makochosena

[makochosena]

hello hello everybody! i have come back from the dead! i’m terribly sorry for disappearing on everyone. it’s kinda a long story as to why i was gone (depression, job change, didn’t have my computer, etc. in a nutshell). but i’m back now! and here’s the important stuff:

i’ve missed you guys so so so much and i’m DYING to get back to writing rikki again! but i am in desperate need for a fresh start. so i’m going to be archiving this blog and making a brand new one!!! there’s still some work that needs to be done on it so it won’t be ready right away but hopefully very soon! stay tuned for more info! <3

[makochosena]

hi everybody! i’m so sorry i have been so mia lately. here’s a lil update as to why i’ve disappeared. i put it under a read more just so it doesn’t clog up your dashes~

ever since i graduated from college, i have been on the job hunt. and i haven’t been able to find a job within my industry because it’s so mcfreakin’ competitive. in the meantime, i’ve been working as a waitress to earn some income while i job hunt. the job hunt has been incredibly stressful and draining for me, especially since i’ve gotten so few responses back. and my parents aren’t exactly thrilled about it either. 

and while this is going on, my job at the restaurant has kinda gone downhill. a lot of my friends that i have made there left. and it has been slowly turning into a toxic work environment for me, especially with my relationship with my managers, who make me work while i’m sick (which is so wrong because i’m in the food industry!!!). 

ANYWAY, the point is, this, on top of my job hunt, and on top of an unpaid internship, i am very drained. i haven’t had much motivation to write anything. this place is supposed to be an escape for me, but every time i go on my computer, it’s for the job hunt. i’ve been distracting myself with video games as some short-term stress relief. 

but please know that i have all my threads drafted and i am working on them one by one!! i do love the threads that i have and i am eager to continue them. i really miss writing on here with everyone. and please know that i’m still around!!! i’m just slacking in my writing rn. i do have plans in store for this blog in 2020!!! so i don’t plan on staying away for too long. 

thank you, everyone, for being so patient with me!! i’m sorry about this sudden and prolonged delay. but i love you all and i hope that 2020 is kind to you~

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may 2020 bring you your “i’m doing better than i ever was” moment

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merry christmas friends!!! i’m terribly sorry for my severe lack of activity!!! i promise i’ll tackle my drafts soon!!! <3 <3 <3

[makochosena]

merry christmas friends!!! i’m terribly sorry for my severe lack of activity!!! i promise i’ll tackle my drafts soon!!! <3 <3 <3

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DUMBASS

           “ THE LAST THING     i need right now is a lecture ,  ”   max mutters ,   her expression tight with pain .     blood soaks the white collar of her shirt ,   dripping onto her vest ,   but she’s covering her wound with a pillowcase stolen off a clothesline .     the entire left side of her upper body stings ,   it seems .     she didn’t know where else to go .     honestly ,   it’s a miracle she made it all the way back to neverland ,    and nothing short of an act of the gods that she found herself with rikki .     max drops herself onto the ground ,   clumsily propped against the wall .     “  you got any bandages  ? ”     /     @makochosen​

Rikki narrowed her eyes at the sight of Max all bloodied and bruised. Max was the ONLY ONE who could properly leave Neverland and what does she do ?  She gets herself hurt. Not only did it seem like a waste of a trip, but seeing her friend in such a state sickened her.   ❝   Do I LOOK like your mother ?    ❞   she retorted, handing her the first aid kit she stole off a boat earlier that week,   ❝   no, because you don’t need a mother because you know better than to do stupid shit in the human world.   ❞

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“ i have to do something to help that child. ”

send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from   this generator.

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❝   Look, I get it. But it’s an impossible situation. What are we supposed to do ?  ❞

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When you keep getting easily distracted while writing:

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for katherine , small talk was useful even if it was tedious . it meant she was able to gather information about where she was and make sure she was safe for a while . her eyes however did directly go to the pendant hanging around the blonde’s neck , she had seen that before . she just couldn’t pin point where just yet . a fake smile on her lips as the iced coffee was placed by her hand . “ 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 . 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 . ”

❝   Suit yourself.  ❞   All Rikki could do was shrug. Tourists. Clearly, she was an American tourist. Rikki encountered them from time to time, hardly ever in THIS spot, but she wasn’t a fan. They were obnoxious but on the bright side, they weren’t permanent. So all Rikki had to do was just sit at the counter and drink her juice and wait for her to leave.

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i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me

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                                    ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇss ᴛʜɪs ᴜᴘ                         ɪᴛ’s ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴜᴄᴋ

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    Hearing noise in the house, Stefan closed the door behind him and took a cautious step forward. If they were also a vampire, they would have heard him by now, so clearly they weren’t one. “Hello?” A stupid move, but if whoever they were was up to trouble, they would cease making noise immediatley. “What are you doing in here? Did my brother let you in?” 

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There wasn’t a real, decent explanation Rikki could give as to why she was standing in the foyer of the mansion. She had left her place to get away and went hiking around in the woods. Her timing was terrible, for thunderclouds rolled in, and Rikki was quick and desperate to find shelter. She found a driveway and now here she was, slipping inside just as the downpour began.

At the sound of another’s voice, she gasped and spun around, badly startled. Her first instinct was to hide, but she knew that was stupid and futile. So what was she supposed to do now? Ask the stranger if he’d let her, another stranger, stay in his house so she doesn’t turn into a fish outside ?

❝   Who, me ?   ❞   In a panic, Rikki played the innocent card and roll with whatever she could.     ❝    Oh, yeah, he did let me in. He actually told me to wait for him here while he went out. Sorry, he didn’t tell me anybody else would be here.   ❞

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#simply beautiful

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