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re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent: new items added to our shop!

we uploaded a few new items to our shop with the help of a friend! hello, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently developing crohn's disease. i have been extremely sick for months on end while i wait to see GI- i have been dealing with near constant nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain and cramping, fevers, fatigue, lightheadedness, dehydration, and other issues, as well as complications from other health problems, like my chronic pain. it is not possible for me to work a conventional job at this point

i am currently saving up for my monthly rent! if you are interested in supporting, you can check out these items and more on my shop on ko-fi! these items also may get added to Etsy in the near future as well! thanks for reading and supporting!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent: new items added to our shop!

we uploaded a few new items to our shop with the help of a friend! hello, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently developing crohn's disease. i have been extremely sick for months on end while i wait to see GI- i have been dealing with near constant nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain and cramping, fevers, fatigue, lightheadedness, dehydration, and other issues, as well as complications from other health problems, like my chronic pain. it is not possible for me to work a conventional job at this point

i am currently saving up for my monthly rent! if you are interested in supporting, you can check out these items and more on my shop on ko-fi! these items also may get added to Etsy in the near future as well! thanks for reading and supporting!

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent: new items added to our shop!

we uploaded a few new items to our shop with the help of a friend! hello, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently developing crohn's disease. i have been extremely sick for months on end while i wait to see GI- i have been dealing with near constant nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain and cramping, fevers, fatigue, lightheadedness, dehydration, and other issues, as well as complications from other health problems, like my chronic pain. it is not possible for me to work a conventional job at this point

i am currently saving up for my monthly rent! if you are interested in supporting, you can check out these items and more on my shop on ko-fi! these items also may get added to Etsy in the near future as well! thanks for reading and supporting!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently saving up for rent. i am schizophrenic, i have hEDS, degenerative disc disease, and am developing Crohn's disease. i am dealing with a lot of severe chronic pain, as well as fevers, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, intestinal cramping, fatigue/exhaustion, and debilitating symptoms that make it impossible for me to work a conventional job. it is summer where i live, and it has been getting up to 101 - 103 fahrenheit so far this year, which exacerbates my symptoms greatly. i am currently waiting for a colonocopy/endoscopy to try to get more answers & treatment options for my crohn's, but for now, i am very sick, in the middle of a flare up.

$0/$211

if you're interested in helping me, you can check out my Etsy and Ko-fi shops, my GFM, and a few other avenues here:

Click here for my Etsy Shop!

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

thanks for taking the time to read, share and support! i appreciate it tremendously, your support goes a long way!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently saving up for rent. i am schizophrenic, i have hEDS, degenerative disc disease, and am developing Crohn's disease. i am dealing with a lot of severe chronic pain, as well as fevers, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, intestinal cramping, fatigue/exhaustion, and debilitating symptoms that make it impossible for me to work a conventional job. it is summer where i live, and it has been getting up to 101 - 103 fahrenheit so far this year, which exacerbates my symptoms greatly. i am currently waiting for a colonocopy/endoscopy to try to get more answers & treatment options for my crohn's, but for now, i am very sick, in the middle of a flare up.

$0/$211

if you're interested in helping me, you can check out my Etsy and Ko-fi shops, my GFM, and a few other avenues here:

Click here for my Etsy Shop!

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

thanks for taking the time to read, share and support! i appreciate it tremendously, your support goes a long way!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently saving up for rent. i am schizophrenic, i have hEDS, degenerative disc disease, and am developing Crohn's disease. i am dealing with a lot of severe chronic pain, as well as fevers, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, intestinal cramping, fatigue/exhaustion, and debilitating symptoms that make it impossible for me to work a conventional job. it is summer where i live, and it has been getting up to 101 - 103 fahrenheit so far this year, which exacerbates my symptoms greatly. i am currently waiting for a colonocopy/endoscopy to try to get more answers & treatment options for my crohn's, but for now, i am very sick, in the middle of a flare up.

$0/$211

if you're interested in helping me, you can check out my Etsy and Ko-fi shops, my GFM, and a few other avenues here:

Click here for my Etsy Shop!

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

thanks for taking the time to read, share and support! i appreciate it tremendously, your support goes a long way!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently saving up for rent. i am schizophrenic, i have hEDS, degenerative disc disease, and am developing Crohn's disease. i am dealing with a lot of severe chronic pain, as well as fevers, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, intestinal cramping, fatigue/exhaustion, and debilitating symptoms that make it impossible for me to work a conventional job. it is summer where i live, and it has been getting up to 101 - 103 fahrenheit so far this year, which exacerbates my symptoms greatly. i am currently waiting for a colonocopy/endoscopy to try to get more answers & treatment options for my crohn's, but for now, i am very sick, in the middle of a flare up.

$0/$211

if you're interested in helping me, you can check out my Etsy and Ko-fi shops, my GFM, and a few other avenues here:

Click here for my Etsy Shop!

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

thanks for taking the time to read, share and support! i appreciate it tremendously, your support goes a long way!

[madpunks]

disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent: new items added to our shop!

we uploaded a few new items to our shop with the help of a friend! hello, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is currently developing crohn's disease. i have been extremely sick for months on end while i wait to see GI- i have been dealing with near constant nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain and cramping, fevers, fatigue, lightheadedness, dehydration, and other issues, as well as complications from other health problems, like my chronic pain. it is not possible for me to work a conventional job at this point

i am currently saving up for my monthly rent! if you are interested in supporting, you can check out these items and more on my shop on ko-fi! these items also may get added to Etsy in the near future as well! thanks for reading and supporting!

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

re-opened Etsy shop! severely disabled intersex trans person saving up for rent

hello there, i am a severely disabled intersex trans person who is schizophrenic and developing Crohn's disease. i have been dealing with severe intestinal pain, inflammation and cramping, random fevers, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, and other issues that lead me to spend most of my day in the bathroom. i struggle to keep food or drink down without getting sick, making every day a challenge, meaning that i cannot work a conventional job to make ends meet.

i have re-opened my Etsy shop alongside my Ko-fi shop! the on-platform browsing of Etsy will mean that i don't have to promote as much here, i just need some help getting my metrics back to where they were previously!

if you are interested in helping, even favoriting items can help with my store's metrics to help improve my visibility in Etsy's search. :) i will be adding more items in the coming days! you can also visit my ko-fi shop, or utilize the following avenues to help me save up for my monthly rent.

$0/211

pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com cash app: $glitterGraphix venmo: $Equinoxian chime: $Equinoxian

[madpunks]

self deprecating jokes and behaviors don't make you look cool or funny- they are painful to behold, and make everyone worse off, including yourself. it's never cool or funny to hate yourself for any reason. it's a cry for help. it doesn't make you look cool, it makes you hard to be around. don't expose other people to these behaviors, it's not helping you or anyone else. hating yourself is a sign something is wrong. that's not normal or cool or counter culture. take better care of yourself.

[madpunks]

i asked my therapist how to deal with chronic depression, since i was informed that i'm going to deal with it for the rest of my life and that it won't just magically go away, because i'm schizophrenic and bipolar. she informed me that depression gets worse the more you feed it- the more you give into it, the worst it gets. you DO have the choice to refuse to do what your depression wants, even though it's hard. most things in life are hard, giving up when things get even slightly hard make it so much worse. we all face hardships in life and we can't just give up at every single one of them.

whenever your brain tells you you "can't" do what you want to do for literally no reason, you have to fight it. whenever your brain tells you you should just sleep the day away, you have to fight it. whenever your brain tells you that you don't deserve kindness, friends, love, or whatever it may be, you have to fight it. whenever your brain tells you you deserve to be miserable or sad, you have to fight it. when your brain tells you you're a burden and better off dead, you have to fight it. caving in and giving it what it wants is what makes it so overwhelming and impossible feeling to deal with in the first place.

you are in fact allowed to fight back against your mental illness. you are allowed to put your foot down and say no. rolling over and letting it take control of your life makes it even harder to fight. giving up will never help improve a tough situation. keep fighting, it gets easier the more you do it. giving up and doing nothing is why you feel so miserable. giving up and doing nothing will not help you do those things in life that you're pining to do, but feeling like they're impossible. you're literally fighting for your life when you're battling depression. fight like hell, surrendering never results in a victory for you.

i think people are misguided when they say "choose happiness" for the most part, however, you literally have to choose happiness when it comes to depression. you have to choose pursuing happiness instead of allowing yourself to wallow in misery. you have to choose to fight for what you love and want out of life. that's the actual meaning of "choose happiness." you have the choice to fight back and fight for what you want and love. do it.