malamushbelly

[malamushbelly]

all of them claims what there is to be claimed, and potray what there is to be but at the end of the day it’s all about survivability and the void of loneliness that lies within when there are none.

[malamushbelly]

how much can you believe? how genuine were they? in the end i need to be independent myself, you always got to remember that you are your own bestfriend and the best person to trust. No one else but yourself

[malamushbelly]

what is right and wrong? what is acceptable and unacceptable? what are things that are meant to be condemned and demolished? what are the things that are meant to be passed and be forgotten and overwritten along the way? Does forgetting means overwriting it off? Why i’m unable to shut it off? What more and how much more further must i go through just to finally reach that stage?

[malamushbelly]

the concept of winners will always have the losers that suffers, the rich will make the poor be envious, the smart talented ones will make the common feel inferior, the capable ones makes the average ones casted aside and be thrown off and the ignorant ones will be blissful compared to the ones that knows too much.

[malamushbelly]

it’s kinda noisy in my head, i just don’t want to think so much sometimes. i would also love to have a simple life and peaceful days but what’s the meaning of life, what am i meant to do, what am i supposed to do, what am i supposed to be struggling with, what is the character i’m meant to be, and why are the things that happened already happened and what am i supposed to do with it, why is there a twist and turn around and am i just meant to be a tool as well and provide is this what i’m meant to do? why do i feel chaos is everywhere around me and why am i fighting for actually? why did i come to this world and is everyone here found their purpose of their birth? if not why and what is still driving them forward and those that found how long can that fire continue burn for? why do i have so many whys and yet i’m unable to answer them each time? why do i want to give up at the same time and yet i’m not giving up?

[malamushbelly]

keeping our forbidden to ourselves, always hiding from each other.

[malamushbelly]

just love yourself

[malamushbelly]

do people really choose people for who they are and what they are nowadays

[malamushbelly]

harbouring negative thoughts lol

[malamushbelly]

it will be fine.

[malamushbelly]

you will do fine okay? you are really okay and doing better. Slowly don’t rush it like before 🌻 don’t think so much, aren’t you tired from thinking so much everyday?

[malamushbelly]

went to work today learnt alot, exercised, even studied more for today 🌻

[malamushbelly]

you can do better but still a ok start, let’s work hard today don’t slack 👍🏻

[malamushbelly]

u start to lose track and lose sight. You know very well today what on earth u did the whole entire day

[malamushbelly]

well now u should know better 👍🏻 very well done

[malamushbelly]

today it’s my big brother wedding, i feel older now and it’s really adult time.

[malamushbelly]

i miss you brother.