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✿ OC Blog - (Main: Genshin but can be independent)

✦ Ivan RP Blog - (Followed from Maetda)

〝Let's get moving, Traveler!〞 〝Noticе my pain And mend me right now.〞

Art: Me

[maetda]

OOC - THANK U FOR THE FOLLOWS <333

I'm slowly but surely getting things done here. I'm so excited to be writing again aaaaa. I am working on more verses but I am flexible on putting my OC anywhere. edit: i totally forgot u can do small text. i like this much better

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OOC // it is good to be back ♡o(╥﹏╥)o ♥♡ now i must go to bed. it is 1am. Im so proud of that promo

[maetda]

✿ OC Blog - (Main: Genshin but can be independent)

✦ Ivan RP Blog - (Followed from Maetda)

〝Let's get moving, Traveler!〞 〝Noticе my pain And mend me right now.〞

Art: Me

[maetda]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐇 . ( a collection of lyric - based prompts based on hozier's album . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

i'm holding my world together with a bootstring .

i would do it again if i could hold you for a minute .

my life was a storm since i was born , how could i fear any hurricane ?

heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i .

i miss when we did not need much .

we didn't get it right , but we did our best .

when people say that something is forever , either way it ends .

i have never known a silence like the one fallen here .

there's money to be made , whatever is still to come .

i don't want to be anything like this at all .

there are some things that nobody teaches you .

we can celebrate the good that we've done .

if there was anyone to get through this life with their heart in tact , they didn't do it right .

all i needed was someone .

you only feel it when it's lost .

the awful things we do to make our heads feel quiet .

you may never know your fortune .

so far from home to have a stranger call you 'darling' .

i'm a butchered tongue still singing here above the ground .

if i was a riptide , i wouldn't take you out .

knowing that everything ends won't change our plan .

i feel lighter than i have in so much time .

i don't know how the feeling ended .

i know we want this to go easy by being somebody's fault .

how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me ?

if i said that this was drowning , you'd tell me i'm walking on water .

who wants to live forever , babe ?

old and young are welcome to the meal .

how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems ?

we had nowhere to go and every desire to go there .

if i fall , i only pray , don't fall away from me .

all our weight is just a burden offered to us by the world .

getting through still has a cost .

so much of our life is just carving through the dark .

after this i'm never gonna be the same .

some part of me must have died the first time you called me 'baby' .

are there limits to emptiness ?

i wish i was the sunlight , just sitting on the mississippi .

if you need to , darling , lean your weight onto me .

you can't buy this fineness .

some part of me must have come alive the first time you called me 'baby' .

the future's so bright it's burning .

i would do anything just to run away .

i heard once , it's the comforts that make us feel numb .

darkness always finds you , either way .

i know being reckless and young isn't how the damage gets done .

i haven't felt it since then .

i do not have wings , love , and i never will .

one time we would want for nothing , we knew what our love was worth .

i think i'll take my whiskey neat .

i'd still be surprised i could find you , in any life .

i don't need to know where we begin and end .

my name always hits my ears as such an awful sound .

i'm taking no orders , i'm gonna be nobody's soldier .

living the dream , benzos and gasoline .

i wish i could go along , don't get me wrong .

do you think i'd give up ?

i'm infinitely suffering , but fighting it off like all creation .

if you're drunk on life , babe , that's great .

what good would it be on the far side of things ?

i aim low , i aim true and to the ground is where i go .

i wouldn't sell the world , i would hold on for all its worth .

choose between being a butcher and a pauper .

i feel as useful as dirt .

it's the sound of it that brings me here .

when was the last time ?

i want to fade away with you .

whatever keeps you around , it keeps you around .

funny how true colors shine in darkness and secrecy .

when i was younger , i used to guess if there were limits to emptiness .

you know i'm good on my own .

one bright morning changes all things .

i'm sick to my skin , watching the news again .

how could you think i'd scare so easily ?

now that it's done , there's not one thing i would change .

would all things god allows remain above ground ?

i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you .

you treat your mouth like it's heaven's gate .

could this be how every day begins ?

i can scarce believe what i'm believing in .

whatever you choose , you lose in the long run .

your reflection can't offer a word to the bliss of not knowing yourself .

the goal i was aiming for was the wrong one .

you're too sweet for me .

your heart , love , has such darkness .

let the sun only shine on me through a falling sky .

i don't wanna choose between being a salesman and a soldier .

how do you sleep so well ?

i wouldn't sell the world for all the gold and sterling .

the street is for the laughter of young women and men .

you can keep a dream in your mind only to find out it's the hope that's killing you .

each time i'm shocked by the light .

july is still coming , just knowing that gets me through .

maybe i have yet to venture out and see the places i dream about .

no closer could i be to god .

what you live in , it finds a way to live in you .

i want to be so far away from sight and mind .

you know the distance made no difference to me .

i thought you were like an angel to me .

i'd move so fast that i'd outpace the dawn .

all my love and terror balanced there between those two eyes .

i'm still glad i met you .

that moment i knew , i had no choice but to love you .

[maetda]

✿ here he is like the beautiful cat boy he is <3 I am very proud of his design

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First Meetings Sentences, Vol. 3

(Sentences for muses meeting for the first time. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"I'm beginning to find you quite interesting."

"I'm not going to have this conversation, least of all with someone I don't even know."

"How do you know where I live?"

"Who are you and why are you being so aggressive with me?"

"Do you always make this good of a first impression?"

"You don't say much, do you?"

"Oh good, I'm not the only one who's late!"

"I don't trust you. I can't trust you. I don't know who you are or where you come from."

"You have an interesting accent. Where are you from exactly?"

"Perhaps you'd like to know my name?"

"I got here by accident. How did you get here?"

"You're pretty cute, you know that?"

"Is small talk a way you deal with your anxiety?"

"It occurs to me that I don't know the first thing about you."

"I've been warned to watch out for women like you."

"Seeing as you let yourself in, forgive me if it's forwards to ask, but who the hell are you?"

"Who are you to tell me what to do?"

"You don't know me. You only know of me."

"How do you know that name? I haven't used that name in years!"

"Oh, hello! I know you, don't I?"

"You know, it is a little bit strange that we hardly know each other, right?"

"Hey, I immediately don't like you."

"I don't think we've ever been alone in a room together, have we?"

"Odd as it may seem, I don't feel you to be a stranger."

"I think your name is beautiful."

"You know that feeling you have that we've met before? It's the same with me."

"I was hoping we could talk a little business. Would you like some tea?"

"I'm not sure we've ever properly met."

"I didn't want us to meet like this."

"I hear you've been looking for me. I'm flattered."

"Hello! I love your work!"

"I have the strangest sense we've met before. Do you think that's possible? In another lifetime?"

"What are you doing sitting here all by yourself?"

"I've heard so much about you that I feel I almost know you."

"If you know so much about me, then perhaps you would like to say who you are?"

[maetda]

I lost my voice so i am working on being productive here ( i have been sick for almost 4 weeks)

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working on icons hehe <3

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Mun - its late for me, but I will see about doing some productive stuff after work here <3 goodnight

[maetda]

Muse - Xóchitl (Genshin OC)

Name: Xóchitl 

Region: Natlan

Clan: Scions of the Canopy (Huitztlan)

Height: 167cm (5'5)

Vision: Dendro

Weapon: Polearm

✿ (A WIP BIO) A Natlanese who enjoys climbing activities. You'll often see him in trees or on high cliffs with his Yumkasaur. There are times when Xóchitl does travel to other nations for exploring and learning more about their cultures but his home is forever Natlan.

✿ Occupation: WIP

✿ Backstory: WIP

[maetda]

DONT MIND ME FOLLOWING OLD FRIENDS. I AM SO EXCITED

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i took back my jumin name maetda haha and im trying to recover my Frisk blog too

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temporary introduction post:

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❀ Hi, my name is Clari and I missed having a place where I could develop muses. If you were here back in 2016/17, u might have known me as maetda (jumin blog and have now reclaimed), @pacxfxsm-a-blog (frisk blog), and aeternampenumbra (oc blog). Among others. If you happen to come across this and remember me (and have rped before) i would love to RP with u again <3

❀ Only interacting with 18+ and I am very selective with who i follow. I am 30+.

❀ I love shipping but chemistry is a must. (OC / OC and OC/Canon are totally ok with me)

❀ This blog is primarily an OC blog and an excuse for me to talk about my boi <3 I am also @brighteststarus and will be posting art as well!

❀ I haven't done this in 9 years so please bear with me as I set up tags/proper promos etc. I am also still developing my OC so he will be constantly growing.

❀ since i have a full time job, drawing fanart on the side, playing games, etc.. this will have low activity and currently, no icons ;-; but I will try to create some as time goes on.

❀ I am here to have fun and get back into creativity <3 My main verse here is Genshin but I can be flexible and put my muse in other scenarios/AUs.

♡ i have a very private/selective RP blog for Ivan from ALNST at @parasitic-sorrow

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breathes deeply. its been 9 yrs // ooc