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Do You Know?

Do you know how much God loves you?

Do you know how much God blesses you for helping other people?

Do you know how God protects and guides you in your journey with him?

Do you know how God lifts you up when a lot of people doubt and persecute you?

Do you know that your family loves you so much?

Do you know how supportive they are to you?

Do you know how important you are to them? Do you know that if you will be born again, they will still choose you to be Richard Faulkerson, Jr?

Do you know how much Mommy Rio loves you?

Do you know how precious you are to her?

Do you know how happy she is because she had a son like you?

Do you know how glad she is in heaven to know that you’ve reached her dreams for you?

Do you know that your fans love you so much?

Do you know how blessed we are to meet someone like you?

Do you know how your effort always encompasses all of our expectations?

Do you know that with every smile, every handshake, every hug and every kiss you give to your supporters; the more you make us feel that you are worth following and supporting?

Do you know how much Maine loves you?

Do you know how her eyes glow whenever she sees you?

Do you know how thankful and blessed she is that she found you?

Do you know how God beautifully made your story with her?

I know! I know these are questions.

But, whenever I ask these to myself, I always get the answers from you Richard.

You never fail to show through your actions how good you are.

Be strong RJ!

And if someday you’ll lose all these things,

Remember, God will be always there for you!

– @MCKate_716

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I don't know why I'm even writing this but I have to let it out. I talked to a basher last night - or venter which she claims to be. We did chat for an hour or so and what struck me is when I learned what her age is. It made me realize some things.

It was late eight in the evening when I received a message from her, asking for help hunting down the Bnation, her username was quite familiar so I did stalk her and realized that she's an M fan we came cross before. I said thanks for the information and told her I won't let her pass as well.

She said that she "used to be" an AlDub fan then became a one sided, not that she bashes him below the belt but there are these tweets of her that I find a little illogical. Out of curiousity, I did ask her about the sudden change of heart and her reply was "disappointment reached its peak. I wonder what he did or say for her to hate or dislike him. I asked what made her disappointed and these two are her answer.

1.) He doesn't have it in him to make an effort to progress their relationship - even as friends.

2.) He can't wait to always get away from her when the camera stop rolling.

I sighed in disbelief, thinking how many out there thinks this way. Does he really have to broadcast everything that he does for her? Quoting "even as friends", is she insinuating M's lying when she said they're good friends? I thought she's a fan? Second, I don't know what she's talking about, especially with the term always. I mean is there a time that he left her side? - and please tards don't give me the reception thing, we all know what happened that night, nor the Tagaytay, he had a rehearsal.

What frustrates me more is her use of the phrase "we think", I don't know if it's just me or somehow it's considered as assuming. Isn't unfair on his side that you were judging him because you 'think' that he's this and that?

He is clearly only for reel - same thinking with all the Mtards. So what I did was to ask her about his poem, and without further ado, she says it's scripted. Yes it is, let's admit it, the poem making is obviously part of the script, but with the content? I doubt but you countered, saying it's for Divina because it's she whom he addressed, but then let's check some of its lines.

"Tama sila, tinamaan na yata ako." - Are you sure it was meant for Divina? KS Alden always tells Divina that he like her and that's the reason why he did Lola Nidora's challenges.

"Marami silang paghihinala at panghuhusga." - Who were you bashing? It's Alden right not the character, so do you think KS Alden is the one speaking here?

I asked what made her think it's scripted when he himself said that he wrote it and her response was he was cornered by Maine. So what I did is gave her the exact scenario that happened on their 4th Monthsary when Alden kept asking Maine if she really is the one who made the card, but I got no response and we shifted to another topic.

Now I gave her then chance to ask, and it was a question that I don't even have to think about.

"Are you guys really sold they are for real? Or is partly because you just want to protect ADN? You know from crumbling."

I answered the former and I remember some BTS videos and photos that made me think it's for real. She replied that somehow they thought that we have doubts as well and that she was wondering where we got the will to believe without anything to back it up. Sarcastically, I answered who said we have nothing - it's all over twitter, instagram and facebook. I return the question to her, that aside from TV observations and rumors, what's their basis.

She replied "We also know some things..about Alden. Rumors and hearsays." So there it goes, I asked if they have proofs, photo or any confirmation from someone close to the two and she herself said they have '"no receipts". I shook my head and took a deep breathe, controlling the irritation flooding through me. Another question was thrown to me.

"How can it be real when they have no time for each other? Or rather, Alden has no time for her? And they are not with each other on special occassions?" How many of you haven't moved on with the Valentine issue? Like for pete's sake, February is about to end. Again, sarcastically I answered who said they don't have time for each other. Is someone's presence your basis of time? How'd you guys even know? Do you have a copy of their schedule? How about the OFW's? And don't ever give me the "it's work" reason, he's working also, for his family and his future.

She kept pushing that he's not into her, and knowing that I'm talking to a woman I asked how would she know if someone's into her. She gave me Maine's answer which is TIME, but then again who knows what their schedule is and what they do, so I asked for another and she said "That's it, time."

I thought to myself, is time enough basis? Then a question popped in my head, something that made me smile.

"Is it enough for you when a guy gives you time but his eyes can't show his true feelings?"

Girls, how would you feel, if someone gives you time but when you're together his eyes are blank? Doesn't seem happy or sad? No emotions at all. She gave me an answer that I was actually expecting, "The eyes argument will not work with Alden because he's an actor. He can fake emotion in his eyes. For a regular guy it might work." - emphasis on 'might'.

Yes he is an actor, a good one. With his awards who would question his talent? And with conviction I answered. "You can fake tears but not the happiness [and spark in someone's eyes]. How old are you?"

The only answer she gave me was her age and for a moment I was speechless. I was way younger and it made me proud that I think maturely.

"So learn from me." she said.

My mom once told me, not all adults can teach you something worth to learn - I told her that. This may sound disrespectful but I answered back saying, "You're older, have experiences, but that doesn't mean all your judgements is right."

The things that I realized are, first, being young doesn't mean you don't have the right to put some senses to others that are older than you. Second,if you trust the person you support, believe in them, you'll never question yourself with what ifs regarding the issues thrown to them. And lastly, I have great parents, because I know that they raised me well. I curse yes, says foul words but I know deep inside that my parents taught me to be a person with a positive outlook in life and be someone who's not afraid to say what she truly feels.

I HOPE YOU GUYS WOULD BE, TOO.

- @MCRosalie_716