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perhaps im going to .... reboot this blog

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PLASTIC HEARTS.

@nekrotize​  sent:  ❛ it’s not yer fault that i ruin everythin' . ❜

      “   shut up.   ”    definitely wasn’t the best way to answer his woes.  then again  ,  he’s come to accept the fact his capacity for sympathy wasn’t nearly substantial.   he damn well knows rudi is aware of it  ,  too.  a sigh slips from his lips  ,  a hand glides through messy locks.  he’s searching for words he isn’t sure how to say.  he tries nonetheless.   “   yer just overreactin’  ,  rudi.  look at it  ...  like this  ,   ”   the hand falls from his hair and gestures between them  ,  “   you haven’t ruined this  ?  far as i’m aware you haven’t ruined any lives with yer appetite lately either.  relax.  you’re overwhelming your damn self.   ”    

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thinking about how this is probably the longest ive used the same psd on a blog . . .. . 

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WHAT TYPE OF ROMANTICISM ARE YOU?

lustful romanticism,

restless love, endless wanting, white knuckles: you're lustful romanticism. mind the fact that it's been given the cruel reputation of a sin, lust is a wonderful thing. lustful romanticism consists of fast, deep, love... or simply lust. it's leaping into your lover's arms and wanting to drown in their arms, in their warmth, in their blood. it's a silly argument played out like a bad high school drama skit, ending up in a physical resolution the moment the velvet curtain closes, omitting the verbal jabs from your memory. you tend to come to conclusions quickly and are often very opinionated, which isn't inherently bad, of course. lust is often thought of as a lonely way to love, which can be true, however, i'll be damned if it isn't fun. keep taking pleasure in life, but be sustainable about it. don't be afraid to live in your own body for a while and let the world pass you by. "i would rather die of passion than boredom" - vincent van gogh

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nekrotize​,

❪ @magicrot​ ❫ 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝:  ❝ chomps his ear.  ❞

gasp ! fingers clench tightly, fist comes FLYING. 

     hands catch his fist  ,  his laugh something caustic  ,  but lighthearted  “   C’MON  ,  RUDI  ,  loosen up !   ”

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finally, my love returns... we must bang immediately.

     CLEARLY HE’S HAD A LONG DAY  ,  or week  ...  however long he’s kept his shop closed.  after a few hours of absence time just seemed to  blend  together.  he’s got a cigarette in a questionably stained hand   ,  red coated digits slowly bringing up his cigarette to his lips.  “    rudi  ,  hey.   ”    a bleak  ,  raspy drawl  ,  “   raincheck.  i need at least two showers and five drinks.    ”

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ill be back later to go nuts i got stuff to dooooo

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LAST PODCAST ON THE LEFT SENTENCE STARTERS PT. 15 —   quotes pulled from the podcast hosted by marcus parks, ben kissel, and henry zebrowski. contains nsfw content. feel free to make alterations.

i’m gonna get “bless this mess” as a tramp stamp one day.

who’s gonna die first?

legitimately, i think you’re becoming a dog.

we are concerned that you are going crazy.

i do not have a psychotherapy degree, but i never claimed to.

people keep telling me that stress is the silent killer, but i’m very loud.

the answer to that is - i can’t even express the amount of no to that.

look out the window: birds. isn’t that a reason to live?

i know i’m the sexy, sensible brunette.

those were cadaver dogs. you were fine.

well, if you feel that way, you’re wrong!

that’s a hell of a forty-eight hours right there.

but you know, if you fall asleep even for ten minutes, you wake up sober.

i’m very scared of horses, but i’ll go up on a horse to make sure [name] stays sexually attracted to me.

things are just… wackity-fucking-shmackity.

it’s not a documentary. you know that, right?

you can get drunk orally. you don’t have to do it anally.

stop sharpening knives.

introverts. all they do is sit there and plot.

you wanna be thanked for not murdering people?

sometimes you shouldn’t look at the bright side. sometimes you just gotta realize that there’s a real dark thing going on.

he choked like george bush on a pretzel.

i dip peanut butter in sugar, call it my adult popsicle.

did your brain just break?

man, i ate so many weed gummies last night.

i’m just saying it’s about what you know and what you don’t know.

you’re the human equivalent of spooky chain noises.

he’s got a big, thick ole cock. that’s one thing we know about him.

there’s never anything good in a basement. it’s either an exercise bike or a ghost.

i don’t think that [name] cares enough about us to kill us.

don’t join a cult today, okay? wait til tomorrow.

you don’t really go much to the bathroom when it’s just nothing but cocaine and milk in your system.

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𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 :    ’ 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄  𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 ’  𝒍𝒚𝒓𝒊𝒄  𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔

–     WTF  DO  I  KNOW  :

❛  i’m  not  tryna  have  another  conversation .  ❜

❛  i’m  completely  naked ,  but  i’m  making  it  fashion .  ❜

❛  am  i  wrong  that  i  moved  on  and  i  don’t  even  miss you ?  ❜

❛  though  that  i’d  be  you  until  i  die ,  but  i  let  go .  ❜

❛  what  the  fuck  do  i  know ?  ❜

❛  i’m  alone .  ❜

❛  what  the  fuck  do  i  know ?  i’m  alone .  ❜

❛  i  couldn’t  be  somebody’s  hero .  ❜

❛  you  want  an  apology ?  ❜

❛  you  want  an  apology ?  not  from  me .  had  to  leave  you  in  your  own  misery .  ❜

❛  think  that  i’m  the  problem ?  i’m  the  solution .  ❜

❛  am  i  wrong  that  i  moved  on ?  ❜

–     ANGELS  LIKE  YOU   :

❛  won’t  call  me  by  name ,  only  ‘ baby ’ .  ❜

❛  the  more  that  you  give ,  the  less  that  i  need .  ❜

❛  everyone  says  i  look  happy  when  it  feels  right .  ❜

❛  i  know  that  you’re  wrong  for  me .  ❜

❛  gonna  wish  we  never  met  on  the  day  i  leave .  ❜

❛  i  brought  you  down  on  your  knees  cause  they  say  that  misery  loves  company .  ❜

❛  it’s  not  your  fault  that  i  ruin  everything .  ❜

❛  it’s  not  your  fault  i  can’t  be  what  you  need .  ❜

❛  angels  like  you  can’t  fly  down  here  with  me .  ❜

❛  i’m  everything  they  said  i  would  be .  ❜

❛  a  little  more  hurt  won’t  kill  you .  ❜

–      GIMME  WHAT  I  WANT   :

❛  careful ,  you  might  hurt  yourself .  ❜

❛  pleasure  leads  to  pain .  ❜

❛  you  might  be  insane ,  but  maybe  we’re  the  same .  ❜

❛  tonight  you  came  here  cause  you  know  what  i  need  and  no  one  likes  to  be  alone .  ❜

❛  no  one  likes  to  be  alone .  ❜

❛  i  just  need  a  lover .  ❜

–     MIDNIGHT  SKY   :

❛  it’s been  a  long  time  since  i  felt  this  good  on  my  own .  ❜

❛  i  was  born  to  run .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  belong  to  anyone .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  need  to  be  loved  by  you .  ❜

❛  it  ain’t  so  bad  if  i  wanna  make  a  couple  mistakes .  ❜

❛  you  should  know  right  now  that  i  never  stay  put  in  one  place .  ❜

–     HIGH   :

❛  sometimes  i  get  a  little  too  hurt .  ❜

❛  i  did  my  very  best  saying  goodbye .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  miss  you  but  i  think  of  you  and  don’t  know  why .  ❜

❛  sometimes  i  stay  up  all  night  cause  you  don’t  ever  talk  to  me  in  my  dreams .  ❜

–      HATE  ME   :

❛  go  ahead ,  you  can  say  it’s  my  fault .  ❜

❛  i  thought  one  of  these  days  you  might  call .  ❜

❛  i  thought  one  of  these  days  you  might  call  when  you  were  feeling  small .  ❜

❛  i  know  i’m  not  on  your  mind .  ❜

❛  would  it  be  too  hard  to  say  goodbye ?  ❜

❛  i  hope  that  it’s  enough  to  make  you  cry .  ❜

❛  maybe  one  day  you  won’t  hate  me .  ❜

❛  go  ahead ,  you  can  say  i’ve  changed .  ❜

❛  one  drink  and  i’m  back  to  that  place .  ❜

–     NEVER  BE  ME   :

❛  i  know  i  do  this  every  time .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  wanna  push  you  way  too  much .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  wanna  lean  that  way  too  far .  ❜

❛  i  don’t  wanna  ever  learn  the  hard  way .  ❜

❛  if  you’re  looking  for  stable ,  that’ll  never  be  me .  ❜

❛  if  you’re  looking  for  faithful ,  that’ll  never  be  me .  ❜

❛  if  you’re  looking  for  someone  to  be  all  that  you  need ,  that’ll  never  be  me .  ❜

❛  dry  your  tears  now ,  don’t  you  cry .  ❜

❛  i’m  by  your  side ,  at  least  for  awhile .  ❜

–     GOLDEN  G  STRING   :

❛  i  did  it  all  to  make  you  love  me  and  to  feel  alive .  ❜

❛  i  should  walk  away .  ❜

❛  i  should  walk  away ,  but  i  think  i’ll  stay .  ❜

❛  there  are  layers  to  this  body ,  primal  sex  and  primal  shame .  ❜

❛  i  was  trying  to  own  my  power .  ❜

❛  you  dare  to  call  me  crazy ,  have  you  looked  around  this  place ?  ❜

❛  if  you  can’t  make  ends  meet ,  it  must  be  your  fault .  ❜

❛  i  can’t  walk  away .  ❜

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LIKE FOR A STARTER  you fucking animals.

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klaus is active?  simple, i appear.

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logging on simply to bother ... @putryd​  /  @hauhnt​

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connor / s6e14 for @jeollado

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when will i let this man go? when will i stop dragging myself back to this blog?

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STELLA​ !

glass is set down, fingers reach for the cigarette and lighter. takes a couple FLICKS, but the flame catches as does the cigarette. the smoke is something of a COMFORT; she wishes it were pot, but she’s left her supply at home. a hand runs through WILD LOCKS, whatever was left of a migraine started to FADE as the alcohol starts to settle in her stomach. “ i don’t… know. i just LOST MY SHIT and wound up here. “ that’s the truth— for the most part. “ —- thanks, by the way. n’ sorry, i guess. “ 

     “  you and everyone else it seems.   ”   he speaks from the puff of smoke seeping from his lips.  it was ironic in a way how the man that kept his distance from everyone seemed to  draw in  the same people during a crisis.  tyler wouldn’t complain  ,  the company wasn’t terrible and a part of him could sympathize.  surprisingly.   “   don’t worry about it  ,  shit happens.  rather watch ya barge through the door than see you in a gutter.   ”   a shrug and another drag on his cigarette.  “   y’  plan on staying awhile or what  ?  ”

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STELLA !

it takes her a bit to REPLY. she wants to guzzle down the whole glass but she knows better; has to PACE herself. she doesn’t drink as heavily as she used to, it’ll hit her ALL AT ONCE in a bit. the glass is brought from her lips, she leans against the counter facing the witch. she’s grateful he isn’t PRYING. “ yeah…… yeah i’ll take one. “ 

     “  have at it.   ”   once she takes once  ,  he springs his own free and lights it with his own fingers.  he shoves a lighter at her though.   “   i’m not going to ask anything ,  but was this the closest  liquor store  to ya  ?  ”   it’s his best attempt at  easing  the tension.  she carries an aura of anxiety  ;  stress playing her cords like a harp.  it puts tyler on edge  ,  makes him want to inhale his entire pack of cigarettes just from looking at her.