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Was so stupid to think I could finish Mac Demarco's latest album in a night. Didn't know I've only heard half

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I can't help but cry knowing I've finally finished high school. My God, I never knew it will pass by so quickly. And yet I've done more than I did before senior high. My dad will really have wanted to be here right now. I'm done with high school. I'm done with high school.

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Goals for the coming 7 days - week 1

Sat to Sat

May 27 to June 2, 2023

I took a leave from Facebook, graduating already so there's no need for things. My mental health sucks. Soo...

#1. important stuff

Gotta take care of real life stuff.

#2. read as much as possible

I took a sabbatical. I want to read stuff. I want stuff to react to here. Not looking for suggestions though, and here are the things I dig to read:

- Physical books I've bought over the years

- Time for Catholic stuff, including liturgy, stuff I've gathered over time, encyclicals and stuff like that

- Acts of the Apostles (but liturgy is focused on this book right now, which can help)

- Short stories, such as finishing All Tomorrows and continuing Mr. Harrigan's Phone

Movies can wait until the second week. The emphasis is to take a break and to just read, aimlessly.

#3. really enforce boundaries

I have someone who doesn't think I was serious about not being available. The problem is I've been such a people pleaser that they think so. I should prioritize my mental health first. Sleep decent, wake decent etc, enforce the 8-9AM limit I gave myself.

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To clarify, I am NOT interested in availing or checking out whatever you have to offer. Even if I had money I'm still not interested. My heart belongs to someone

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Intro post

About me:

I am a 20 year old, straight male from a certain country that had elected someone who stole a lot. I am a practicing Roman Catholic. Also I am dealing with neck issues.

Fukei of Sakura Gakuin, pretty dp girl named Marin Hidaka from around 8 years ago- I have an IRL crush. I really don't have much to use or post.

Don't expect consistency from this blog LOL. Expect rants, progress, updates, and a glimpse into my life.

Won't confine this blog to a single topic. Will try lots of things. Not interested in socializing.

Ciao

- Maeror