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Only the stars put the limit in the “sky”.

‎Fly free, Fly without limits.

‎ε٩(๑>ω<๑)۶з

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‎The Lala Housemaid Powaaaa UP!!!

‎With ⁦‪@Niaa15697910‬⁩ and Me!!!

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👀👀👀👀

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Studying and “Thinking” time at Saint Endalim’s Scholasticate. Hyper Concentrate!!!!. Theme by @EorzeanIdols. ( • ̀ω•́ )b ✧

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Uh? What? Winter? Cold? Where? Indeed not here... Enjoying the nice Sun & Beach. ( ˘ ³˘)ノ☀️🏖

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Shall we dance under the moonlight???

Waiting for you already wearing my best “Suit” for this occasion.

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Im always enchanted and amazed by the “Magical” power of the Eorzea’s nature.

🌿⁎₊✧˚(๑ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈๑)˚✧₊⁎🍃

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Spread your wings and fly free

‎.*･ﾟε٩(๑>▽<)۶з .ﾟ･*.

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How cannot fall in love with this lovely friend???? always that I See him I feel happy

(*ˊᵕˋ*)੭ ♡ ♡ ♡

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Shine Bright as an Star!!!

‎Shine Bright as an Atrologian!!!

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My comrade Mammet 003L and I will always be loyal to Maelstrom ٩( 'ω' )و

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There is nothing more cute and pure than the love and innocence of an animal 💙🐱

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Using my DRK powers and my NECROMANCER knowledge, I summon from the deepest seventh hells the darkest souls for the most bloody and dark battle. Theme by @EorzeanIdols

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Depression creeps upon you quietly. At the very beggining you struggle with the little things, but usually choose to ignore them. It’s like a headcahe. You’ll tell yourself its temporary and it’ll pass. Its just another bad day But its not. You’re stuck in this state of mind. You get used to putting on social mask and continue to live among other people, because that’s you have to do. That’s what others do. However, the problem does not go away. You struggle to put on play every day And its starts to cost you more and more. That is why you fall even deeper and thats when you slowly start back away from friends and family (or they start to get away from you because they are unable to understand that you are under a real illness and need real support and care) Sometimes completly shutting them out, you cannot control that, sometimes because you feel that their social rejection.

All satisfaction is gone. The little things that used to bring you joy are now worthless. Even the simplest task become painful.

That is why you lack motivation. Now... why would you keep on trying if nothing makes you happy anyway. All of this makes you feel even worse and you get caught up in a vicious circle. Suddenly you find yourself living in slow motion. Days become indistiguishable...

Just white noise...just, heaviness, filling your mind and spilling over your body. You feel as though you’ll never be happy again. You continue to back away and destroy relationships. You’re ashamed for everything you’ve done and everything you haven’t.

There is a part of you that wants to male things right. A sudden positive upsurge makes you want to want to go out and meet people but... it’s all very short-lived because you know it wont work anyway. Things that make your friends excited leave you indiferent And you become aware of the huge gap that lies between you.

Another failure is not an option, so in the end you choose to be alone in your comfort zone where no one asks any questions. The low self esteem and the lack of purpouse become unbearable.

You finally realize you can’t go on that way and two things can happen:

- You either decide to get some help or you...

- Might attempt a suicide...

But remember....

There are always that love you...

I listen you

And love you too

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Raindrops on roses

And whiskers on kittens

Bright Rainbows shinning

And blue birds flying

These are a few of my favorite things🎶 ⁎₊✧˚(๑ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈๑)˚✧₊⁎ 🌈

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Depression isn’t beautiful

Depression isn’t romantic

Flowers don’t growth from scars

Kisses doesn’t heal a sick mind

When you feel death is the only scape

I promise there arent roses

And there is no sunshine

There is cold and empty pain

Coz you always can reply to:

“How are you?” “Im doing well”

Coz when youre typing and smiley:

You can crying irl at the same time

Coz when your sitting in a city surrounded by people in the main plaza of any city-state:

You feel completly alone and empty in your own house

Its very easy to make a twit a cute and nice pic. Everybody likes happy pics. Solo or in group. In cute mode, action mode, sweet mode, etc... but never showing in a pic your irl mood if its not a “good” mood...

Well, welcome to the other side.

The Sad Side

The Disgusting side

Welcome to the DEPRESSION SIDE.

Welcome to a Twitter of a player who is not afraid to show her real state of mood...

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‎*Taking big breaht*

‎GOOOD MORNIIING EORZEEEAAA!!! ε٩(๑>▽<)۶з