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i got troubled thoughts

and the self esteem to match

what a catch

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you can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song.

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For the first month, Dean wakes up every night to a slight shadow trembling beside his bed, the glint of a knife in her hand just barely visible.

Emma? He says that first night. Emma, sweetheart, you wanna give me the knife?

And every time she drops it from her shaking hands into his, and every night she collapses in a heap of tears that might be relief and might be regret and might just be rage that she can’t make herself do this one supposedly simple thing.

He scoops her up in his arms as if she were five instead of fifteen (she’s not fifteen, not really, but what is age when you’re a teenager at three days old and dead before four, when you spend the next eight years in a place where time both passes and doesn’t? What is it to a man who’s lived his own lifetime over again in the bowels of Hell?). He carries her back to her room and tucks her in, smooths down her hair, and kisses her on the forehead.

Every night she asks him, do you love me? Will you forgive me if I fail? Or if I don’t?

She’s confused, still, about what failing means in this instance. Killing her father or not killing him. It doesn’t matter. His answer is the same.

I’ll love you no matter what you do. And I will always, always forgive you.

Keep reading

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when I found out my friends have no siblings I always ask isn’t that kind of lonely??? And they are always like idk not really and yeah u can’t miss what you’ve never known I guess but some nights me and my little sister will stay up late even though we both have class tomorrow and we will listen to fast car by Tracy chapman on repeat no talking just us quietly listening and I think that even if I never knew my sister I would still miss her somehow

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Will gets to play DnD, but he has some fears about it.

This is also a shout out to all wonderful DMs in the world!

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it’s that easy

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y yo a tí, Brute?

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he compared his ex-coworkers actions to one of history's most famous and brutal and personal betrayals and then when someone asked if he was upset he went "no people just misinterpreted my tone :)" GIRL DID OR DID YOU NOT COMPARE YOURSELF TO A BLOODY AND DYING JULIUS CAESAR

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This.

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60 Men? 23 Penetrations?!

That twink got obliterated.

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so true misha

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Before we get started, does anyone wanna get out?

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I just wanna say something real quick.

I love all of you so much, and don't get me wrong, I love seeing you guys read my work.

Please don't take this the wrong way.

Why don't you guys reblog? I'm just looking at the like to reblog ratio on my most recent fics and drabbles and it's honestly so disappointing. And it's not just on my fics, I've noticed it on my friends fics too.

Here are two examples:

And yeah, those reblog numbers aren't the lowest but you've gotta keep in mind that a lot of those are me responding to comments or doing timezone reblogs to make sure my friends are seeing it in the first place. So, half those numbers at least is how many people are sharing my work with their friends. Half.

Tumblr doesn't work like twitter or tiktok or any of the other social media platforms where likes get your work circling the community. On tumblr, only reblogs do that.

And why wouldn't you want to share something you enjoyed? Because you'll be embarrassed? Because people might think "oh this person's weird" and unfollow you? If that's what they think of you, then they weren't worth keeping on your page in the first place.

Surround yourself with people and blogs who're into the same things you are. Who's gonna see you share a fic and go "ooo lemme read it too."

Reblogging is how you support authors on this hellsite, and I don't think we're asking for much when we ask you to share our work. You don't even have to put anything in the tags or write a comment if you don't want to - it's okay. Seeing you share it is more than enough. (Though we do love seeing your reactions)

Please. Support your authors. Show them some love. Share their work.

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“get a load of this guy” like….in my mouth??

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Was a little angry about the characterisation of Nat in aou so I decided to rewatch CA2 and draw these cuties to calm myself down

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You will have to put up with my rekindled supernatural obsession…. Sorry guys 😬💚

Have a fantastic week!✨🌻