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Come take my hand and you will see

A little bit of romance in every little moment

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Seher Şeniz was a 1970s Turkish actress, model and belly dancer who became famous during the golden era of Turkish film. But despite all the fame and glory, she was a deeply tortured individual who dissipated mentally until she tragically took her own life in 1992.

 She was abandoned by her father at a young age, and at 16 she was forced into an arranged marriage. She said:

 “When I got married, I didn’t even know the biological difference between a man and a woman. I was so embarrassed, my first night was a complete disaster… I couldn’t get out of the bathroom for 2.5 hours… For 10 years, until I was 25, I couldn’t think about sex. I couldn’t touch a man. Even today, I am ashamed to undress in front of a man… no one has sex with me in the light…

 Sex is not as important to me. I am one of the most romantic people in the world. Rather than making love, I like to sit for hours holding hands. If the liars who pour rose petals on the stage in buckets during my shows knew that I actually get more pleasure from a single rose that, it would affect me more…” 

 Seher won 2nd place at the 1966 Turkey Beauty Contest. Famous for her fiery temper, she became angry at placing second so she threw her ribbon at the jury and stormed off. She yelled at them, “How can you choose me second, I’m a queen.”

 This got her noticed, and her acting career peaked in the 70s. At the urging of movie producers (who told her she was perfect except for her supposedly “large” nose), Seher had a rhinoplasty. This would lead to a lifetime of constant plastic surgeries, such as breast implants, Botox and more nose job revisions. 

 As well as acting, Seher danced at nightclubs throughout Europe. For a time she lived in Paris, and belly danced at the Moulin Rouge. She was married 3 times in total, and each ended in divorce. The 1980s were a time of “great spiritual depression” for Seher. She felt oppressed by the 1980 Turkish military coup, which saw censorship and cinematic decline.

 On June 29, 1984, she ODed on four bottles of Mogadon after her affair with a married businessman had crumbled. She was rushed to the hospital by a journalist who turned up for an interview appointment. After a twelve hour coma, she came to and uttered “I want to die.” Unable to cope with aging, a flailing career, a string of shattered relationships, and crushing depression, she turned to pharmaceutical drugs to numb the pain.

 In May of 1992, 44-yo Seher told her brother “I am going to Europe,” and left him the apartment keys. On May 14, neighbours smelled her decaying body and called the police. They broke down the door and discovered that she had been dead for several days, maybe even weeks. The autopsy discovered that she had died after drinking hundreds of morphine pills with two bottles of whiskey. She left behind a heartbreaking suicide note:

 “No one is responsible for my death. I swallowed 100 synthetic morphine pills and took other sleeping pills. Thank god I managed to go. I am disgusted and always have been disgusted by all of you. 

 When I was only 15, I understood what people in this world are worth. I finally managed to leave this disgusting world. It would be a joke if I said it was hard to die. I am not made to be a whore, I am sensitive and emotional, no one knows. Tell no one that I am dead. I don’t want to be buried according to Muslim traditions. Burn my wigs and scatter the ashes. Wrap me in a white robe and cover me up, that’s all…”

- Seher Şeniz and the Melancholy Nature of Fame