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been thinkin about this lately and i think i want a small life. not a BAD life n not an ISOLATED life n not a CLOSED life but just. small. with defined boundaries. i want a job that will sustain me that doesn't require exhaustion to survive. i want a place to live that's big enough for me to choose every part of it; just enough shelf for mugs i love, just enough cabinet for a neat set of paints, just enough closet for clothes i actually like wearing not just ones i tolerate. i want to do little routines and make small batches of things and be a regular somewhere. i just want to have something contained and clear that's mine, mine, mine

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There is a new Chrome extension that detects if a video you’re streaming has a strobe in it, will freeze the video and stick this warning up there until you approve it.

WHERE THE HELL HAS THIS BEEN ALL MY LIFE????

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big muscle lesbians you are so fucking valid

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Today's my birthday. I should've been dead by now, but my sister, best friend, and boyfriend keep me alive.

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I hate pms bc I get more fatigued than usual and lose my appetite, which makes me not want to eat, which makes me more exhausted.

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if your brain generates those random sentences that make no sense right before you fall asleep, reblog and put in the tags your favorite one

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reblog and put in the tags your favorite ben and jerrys flavor

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Lagerfeld’s Studio 54 Versailles Party

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“Namen Na”

Inktober Day 17 - Collide

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Home is the smell of snowflakes & raw meat & the sound of a mother crying with all she has left & dead birds & boomboxes & bibles & oatmeal cookies out the package & stray dogs & bee stings & grits & body glitter & the boys next door & my knees on the floor & empty grocery stores & vanilla lip gloss & tight jeans & please love me please love me please love me

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loved the age where you could look up paranormal stuff and have no gauge of what’s real/fake so you’re just like “oh my god …. a ghost caught on tape and no one is talking about this”

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don’t know what parent of an autistic child needs to hear this but as long as they’re not harming anyone your kid’s stimming is not a “problem behaviour”

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Fun lil’ childhood trauma things!

Being angry at your younger self for not disclosing the trauma

Fantasizing about going back in time and telling someone

Petty jealousy towards kids that did disclose and got help

All the self-blame all the time!

Did that happen or is it just a bitterly twisted false memory?

Random anger at adults around you for NOT NOTICING WHEN IT WAS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS 

Feel free to add your personal faves to this list!