PLAY :3333

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listen. yan!childe and noncon massages

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Hi, Quinn! That guy is Ichigo Kurosaki--he's the lead for Bleach :)

ACK DDKDKDKD FUCK AND HES HOT is this what’s gonna make me watch bleach…..i need him….

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Happy Birthday to the GOAT

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fucking him doggy style and pulling his tail a little to make him yelp and push back on your strap/dick

AAAHHSHSHXHDHX CAS THE WAY I FULL BODY FROZE READING THIS BC YEAAAHHH THATS WHAT THE FUCK IS UP THAYS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT !!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god unfortunately i’m cursed to imagine this with childe and picture the way he gets all blushy and flustered but also dazai…..the cute little squeak he lets out…..the way he arches back into you further AAAAHHSHHSDSHDH

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cannot be trusted around a pretty boy’s tail

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initially there was a sketch of dhil's profile, which the client refused but I liked it, and I did this ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

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BABY WILL BE BLOND TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

HAPPY TUESDAY BTW LOVELIESSSSS it is nice and cloudy here today and i have my consultation to FINALLY BECOME BLOND MAN SJCJDJDJDJD WISH ME LUCK :333 LOVE YOU ALL MWAAAHHH

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I have nothing in the way of quality to share for their hybrid designs yet, this doesn’t even show chuuya’s calico patterns, these are just my rough sketches of them from last night. In my defense i was seduced. I said last night dazai seduced me but i actually drew chuuya and his cute butt first. He just wants to groom his tail. Dazai however will happily play to the camera/viewer.

Again super rough and I wasn’t even sure i was going to share but i’m not going to be able to draw for at least a week or two. So you can have them. They DO bite.

Their actual design sketches will have clothes. But i couldn’t cover up chuuya’s butt, I couldn’t do it. And then dazai happened

(I’ll work on all the churomu hybrid au designs when i’m recovered from surgery promise. Including my own!)

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EEEEEEEE OKAY I WANNA PLAY

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okay here is where we start today after LOTS of primo grinding yesterday……. 🫡🫡🫡🫡

ALSO plan for building:

- finish citlali quinn please she needs you

- level kazuha and kinich talents

- yaoyao ?????? maybe ????? would be nice to have off field dendro but alsooo we don’t know what lauma’s vibe is yet ACK

- laylaaaaaa my beautiful wife i just wanna build her bc she’s beautiful

okay posting this to keep myself accountable…..these are my lauma and columbina wishes…..they are not for flins….i will not pull for flins……..i will pull for my beautiful women who i love

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HAPPY TUESDAY BTW LOVELIESSSSS it is nice and cloudy here today and i have my consultation to FINALLY BECOME BLOND MAN SJCJDJDJDJD WISH ME LUCK :333 LOVE YOU ALL MWAAAHHH

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HAI QUINN (≧∇≦)/

would you happen to have any recommendations for someone getting into self shipping for the first time. like What to Do or something (◍•ᴗ•◍) like i've always been a big oc x canon fan and i've always inserted myself as said ocs but idk if that really falls under selfshipping GHFBDHFB (anon bc i'm a little embarrassed ՞߹ - ߹՞) LIKE IDK DO I JYST. MAKE IT UP OR!!! BC I RELALY LOVE YOUR STUFF I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START

UHHH ANYWAYS PLS HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!! MUCH LOVE 🤍🤍🤍

EEEEE HI NONNIEEE FIRST OF ALL i am honored you would ask me like genuinely im smiling so big so i shall DO MY BEST but the main thing (which i will emphasize a lot) is just have fun with it!!!! there’s no right or wrong way to selfship!!!!!!!! its about enjoying yourself and as long as you’re doing that you’re doing it right!!!!!!!! i love friends who do that via oc x canon i love self inserts i love literally every way anyone can self ship bc it’s all about love!!!!!

OK onto my actual answer CJSJXJDJDJDJD

BASICALLY like i said there’s no right or wrong way to do it!!!!! but i am at the end of the day someone who does well with guidelines or orders for things so that is what i will share with you CKDJCJDJDCJ disclaimer ofc that this is just what i did, you don’t have to do any or all of it, i just thought it was helpful for me in thinking about what i want my selfships to look like!!!!!

what character are you selfshipping with!!!!!!

this might be easiest, but just pick your little guys (gn)!!!!! i found it was helpful to then make a little note with all their names to keep track of :3

who are you !!!!! what are you like!!!! + who are you selfshiping with (yourself, self insert, oc, etc)

this was another part that i thought would be easy but actually took a LOTT of self reflection on my end, because i had to pick out the parts of myself i am the most proud of and the parts i wanted to be loved. i didn’t like write anything down here fjejcjdjdjd but it’s a good reflection exercise for later :3

what are the vibes!!!!

this part was the most fun for me :3 this can be nonsense!!!!! it can be beautiful organized paragraphs!!!!!! it can be mood boards it can be anything you want!!!!!! usually when i’m first getting started i make a pinterest board and will look up things relevant to the last part abt who i am and what i want, ie for quinzai i thought a central theme is how we’re both scared of touch but want to be held so i looked up things like “couples holding hands” or “subtle intimacy” just to get some ideas!!!! these things are only for you to see, so have fun with it !!! get silly!!!! also earlier i mentioned writing down the names for all my selfships, this is where i jot some thoughts down too!!! like i said i loooove my self-imposed rules/guidelines so i tend to follow a format that’s generally like “au/overarching theme”, “seasons”, “things we do together”, “shared items (clothes, jewelry, tattoos, etc)”, “quotes” but do whatever you want truly!!!!!

share as much or as little as you want about your new amazing selfship!!!!!

i LOOOOVE talking about my selfships so i share lots and lots :33 i usually start with a moodboard that has pictures from pinterest + some of the thoughts i mentioned writing down earlier, as well as a few songs i’ve picked out!!!! this also serves as a place for me to keep them organized with a general tag, any comms or gifts, things like that!!!!!

OH AND ON COMMS!!!!!!!! i had been self shipping for almost a full year before i got my first comm, and they are not a “must” by any means!!!!!!! they’re a super fun way to see your self ship materialized, but there are also WONDERFULL free options in picrew :’) two of my faves are here and here !!!!!! and if you’re starting out with comms, i thought it was really helpful to do a “ych” (your character here) setup first where the artist has already picked out a pose so you just send them info on what you look like + your fave!!!!!!!! if you do a full new comm, helpful things for artists to have are pose refs, outfit refs, pics of your fav, and picrews/pics of you!!!!! every artist i’ve worked with has been wonderful and soooo sweet so i highly recommend all of them :’)

of note, YOU DONT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT YOUR SELFSHIP FOR IT TO BE VALID!!!!!!! like i’ve said, it’s about you and about having fun and feeling loved!!!! that takes so many different forms, and find the one that feels best for you :’)

i know when i was first getting started with selfshipping i was suuuper nervous and didn’t really know how to do it, but something i found helpful was doing exactly this - reaching out to people i admired and just interacting with their selfships and asking how they do it!!!! that let me think about it and reflect until i landed on what i like best :’)

YEEEESSHHHHH this got long but i hope it was helpful nonnie!!!!! again, this isn’t the only or “right” way to do it, this is just what i did :33 i hope you have sooooo much fun with your selfships and im so proud of you for doing it!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAVES LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!!! MWAH!!!!!!!!

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