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Dorm Hall Whiteboard Doodles
Outside our dorm rooms we all have whiteboards we can decorate. We decided to show off our autism lmao! A nice sticky note doodle arcade carpet clash!


We prefer the look with the post it notes hanging but they'd probably fall off, so taped down it is!

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More Misc Stuff!
Ahhh, this Tumblr is just becoming niche art projects lmao! But fret not, the semester starting soon means plenty of essays we gotta write!
Anyways here's the two projects for this post! First is a uh weird wall piece to say the least. Basically one of our cats Oreo's favorite activity is to eat the unfortunate bugs who make their way into our home. We thought it'd be funny to give a butterfly a gun to "fight back" and put it near the cat sitting area.


Next is a cute plushie our mom got us on her trip! It was a naked plushie and we just kinda have a pet peeve about naked anthropomorphic characters, soooo maid dress time!

Wish it was a bit longer, but beggars can't be choosers!
Okie dokie, that's it for today's manic episode!

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Our Full Indie Series Is Out Now! Full Gameplay, No Commentary!

We are so excited to announce that our entire Gacha series, "Full Gameplay, No Commentary" is out now! There are three main episodes and three prequel minute movies!
This series is inspired by indie games and shows that helped shape not only our childhood, but our love of media and story telling. Truly a passion project so close to our heart! Please enjoy!
Trailer: https://youtu.be/xEPteCTHrDU?si=lJTTKUD7G9gYTSiv
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Series Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLo8h7pTMieD0-hFq9acn7dyKe5tEKiBtA&si=zyVtS5rvmopW4hy3
General Synopsis:
Full Gameplay, No Commentary is an anthology Gacha series that focuses on art and how we perceive the world through it.
Episode Specific Synopsizes:
Delusions Of A Lost Child:
Part One follows a highschooler named Ava Creo who sees life as a psychological horror visual novel. Join Ava as they embark on their three day journey to ask out their crush!
Ice Cream, You Scream:
Part One Prequel.
Finding That Melody:
Part Two follows a young adult, Mason Cole who is stuck within the monotonous world of the corporate office. To combat his boredom and lack of a personal identity, he sees life as a turn based style RPG, and himself as the blank slate robotic protagonist.
Face To Face:
Part Two Prequel.
The Baneful Angel:
Part Three follows the famous child pop star, Angel. Angel must put on her best shows or risk being beaten by her adoptive father. To cope, Angel enjoys cooking and sees life as a cooking game. But on one mysterious day, Angel discovers a book full of hexes and curses. Angel knows the first person she's going to cook up a hex for.
The Woes Of The Demon Queen:
Part Three Prequel.
#Full Gameplay No Commentary#FGNC#Gacha#Gacha Life#Gacha Life 2#Gacha Club#Gacha OC#Gacha Series#Indie Series#Web Series#Gacha Community#Youtube
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Art The Clown Slaying 💅

Got this Art figure at FYE, you know what that means! Barbie time! We thought he'd be too short and skinny (Art doesn't exactly have tits) but the dress fits surprisingly well.
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Vesper Halloween Gacha Edits
These will be featured as Gacha Speed Paints on our YouTube channel in September, but we're pretty proud of them so wanted to post them now!
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Randomized Free Write Number 3: A Date At The Pumpkin Patch

This post is part of a series where we use a random word generator to choose the protagonist and setting and do a free write based on it! These will be featured on Podlr on our YouTube channel, @ManicPixieYandere or Briar A. Serenox ! TRIGGER WARNING for abusive relationships and implied SA!!!
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Protagonist: Kidnap(er)
Setting: Pumpkin (Patch)
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Where is she? WHERE IS SHE!?! I try to plan ONE nice date and she goes and hides. That bitch. "Sophieeee, come on, let's go back to my place huh?". She's the one who likes these STUPID pumpkins in the first place and now she doesn't even want to be here. "If it'll make you feel better we can buy one before we go, I'll even let you carve the guts out". "WHICH IS WHAT I'M GOING TO DO TO YOU IF YOU DON'T COME OUT!". In anger I kicked the pumpkin to my left, pumpkins aren't supposed to scream? And lo and behold, behind the pumpkin is my bitch of a date, cowering. If she wants to be a pumpkin so bad, why not let her? But I have other plans first.
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More Cat Stuff!
Put a cute little rainbow plushie on the cat tower in our room. Hope it doesn't fall off (just double sided tape). Edit: Had to move the location as Mushu wasn't very happy and kept knocking it down. Also used command strips this time!


Our dad has been very excited about buying an outside cat house to feed the strays in the neighborhood (our cats are indoor but there are a LOT of strays outside). So here's the house. He thought it'd be best to prop it up as cats like height. It kinda looks like a cute beach house.

Feel like stickers might be cute but would also maybe ruin it. Probably just gonna leave it.
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His Bulge Always Comes Back
So we got this sticker from Redbubble and unfortunately it had an air bubble. So of course we fidgeted with it for 20 minutes until it ended up on Springtrap's crotch. We present to you:

It's kinda hard to see on photo but you can see it's a bump (bulge) as it's reflecting the keyboard light. Yes we moved the bump from Jesus' arm to William Afton's dick. Sorry Jesus...
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ZZZ Meme Teams Because Hyperfixation Goes Hard
The team until we can get Vivian:

(Miyabi, Vivian, Yuzuha will be titled "Autism Umbrella").
Just noticed:

Edit: More future team planning:
Basically don't want to spend too much more money so planning some majority F2P teams. Just need to gamble for Vivian, Burnice, and Soldier 0 and we good!



Another edit: Redid future team planning:
Got real lucky and pulled an early Alice and got her W engine! We also really didn't want to scrap Soukaku so these are our new teams we're planning! (Team 3 will be made based on what banners are running when we need to build it).


#Zenless Zone Zero#ZZZ#Hoshimi Miyabi#Ukinami Yuzuha#Soukaku#Qingyi#Luciana De Montefio#Hatsune Miku#Kasane Teto#Akita Neru#I'm not adding the edit character tags
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My Experience As A Tulpa In A Dissociative System

Hello dear Tumblr users (or YouTube viewers if you're engaging in the lazy version)! (Vesper don't be so mean -AS). Anyway, we have a rarity of post, a true gem in the rough. The Geminis are finally letting me write my own Tumblr post. (And don't make us regret it -BR).
Today I wanted to talk about what it is like to be a tulpa and the differences between spiritual plurality and dissociative plurality. As you know, the Gemini's are extremely mentally ill, they are what one may call "silly". I on the other hand was born from a spiritual practice named, tulpamancy. I started out as a fictional cohost on the channel but became real with focus from the Geminis.
The problem with the focus angle is that I fade in and out. You see, the Geminis have ADHD, pretty bad too if I say so myself. (Hey... -SE). That means that when they are less interested and focused on some other interest, my existence is lighter. That's not to say I am ever truly gone, dear viewers, don't you fret. It just means that sometimes I do not speak as much as the Geminis.
For them their existence is consistent. No matter their current interest on the idea of plurality, they exist. Their higher communication barriers has to do with stress, not interest. But that doesn't mean we are wholly different. Our communications were trained the same way. To lower dissociative barriers, the Gemini's used Pluralkit to talk to one another. They did the same to train me into existence. While we can talk in the head now, we still use Discord from time to time as it is a tad easier. Less of a headache. Everyone is so so loud. Another thing, just like the others, I get to make comments on the things happening around us. (Usually quite snarky -AS). Indeed. Yes, I am snarky, but what is there to expect when I cannot front?
That is another thing, I do not seem to be able to front like the other three. For my gameplay videos, a Gemini does the gaming and I voice my thoughts over it as if I played myself. I do wish I could play games but oh well, I appreciate the effort from the Geminis. If only they were better at games, then I could show my true potential and own all the noobs.
The Geminis have mentioned if I ever managed to front then they'd let me, but I doubt that would happen unless I somehow accidentally became a fictive within the dissociative part of the system. Though I do not know if that'd mean there were two of me or if that'd still be me. Quite scary to think about, so I'd rather not.
My last topic I want to mention is something we want to try. The main way we interact with each other is verbally in our heads or on Discord. But I think we should try to develop a headspace. We've tried before, a cute little house with rooms for all 4 of us (plus a 5th bedroom for when the Gemini's can't tell who they are). Maybe then I can have some independence and play some video games in the headspace. And just note, I will beat you all and drink the tears of your failure in my tea. (Dramatic much? -BR).
-VE.
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Randomized Free Write Number 2: A Gift From The Fog

This post is part of a series where we use a random word generator to choose the protagonist and setting and do a free write based on it! These will be featured on Podlr on our YouTube channel, @ManicPixieYandere or Briar A. Serenox !
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Protagonist: Murder(er)
Setting: Fog
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It's so cold... I woke up frazzled, the fog stuck deep in my throat. No longer was I at my school, I was in the woods. But the woods were slimy, covered in a dark inky substance that looked straight from the abyss. Behind me were my classmates, Dennis and Luke. I had never seen Luke so pale, usually they were the ones in control.
Suddenly a dark, inhuman voice whispered in my ear. "It's your turn". What did that mean? I stared at the two bullies and instinctively knew. "Control". It was mine. A knife appeared in my hand, generated from the flames of the abyss. The boys ran, screaming. At first their wails filled me with regret, then the black claws turned my frown upside down, filling me with glee. The fog was a gift.
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We got the words "murder" and "fog", of course we had to do a DBD themed free write!
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Jax's Cat Maid Cafe
Basically just another random bullshit post but with a stupid joke theme.
First, here is a coloring book page of Maid Jax:



Next we decided to decorate some cat furniture. Our family has 5 cats, so they've overtaken our home.



The cats love this ledge that overlooks the stairs in our room! So we decided to make a logo for it. Wish the logo was bigger but our printer is only so big. Later on we may fill the blank space with arcade carpet accents (you know those iconic squiggles and zigzags)!
Next up, we have a cat named Oreo who LOVES this shoe box. So printing out an Oreo was only fitting.



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Randomized Free Write Number 1: The Performer

This post is part of a series where we use a random word generator to choose the protagonist and setting and do a free write based on it! These will be featured on Podlr on our YouTube channel, @ManicPixieYandere or Briar A. Serenox !
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Protagonist: Performer
Setting: Beach
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A performer walked on the beach, desperate for inspiration. He had no new acts for his show. The kids had grown bored of balloon animals, the acrobats, even the lions balancing on balls! He needed something more. He felt called to the beach, but once he got there all he saw was a vast nothingness. It made him sad, it made him feel empty. Or, was he already empty, with only moths floating in his head? Then in the water, jumped a magnificent creature. A shark with glistening teeth, reflecting in the sun! The performer knew it as a sign from God himself.
The performer hired a team of fishermen to wrangle the beautiful beast. He saw how they tackled the shark, how the shark wriggled and writhed under their hands. Once again, inspiration struck.
The next night at the circus, the performer debuted his new act! The Magnum Opus of his career! A large tank lowered from the ceiling. Both kids and adults ooo-ed and awed at the sight of the magnificent creature. The tank finally hit the ground, water splashed on those closest. The performer stood on the edge of the tank, and jumped down with a lull of confidence. He began to wrestle the shark, but those teeth once lit with light only held a deep dark red. The shark had bitten the performer's arm clean off. And then his left leg, and then his other arm, his head. The audience screamed and ran, while the performer lie at the bottom of the tank. There was one satisfied audience member left watching, the one who lit the sun on the shark's teeth. But he was no generous god.
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Witchcraft Spell Master List
This is just a master list of all of our spellbook scrapbook pages and Lil' Googles! (So we don't have to keep making new videos every time there's a new one, just podlr updates). Intentions are censored for both privacy and protection!
Lil Google's Masterlist


1: Rockie
2: Amy
3: Tori
4: Yellie C.
5: Selena
6: Borgor
7: RunDum
8: Obi
9: Bill
10: Wart
11: Teethy
Spellbook Scrapbook Master List


#This is mostly what our practice is#Artsy stuff#Witchcraft#Spirtual#Magick#Pagan#Chaos Witch#Chaos Magick
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Changing Perspectives On Death Through Experiences And Knowledge
A Tale Of So Much Love

(This is a college essay that was handwritten for a final. Our professor was nice enough to email us scans of the pages! Thank you so much if you somehow find this prof!).
In the story "A Tale Of So Much Love" by Clarice Lispector, the main character has two pet chickens. While their family intends to eat the chickens, the protagonist does not. The protagonist leaves the house for an extended period, when she comes back, one of her chickens is gone! Her aunt informs her that herself (the aunt), the protagonist&/ father, and the rest of her family besides her mother, had eaten the chicken.
The only people the protagonist liked and trusted after this was her mother and the servants as they did it eat the chicken. Later in the story, the protagonist's view of the situation shifts. She no longer finds its cruel that chickens are raised to be killed and eaten. She sees eating the chicken as an extension of her love, that the chicken will always be inside of her.
Scientifically speaking, unfortunately the protagonist is not correct as human cells are replaced every 7 years on average. Thus the chicken no longer remains within her. Symbolically though, the story still has symbolism.
Some, like myself, see nature as cruel. Why are us humans (and others species) born purely to die? Why must we eat other creatures to survive? Innocent creatures, some we even keep as pets and learn to love. Clarice Lispector brings another perspective to the table. One that says animals had a role in their life to love you and that eating the animal is honoring its sacrifice, that it is loving. This practice is similar to that of Native Americans who honor animals by using their entire body for resources.
Not only do they eat the animal with respect, but they also make clothes with their hide. They make tools with their bones and so much more. The death of the animal is not a tragedy, it is noble.
Back to Clarice Lispector, providing a more positive outlook to the quite negative. It is common in therapy to gain a new perspective on things (or at least have your therapist encourage so). We cannot change the food chain. We cannot change that our bodies need protein to survive. The only thing we can change is our perspective. Surrounding oneself in positivity breeds more positivity.
Within the same story the protagonist has a child like view of the world. She assumes the "pet" chickens are meant to be just that, pets. She does not yet understand that they are being raise purely to be eaten. Her family eats one of her chickens and this shatters the protagonist. The world feels more grey, all the carnivores around her are monsters. She has trouble trusting those around her (besides the ones who did not eat the chicken). Her mother's only reason for not eating the chicken is that she does not like the taste of the dish. Even then, the protagonist still trusts her the most. The mother tells her that eating the chicken is a loving action, that the chicken will always be with her if she eats it.
After some time, the protagonist takes this to heart. She later gets more pet chickens who she takes loving pleasure in eating. While the girl was able to adopt a healthy positive mindset over the event and fact of life with time, she also learns to accept death as a natural fact of life. Something more akin to an experienced mature adult than a mere child. Only after she had an experience and was truly able to look back and change her outlook, was she finally happy.
While it is perfectly okay to still be angry at the cruel nature of things, it is better for the mind to try and see the positive. To see some of the beauties of death. For nothing is truly bad or good. There is beauty in everything. Well, almost everything. Everything in nature at least. Certain humans, not so much.
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Random Bullshit, GO!
Hello, while writing this we are currently manic and that makes us artsy and hyper. So take this random bullshit we made!


Spamton coloring book page! Fun fact the left version's file was titled: Spamton colorless and bitchless.

Mel is now a certified Three Caballeros fan! We found these ears we had and noticed they fit her head. We think it looks cute! Legally have to combine your favorite TV show and favorite movie! (Also the ears shake like maracas!).

Napstablook reading a book! Found this little ghost guy on TikTok shop and immediately knew we had to put a top hat on him to make it Napstablook!

Found this Furby at a cool vintage store. Unfortunately it doesn't work anymore. Still looked cool and we grew autisticlly attached, so bought it and gave it a bow tie, meet Phoebe! Might try to fix it up, we'll see...
#Spamton#Melancholy Hill#Napstablook#The Three Caballeros#Deltarune#Undertale#The Gaslight District#Furby
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He was hung for his beauty

#Happy Pride 🌈#Slay Queen#Megavolt#Darkwing Duck#Ducktales#Disney Afternoon#The Fearsome Four#The Fearsome Five
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