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anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

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third time this week that i've overslept and either been late or missed something. i was an hour late to work two days in a row, and this morning i missed therapy. wtf. FUCK

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On very special nights the disco balls can hatch

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so does anyone know or understand

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Me reaching what looks suspiciously to be the end of my rope: oobh i got plany off rope

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spending time with ppl who love u will save u

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they just prescribed me gunshot to the head at the urgent care

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what's on the menu for today?

appetizer: blank stare

main course: internal screaming with anxiety on the side

dessert: melancholy, no toppings

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oh i have got to kill myself *lives*

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i don't want to function anymore

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