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MEET THE RETINUE ⮚ PASQAL HANEUMANN

Pasqal Haneumann is a venerable Magos of the Adeptus Mechanicus. For the glory of the Machine-God Omnissiah, he performs sacred maintenance algorithms and protects the blessed mystery of Technology from the ignorant. As a member of the Explorator Fleet, Pasqal leads an eternal crusade in search of sacred Knowledge. After meeting the Rogue Trader on the hive world of Rykad Minoris, Pasqal joined the Lord Captain's retinue. He hopes that such a powerful patron will help him find his long-lost mentor, whose mysterious message prompted Pasqal to embark on this journey.

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the most exhausting thing about enjoying complex characters is going 'these actions are less about who they are and more about how they were conditioned to behave' and being met with 'yes!! that's why everything wrong they've ever done is not really their fault!' like. alright. well now I have to put on my other hat. the one where I explain that often they do just suck, like, in general. and then it will summon the hoard of 'yes! see! they're really evil and unforgivable!' like man can we talk nuance for a sec

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very specific situation that happens to me and my partners a lot

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ughhhh and there we go

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Being a bit crazy about ocs you make for games sucks. Because you'll be there like "ohhhh I should replay with my special little guy" as if you didn't just beat the game with that OC not even two days ago. Hundreds of choices in rpgs and I am playing as the same little guy and making the same little choices. Fuckkk

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i love when my dad sends me videos of his dog bc his phone quality is so bad its like 3 pixels and it fucking kills me

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very weird to look at old posts. these days it's either 1 random piece of fanart every few months to indicate I have consumed media ™️ or 200 posts over a week dropping random trivia about a guy I made up. and neither is a consistent indication of how much i actually enjoyed something

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[June 1, 2025] i don't know how to word this especially since I keep ebegging when things keep coming up that I don't know how to deal with but I'm disabled and don't consistently work because I'm constantly sick. I just paid rent, which used up all my money. I don't have any savings. My cat suddenly got sick (noticed worms in her stool) and I don't have any immediate means to pay potential treatment.

If anyone can help and chooses to help me, I do have a PayPal and would be very grateful while I try to figure out what I can do besides this

(this is a clickable link)

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hell yesssss thank youuuuu for the reminder micheal my man gonna splurge with this one boys I totally forgot about my cent #mycent

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I'm taking a bath with lights off and a lit scented candle, I thought it would be a nice relaxing experience but I feel like a draugr in a skyrim dungeon

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i HAVE to stop looking at shelter cats until i'm moved but BUNNY

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in addition to likes there should be a "noble&true" option to react with when the post is agreeable & wise

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been a while but if any mutuals want to sacrifice their ocs for wind-down doodles. I'm holding out my hands gently

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I hope you get 100 dollars. I want everyone reading this to get 100 dollars