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Good.

All packed up.

I’ll do my best.

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Because I'm coming back.  I just need a few months in New Orleans.  To spend with some people that my family knew.  And then spend with family in Hawaiia.  And once I'm all set.  I'll be back.  I promise.

All packed up.

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Ethan.

...

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I will be.  You take care of Lydia.  And Ethan too.

All packed up.

Don’t make promises you can’t keep… Just be safe.

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Then, I promise you.  Everything will be right.  Ok.  I will eventually come back.  I'm only going to leave for a few months.  Hell I might be back in time for Christmas.

All packed up.

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I promise.  I'll be back.  I promise, I'll be back.

All packed up.

Just come back to us someday, okay? And be safe. 

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You have your siblings.  I don't even know if I have mine.

All packed up.

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Eventually, yea.  Maybe.  I can't just leave Lydia here without her other best friend.

All packed up.

Are you ever going to come back?

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Because.  I can't stay.  It kills me being here.  I'm not happy.  I can't control my magic.  I'm lost.

All packed up.

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I just.  Need to get out.  Being here it's not good for me.

All packed up.

You’re leaving? What? Why?

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Lydia.

All packed up.

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All packed up.

Few more days and I'm leaving.

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I'm so sorry, Jason.  I truly am.  Maybe... maybe she's jut not ready.  Maybe she just... feels like she has an obligation to care for Ryan?  I don't know, Jay.

I can't sleep.

[hugs back tightly] Why did she? [tears start forming] I thought she would have said yes. I mean otherwise I wouldn’t have exposed my heart that much [tears start falling]

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Oh my god, Jason... [He embraced him, knowing how hard it must have been for him.  He was in love with her and everything was perfect for them and she said no]  I'm so sorry.

I can't sleep.

She uh… she said no… she doesn’t want to um marry me.

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Why?  What did Issy do?

I can't sleep.

What has your emotions everywhere? Then again you are a teenager in high school but surely the usual stuff wouldn’t cause that much problem. I mean otherwise Charley would have killed Issy and I……… She is part of the reason I am up….. well she is the reason

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Charley.  And I think it's caused by my emotions.  Since they aren't put together, my magic uses it and well goes a bit chaotic.

You still have yet to answer my question.

I can't sleep.

Emily or Charley? I am sorry you haven’t been able to get it in control. Any idea what it could be? Like a magic flu or something?

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Just the same as before.  My magic has been off.  My sister I haven't seen.  But why are you up?

I can't sleep.

Good to hear that you aren’t complaining about school. So what has you up so late? I mean I know why I am but surely you don’t have anything too big on your mind.