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‪The Sagittarius New Moon on December 7th is an exciting new start. New timelines, new clarity and new progress will all lock in. This is the last New Moon of 2018, celebrate how far you have come. This year was so heavy, you deserve all the rest and simple pleasures you crave.‬

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What’s the real deal about me🖤

I’m in the mood to write personal shit🖤

A bit of what and where I’ve been emotionally and mentally throughout this past 10 years more or less, kind of a more different and personal take on me as human being who battles with extreme and anxiety and depression since I was little girl tbh but I realized it a bit late so my journey begin when I was 17. I was or perceived as normal because I tried so hard to fit in, with groups, trends, music, people I didn’t really like cause I felt peer pressure, I was criticized by family cause I was “weird” and all that pretending left me exhausted and more confused cause I knew that wasn’t me and yeah it’s so easy to blame it all on others when the truth is I was too naive, so afraid of rejection and to be my true self, extreme low self esteem, insecure, weak sense of self, I didn’t know my self completely heck I’m still finding myself.

I spent so many fucking years blaming others and guilt tripping over the mistakes, bad decisions, hookups I regretted, ex boyfriends who didn’t care about me like if I hadn’t done that or if I wasn’t so insecure back then maybe it would’ve work but the truth is they never cared in the first place , overthinking about boys who used me,friends I thought would be in my life forever and they cut me out when my mental illness started acting out, etc. But now I realize that the truth is it was me who allow that fuckery into my life, it was me who let all these shitty people affect me, it was me who couldn’t let go and forgive myself for not knowing better.

All that guilt, bad memories, wondering why and what’s wrong me left me broken and ultimately lead to mental illness and the things is highly sensitive people and empaths tend to feel energies and emotions more is like amplify it inside ourselves ultimately letting us drained and I’m too hard on myself...

I’m healing from all that now, and by recognizing no one owes me shit not even an apologize, I have to forgive and let the fuck go, that’s when the true healing and shadow works begins.Nowadays I’m glad and relieved all those people are out of my life, they don’t exist anymore, they taught me a lot and now I release them and to those who stayed around despite everything, who saw threw the real me, I love you to death and thank you🖤 forever grateful...

So for all of you who resonate with this bit of me, I feel you, I hear you, I’m here for you and you’re not alone, don’t pretend to be anybody else but you, embrace your weirdness and uniqueness,the less the world needs is more muggles and yeah people will misunderstand you even your family but remember stay strong and fuck them, reach out to friends who you feel safe with even if they are online any support counts. Also it’s important that you don’t diagnose yourself just cause you relate to some memes about anxiety and depression, it’s normal to feel sad and nervous sometimes, it’s human and it doesn’t necessarily means you are depressed unless these symptoms persist the that’s when you seek professional help 😌

Mental illness is not a personal failure,

M🖤

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@hellomoonbow so this is one I follow

Cheat Sheets: Venus - Beauty and Romance

The beauty I radiate is…

Venus in Aries: Striking, loud, intimidating, bold, fiery

Venus in Taurus: Sensual, subtle, down to earth

Venus in Gemini: Wondrous, comical, light

Venus in Cancer: Warm, engulfing, loving, comforting

Venus in Leo: Radiant, fierce, playful, vibrant

Venus in Virgo: Virtuous, composed, melodic, sophisticated

Venus in Libra: Elegant, delicate, romantic, innocent

Venus in Scorpio: Intoxicating, powerful, sexual, intimidating

Venus in Sagittarius: Wild, show-stopping, feisty

Venus in Capricorn: Smart, elegant, reserved, respectable, sensual

Venus in Aquarius: Unconventional, unique, bold, excitable

Venus in Pisces: Ethereal, god-like, soft, dreamy

My beauty shines through…

Venus in the 1st House: My physique and my self-image

Venus in the 2nd House: The material items I own

Venus in the 3rd House: The way that I communicate with others

Venus in the 4th House: My inner self, where I came from

Venus in the 5th House: The way I express my creativity and my romantic side

Venus in the 6th House: The way I put others before me

Venus in the 7th House: The way I behave in my relationships with others

Venus in the 8th House: The way I assert my power and express my sexuality

Venus in the 9th House: The way I perceive the world, my personal beliefs

Venus in the 10th House: My reputation, my public image

Venus in the 11th House: The way I express my ideas and put them into action

Venus in the 12th House: The way I comfort others and bring out the best in them

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Empty Houses (Astrology)

There’s a common misconception in astrology that empty houses have little to no significance in ones life. The astrological houses are areas of one life, while the planets bare the energies and aspects of the personality we invest into areas of life, the signs tell as the manner of which we do that, while aspects shows personality and external interactions within the life areas. 

 Because there are 12 astrological houses and 10 planets, at least 2 houses will always be empty, and having more planets in a single house is extremely common. Chart interpretation can be opened up on a far larger scale when planetary rulers are taken into consideration. 

This is a core technique of mine that has allowed far deeper understanding and interpretation of a person’s life, providing additional information and greater accuracy in reading. This technique is just as valuable when applied to houses that contain planets. Each individual has a different sign per Cusp of their natal houses (interceptions are an exception in this regard). The chart provided below shows the natural planetary rulers of each individual sign if you are unfamiliar

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 How Cusp rulerships work is that the sign on the cusp gives the core mannerisms and traits we project when performing that house activity. 

Example: Cancer 2nd House Cusp will value family tradition, self care, nurturing the self and their body, home cooking, family life ect. They may be clingy to their material passions, making them reluctant to spend resources, or may be more likely to purchase things for the family or the home.

 When a house is empty, it takes its ‘cues’ from its planet ruler as to additional direction of how to act and the ruling planet 'gives’ its energy from the house it’s in to the House Cusp it rules. 

 Example: Cancer 2nd House Cusp, we would look for the moon. The moon may be in the 7th house in Sagittarius. The possible interpretations could be that this person takes on their partners family values more than their own, especially after marriage. They may also value partnership and marriage, especially when it comes to establishing a family. They may increase their sense of self-worth and value when in a relationship. The partner may be the primary financial provider for this person.

 I’ve personally found that empty houses tend to act more strongly towards the sign their planetary ruler is in than the sign on their House Cusp. Reason being that an empty house has no energy invested in it, therefore needing to extract it from its ruler - this includes the house area AND sign. 

 Example: Cancer 2nd House Cusp with Moon 7th house in Sagittarius, the 2nd house may take on the value of freedom, expanding ones mind through overseas travel and spirituality. They may also make money overseas, via travel or spiritual teaching or teaching in general. This may be done with a partner considering the Moon is in the 2nd house.

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 This technique can be applied to all houses and gives FAR more information than if they were disregarded. Reason being that every person is like a finger print, as it their natal chart. If 2 people had an empty 2nd House Cusp in cancer, though 1 person had the Moon in 7th house in Sagittarius, and the other in the 10th house in Pisces, their interpretation will be FAR more INDIVIDUAL AND UNIQUE to them. Try it with your own chart and see what more information and interpretation you can get 🙏🏻💕🌙

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WHAT THE HOUSES MEAN IN ASTROLOGY. ✨✨🏠

Short descriptions and moodboards based off the meanings of each astrological house.

FIRST HOUSE:

Your identity, who you are the outside, your passion, your drive, who you are to others, your “vibe”, what stands out from you, your overall outer personality, what people’s first impression of you is

SECOND HOUSE:

What you value in life, what you value in others, what you value in yourself, you and your material possessions, finances, your view on the economy, how you acquire and how you spend money

THIRD HOUSE:

How you communicate, how you think, the expression of your thoughts, your writing, your voice, what may interest you academically, your performance in school, how you choose to express yourself through words.

FOURTH HOUSE:

Your home, your mother, your childhood, what comforts you, what you find nostalgic, what means the most to you, who and what you care for, the way that you mother others

FIFTH HOUSE:

What you take pride in, your “spotlight”, romantic flings, dates, the expression of yourself and of your creativity, children, what you find fun in life, how you pamper yourself

SIXTH HOUSE:

What you dedicate yourself to, your service to others, your health, what may worry you, how you choose to organize your life, how you like to be helpful

SEVENTH HOUSE:

Deep and long lasting relationships, pleasing others, what you find aesthetically pleasing, what is beautiful about you, what you may not see in yourself, how you spread your love to others

EIGHTH HOUSE:

Your secrets, the parts of yourself that you prefer to keep hidden, intimacy, fears, death, the darker parts of you, what you don’t like to share about yourself, the mysterious parts of you

NINTH HOUSE:

Travel, higher education, higher thinking, philosophies, personal expansion, what you may want to be free from, your philosophical view on the world, luck

TENTH HOUSE:

Your career, your aspirations, your achievements, your restrictions, your father, validation, your work ethic, what you stay committed to, what you work towards, the goals that you have set for yourself

THE ELEVENTH HOUSE:

Your place in society, your view on society, your community, your friend groups, what makes you unique, what you think needs to change in the world, how you are around your friends, how you build friendships

THE TWELFTH HOUSE:

Who you are deep inside, your spirituality, your soul, who or what you feel deeply connected to, the parts of you that are deep beneath the surface, what you may have difficult expressing, the deepest components of yourself, what may confuse you/you may be out of touch with

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Epic

Andy Warhol creates a portrait of Debbie Harry using ProPaint on an Amiga 1000 at the 1985 Amiga launch at Lincoln Center, NYC

via reddit

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Emilia-tan ✨

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Looool

One does not simply establish a relationship with a cat-owner…

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there’s nothing wrong with admitting you were once toxic.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you made a couple people feel like shit.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you fucked up and were horribly arrogant and parasitic.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you did anyone wrong, especially if you’ve learned from it. If you’re humble enough to admit it, I guarentee there’s a bit of a good person inside of you. 

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Every single person during the Summer of 2016

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Imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 a minute

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me: *impulsively tells someone a fucked up thing about myself*

them: that doesn't sound healthy

me: yeah lol

me: *thinks about what i told them for 5 hours*

me: why the fuck

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In a way, you are poetry material; You are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out. Words burst in your essence and you carry their dust in the pores of your ethereal individuality.

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena (via theliteraryjournals)

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HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

when people from real life stumble upon your tumblr and you’re just

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There was this strange thing that she always did when she was nervous. It was so particular that if you did not truly know her, you would never know how nervous she gets. She always was good at hiding her weaknesses. It was a skill she had mastered as a young child. She was often mistaken as invincible by those who were never given a glimpse into her soul.

Lynette Simeone (via wordsnquotes)