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it’s been so long since i last drew them

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Okay after much consideration we will be moving blogs from here to @fyodoryuri sorry everydog I think we just need a fresh start, but this blog will remain up as an archive- At least until we have reblogged or documented all our kin stuff

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I’m not entirely sure if anyone else has talked about this—I haven’t seen anything like it—so I will!

I seem to end up reflecting emotions shown in fanart or scenes in shows and stories. It’s very interesting…

Because it’s like—that’s me. I see myself. And then my brain will process the tone or feeling of whatever I’m seeing and reflect it back.

Most of the time, it’s with embarrassment, because that is the one emotion that I haven’t been able to learn to deal/cope with

So for example: If someone drew Tatsumi where he’s embarrassed and flushed, I would also feel embarrassed—I’d probably physically blush too. Most of the time there is no real reason to feel it, I just do

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do you kin a plural character/ a character with did/osdd

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I'm so insanely bored rn I need to go searching for kin memories or else I will start deep diving for trauma.

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Just an avoidant kin looking for ways to talk to fellow kin folk without talking to fellow kin folk

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I hope I am not just a blogger to you but also Fyodor Dostoevsky if she was a magical girl

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I think my greatest fear with canonmates is that they'll turn out to be people I wouldn't get along with in this life. Obviously people change and this is fine, but I'd like my memories of them to stay the way they are and not be tainted by drama or fallouts in this life.

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keeping this non anonymous for this ask cuz i SEE you sourcemates, but uh i had something to say but i forgot half way through typing i LIED how does one know if a memory is real cuz im sat here like "is that an actual memory or am i just faking it and convincing myself it is" . bit of a stupid ask but my memory is bad as is and its irritating/lh - shadow (⛓️🦔💎)

Well, if you're worried it's fake, its very possible its not fake. Like. 90% possible.

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Past me I will have to kill you.

I wonder is there's a kin timeline for a BSD idol au. If there is why don't I have any kins from it. Manifesting.

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Ngl I feel like being kin introduces you to either the worst people imaginable or the best. There is a very thin middle line.

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I saw some art of a band au f.yolai and I was so supprised at how similar Nikolai looked to what I remember. I didn't look like the artist drew but it was so nice to see him. I have to work out what piercings he had.

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Hey, I haven't heard from you in a while, I hope you're doing ok!!

Anon thinks of me? Good luck for 10000 years for anon. /light hearted

We are very much still on tumblr, we just forget about kin stuff sometimes and/or get sidetracked from doing stuff with it. I am very much active on my main (if you want it you can ask but again it is 18+ only due to my own age).

But thank you for checking in anon, I hope you're having a good day!

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Played D4DJ for a bit > Gets hit with kin feelings > Dies

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Is this a kin canon or an daydream scenario.

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An artist I like is doing a poll to see what to draw and one of the options would link to one of my kins (unintentionally) and I'm praying that it wins.