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ive had this in my head for months now

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Here's another piece. My friend said to draw him, so I did xD

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When I say GaaNaru is the true MinaKushi parallel ❤️💛

It's not just the expressions. It's the redheaded troubled jinchuriki thinking they're doomed to a lonely life, then finding out they're so precious to a blond hair blue eyed boy that they can't bear to lose them and would give their own life to bring them back.

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sweat bedding, breath ragged, mind going delirious

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i love this little extra of our Nomin from the Rock au. I can't wait until they get there. I know they will be so passionate & in love after overcoming such hurt & misunderstanding. Nomin forever!

they will~ they will be stronger than they were before as teens! yaas NOMIN!!

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any tips for not losing motivation while looking for a job? 😭

oh bub im so sorry i have no tips on that its what got the ball rolling of my depression last time TT^TT sending the best wishes posible!

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Ahhh! I can't wait until our boys get to this point in the Rockstar au. They are hurting each other so bad right now but knowing they will find each other eventually is keeping me going!

yes~ no worries all my nomins have noming together as endgames, happy ever after~

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dios mandé sin terminar de escribir fkskd y si yo también disfruto leer esas escenas, pero en este caso lo encontré más triste que sexy😔 JM PLIS STAND UP

y eso que la escribi en el punto de jen porque dios el de jaem me hubiera deprimidoo

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o sea con superar lo que pasó me refería a sus issues con jaemin y lo que sea haya pasado con ellos, está clarísimo q superó a jaemin (y no estoy soportando 😩)

pues yo creo que tecnicamente si? la manera como lo trataba al inicio era porque lit no lo podia respetar, el pudo notar como su musica dejo de ser original so yeah. (ntp caera de nuevo uwu)

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dios odio al jn de rock au con toda pasión, me da lo mismo q haya sufrido, me carga ese nivel de PETTINESS q todavía guarda contra jm, y después quiere creer q ha superado lo q pasó😔, ni un poco de consideración con él. Me da mucha penita jm, tbh llegué al capítulo emocionada creyendo q iba a haber algún avance y terminé triste jajaj ni siquiera he podido disfrutar las escenas 🍆💦 entre ellos, se me hace humillante la forma en q le habla (y lo hubiese disfrutado en otro contexto). Me tiene harta su actitud y fachada cool, necesito verlo ROMPERSE Y HECHO MIERDA IDC

mi jen más cruel hasta ahora. es re petty pero algo que quiero aclarar aunque me da risa los comentarios es que el man ya moved on jajaja no esta mintiendose :'D osea tiene claro aun issue con jaem por las cosas que pasaron pero el man en si ya moved on.

jaeminie un poquito de amor propio pls

uff yo disfrute mucho escribiendo esa escene jeje me encanta escribir bjs.

lo veremos asi~? quien sabe~

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hiii, will you be going to any smtown?

nope! there is gonna be one at MX but I hate that venue, its huge yes but the stage is tiny af, I would never (personally) excuse spending so much on a concert so the seat I could buy is so far away even the screen looks small.

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I think it's interesting how pre-Dabi's Dance, most people wrote Touya as a protector of his siblings, and especially of Shouto.

But then it turned out he doesn't give a rat's ass about any of them anymore, and he'd never cared about Shouto ever, even when young.

Going back and reading some of those old fics gives me an odd feeling. Not bad, just odd. It's like seeing into a mirror universe.

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have you ever had people make things for your fics? I thought I saw I thing back when I was bqt, or maybe nectar. not sure, it’s been awhile ahaha but I was on x for the first time in forever and saw you were moving things over to tumblr? or is that just for asks?

either way! just curious! Love how you always present your fic threads, but curious if anyone has ever made any of them / like aesthetics for you!

also playlist! do you share them? Sorry, it’s been so long (for me!) and I was thinking of re-reading and I love having an inspired playlist!

Well I did comm artwork for bouquet and lhfae. A lovely friend did make moodboards for nectar and also bouquet~ I'm just moving the asks! I feel the kpop side of tumblr is too small, heck i moved to twt from tumblr over kpop haha back in 2017

I do! I tend to link them within the fic on the authors note, bouquet Im sure I kept linking the playlist for over half the fic? I love making playlists for the fics, bqt and lhfae have my favorite fic playlists.

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WAKE UP WAAAKE UPPPPP!! 😭🛐🛐

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I love your writting so I want to know what other ship or fandom you're thinking of writing next from your tweets last week or are you making a new account to post them?

aww i would be so happy if you continued to read my fics anonie, ive had a few do that and no lie ive shed a tear or two over it

I've been so close to writing for Honkai Star Rail, the ship is called DanStelle. The ao3 tag is so dry for the game being so big and the amount of 'moments' in canon it makes me sad, idk if its because its the het variation of the ship.

Also for Love and Deepspace, for Caleb in specific so more het.

I wish I could write for genshin too but I doubt it unless I wanna write a bqt long 'journey' fic haha

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hii I've been reading BQT and what was Jaemin diagnosed with? Because I think he ended up developing Panic disorder (or generalized anxiety disorder) , depression with severe physical neglect so maybe his medications are escitalopram and mirtazapine

oh!

well, I could only look into it as I'm not a profesional, at all, but I would agree with those calls! except meds I no idea ngl I was general with it based on friends' experience.