my boy… i’m…. i’m killing my boy… lisa. i’m killing our boy… we painted this room, we… made these toys. it’s our boy lisa… your greatest gift to me, and i’m killing him… i must already be dead.
i am an idiot sometimes but sometimes i am an idiot to be funny you know? for the joke. and i want people to know the difference. sometimes my actions are purposeful. sometimes i think. i want you to know that. even when i am just being a regular idiot i choose to say things knowing i am an idiot. i am the chooser of my own fate. i am the god of my own reality.