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guy who is stuck in a timeloop but is too socially anxious to bring it up to anybody or change their routine just in case it turns out they're mistaken. like yeah you're pretty sure that it's been november 3rd for two weeks now but idk maybe that's the depression talking. it's fine.

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Hey so what if there had been a Live Stream in the Losers Corner? :)) Gangle and Pomni would've watched Jax bullshitting around his lies and his grade A++ masking skills like I see you motherfucker while Kinger and Zooble would have sensed a deep vibe between the losers on the screen. Meanwhile Ragatha doesn't know what the hell is going on.

I wouldn't have wanted this to actually happen in canon for various reasons, but the idea of the crew, seeing Jax, who they have known for years, so emotionally open in a way that they just can't recognize, makes my brain giggle.

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taking a break from drawing spamtenna, by drawing spamtenna

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Like to charge reblog to cast

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Doodle McNoodle was the first puppet I ever built! I’ve definitely learned a lot in the year and a half since then lol.

She started out as a side character for @withkindereyes storybook The Stars and Blue, and then I thought… I’ve always wanted to try puppet building, why don’t I just make them real?

So I did!!

Thank you Doodle for being such an inspiration to me! For getting me started with the thing I’m now most passionate about! For being a way to remind myself to stay positive and hopeful! For teaching me to accept imperfections and turn them into something creative and fun! 🎨💕🌈✨🖍️

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safe beneath the earth

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safe beneath the earth

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she’s ok ithink! 💯

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Are you real?

Interesting question. I try to be. Obviously there's a limit to how much of my real self I can comfortably share with strangers online, but I try to be as real as I can be here.

To be honest it's not for the benefit of any audience, as much as it's a kind of self-preservation. Fame of any level is poison to the soul and you have to fight against its effects even when you're only niche-internet famous. People who think you're famous treat you as both more important and less of a person: they treat you like you're incredibly special, but also like you're public property, acting towards you in ways they'd never do to someone they consider "real".

I try not to moan about it too much, as we all do it - it's just part of how our culture conceptualises fame. I do it about people I think of as famous, treating them like they're unreal. But the danger is that if you're not careful you can internalise it and start thinking of yourself as a famous person. And when you start to see yourself as unreal in that way, it kind of drives you mad, and can turn you into a real asshole.

There's no minimum fame level for it to happen, either. I've seen previously lovely people get a hundred fans, decide they're a big deal, and turn into huge dickheads.

The only antidote to the poison I've found is to do your best to stay real, and it's one of the reasons I try to be offline more than I used to, and spend most of my leisure time watching things I don't post about or hanging out with friends whose names none of you will ever know.

So yeah, I think I'm pretty real. I guess I see 'keeping it real' as a sort of spiritual survival strategy, and try to do so as much as possible.

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Spams yer tenna

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* You fell asleep with the TV on... * No... you ... fell asleep on the TV?

Loopable 2hr intimacy-focused Tenna sleep audio 🎧 Headphones recommended :3

// CENTER HEARTBEAT

// RIGHT EAR HEARTBEAT

// LEFT EAR HEARTBEAT

// Static & Heartbeat only alt

NOTE: If drive says 'can't scan this file for viruses' - that's normal and simply because its a big file. just ignore it LOL

GUIDE: 0:00 Regular programming -> 12:27 Music channel -> 35:24 Programming and Infomercials -> 1:44:00 Music channel pt 2 -> Loop

Includes audio from:

Soundsnap.com

Retro Game Room Experience (ASMR) - super3dcow

1987-12-15 - The Wonderful World of Disney - A Disney Christmas Gift (KUSI-TV 51 San Diego) (RAW BROADCAST)

Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog 106 - Sonic Breakout

Its 1992 in Kmart - Actual Reel Tape Music Playlist . Vaporwave . Mallsoft

A HUMAN'S TOUCH // ELECTRIC DREAMS

Dancin On Air-Dance Party USA 1986 (RAW BROADCAST)

As Seen On TV Infomercials Compilation - Tuokiy Darby

There are more shorter clips and sound effects but like. whatever <3 If anything comes up that ur curious about, feel free to ask and I can probably find it again xD

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I can’t believe Ncuti Gatwa is already gone from Doctor Who. Didn’t get a character arc. Never rescued Rogue from Super Hell. Didn’t even use the jukebox that’s been in the TARDIS for two seasons.

What a hollow conclusion.

I miss him so bad already. Big Finish please give him the most amazing audio dramas ever

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it’s only been two series :(

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'Underrated Doctors Who Deserved Better' club