madfantasy

[madfantasy]

Portal-ia

They have peens now

3.6.2025

[madfantasy]

Portal-ia

They have peens now

3.6.2025

[madfantasy]

Deleted the goal Cuz it's not accurate, it counted the monthly support I use to pay for the internet bill over the months and with the couple commissions I got recently I bought some storage for my pc, I emptied some of it and will continue to treat it as fragile as a glass engine, kind of used to this stuff anyway and I guess it doesn't matter any more, if I stopped drawing, not having a pc would be why

wish you the best

[madfantasy]

Looking through pain

@doeman 💛

[madfantasy]

"Victory"

ty kittyyyy ❤️🖤❤️🖤@snapecentric ( for also letting me know he's doing a polite gesture too x'D)

10.5.2025, support Mani:

[madfantasy]

I don't have real life support, and not a westerner to be eligible for anything I try— not even getting traction.. I'm basically a full time caregiver- can't even be online much cuz it's moody and only have U guys who know of my existence, I don't know what I can do more

Thank U for taking the time ❤️

[madfantasy]

Some of my favourite Sevs

Plz commission me Nd stuff 🖤❤️

[madfantasy]

I DID IT AND I'M SHAKINNGGG

idk what i did but i did ittt, at least i'm excited for this lots

I made a patreon to finally re-upload my spicy art there and have a safe place for more to but I am kind of shaking with nervousness because I don't know where to even start or if it's like, safe.. for me or idk , I'm not even expecting anything from it but I need to figure so much I never knew before but they wouldn't let me continue do anything till I verify it

Just the excitement jitters idk I just got the email of them finally verifying my account! Idk if this is a good thing or not but

[madfantasy]

I made a patreon to finally re-upload my spicy art there and have a safe place for more to but I am kind of shaking with nervousness because I don't know where to even start or if it's like, safe.. for me or idk , I'm not even expecting anything from it but I need to figure so much I never knew before but they wouldn't let me continue do anything till I verify it

Just the excitement jitters idk I just got the email of them finally verifying my account! Idk if this is a good thing or not but

[madfantasy]

I don't have real life support, and not a westerner to be eligible for anything I try— not even getting traction.. I'm basically a full time caregiver- can't even be online much cuz it's moody and only have U guys who know of my existence, I don't know what I can do more

Thank U for taking the time ❤️

[madfantasy]

I don't have real life support, and not a westerner to be eligible for anything I try— not even getting traction.. I'm basically a full time caregiver- can't even be online much cuz it's moody and only have U guys who know of my existence, I don't know what I can do more

Thank U for taking the time ❤️

[madfantasy]

2017-2025, on Tumblr at least I tasted for the first time humanity

[madfantasy]

Some of Severus face Zoom-ies c:

Commission/support Mani

[madfantasy]

If I can't secure a new pc and mine succumbes or becomes unusable

(it's glitches my drawing programs in the middle of drawing Nd I fear it crashes before I save)

There's no point in keeping my online accounts open too, as I can't draw anymore without a pc

Thank U for taking the time to read 🖤

I don't have real life support, and not a westerner to be eligible for anything I try— not even getting traction.. I'm basically a full time caregiver- can't even be online much cuz it's moody and only have U guys who know of my existence, I don't know what I can do more

Thank U for taking the time ❤️

[madfantasy]

No hope.. just embarrassment to be alive Nd a burden

[madfantasy]

I have unshakable feeling of finality

[madfantasy]

I can't do anything any more knowing it's pointless