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and what are we going to do when the HP series comes out and we start seeing a resurgence of the fandom here including gifsets and fics. like are u guys gonna bring up your neurodivergence and cry "can we separate the art from the artist!!!!! you dont need to pay to watch it!!!!!its my comfort show and I'm DEPRESSED and AUTISTIC"

what then

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I will tell my children the bedtime story of a girl who shaped her reality by will of mind, because she fell in love with the essence of a person who did not exist and she could not bear to live without him.

I will catch a glimpse of that girl in the mirror, find my husband in the doorway, and be grateful for the girl who never gave up— who couldn’t give up.

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Some shifting close calls!

01┆ "Jan 2024"

I suddenly felt numb, then I told myself "I'm gonna shift". I kid you not, I heard a male VOICE tell me " I told you so."

After he told me that, I entered this weird state— I think it was the void? — my body erupting in a warm/burning sensation and my ears were ringing so LOUD!

It felt like I was being warped to another damn dimension, but my eyes open albeit blurry and filled with vignette.

From my bed, I was struggling to put my phone away despite feeling so numb and a bit paralyzed. I vividly remember seeing a checkered pillow when I turned to the side.

BUT THAT WASN'T MY ROOM! NEITHER WAS THAT MY BED OR PILLOW.

I remember putting my phone away inside my drawer! So whatever this DR is, might be my CR but better??!

I couldn't quite ground and push myself in the DR, so my surroundings shifted and I dreamed instead 💔

03┆"Feb 2024"

I remember hearing a song play in the background. I forced my eyes open to see my phone on my chest— when it was on my drawer last night.

I woke up from the song, but it went away the moment I woke up. (I think it was an alarm in whatever DR?)

My phone rang and I tried blinking to rid of blurriness in my vision. Through my paralyzed body, I somehow forced my arms to reach for my phone despite stuggling for awhile.

It still didn't click that I was shifting, so I answered the phone but no one's on the line. (I'm pretty sure it was another alarm) so I put it down and went to sleep. This is the time when I heard a few guys(?) talking inaudibly. I was bothered by it so I opened my eyes, only to see double vision.

Still, I wasn't aware I was shifting so my surroundings shifted into my CR ceiling 💔

03┆"Aug 2023"

Woke up at 5 am and turned the aircon off, I remember having a vivid dream of Miguel o hara giving lethal backshots. My body suddenly went numb, my ears rang and my conscious was violently detached from my body (I can't describe it any other way), while colors danced across my vision.

In the background I could hear two girls talking. My mind was blank, but I knew that wasn't my mom, and the only other girl was me— whoever these two are were not familiar. But even with that thought, I wasn't aware that I was shifting.

I focused on their voices, causing my ears to ring louder than it did before. I couldn't understand their words, but at some point, it dawned on me that I was actually shifting. Like ACTUALLY.

I started affirming that I was in ATSV DR, after awhile, my senses were coming back to my CR which one of the girls with a higher pitch said "shh! She's waking up!"

And I did wake up. In my goddamn CR 💔

I might have failed numerous times but honestly? I can't believe I got to experience the coolest and impressive shit no matter how short it was. I told myself I was gonna take a break but then I remembered this moments of break through.

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Hey friendly reminder to love and cherish Green Day

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I love making memes of my dr self absolutely demolishing All For One😘🥰😍

(I'm currently sick and have nothing better to do)

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🐈‍⬛🤍

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oh my god...

so the first screenshot is trying to look this up on tiktok normally, "donald trump rigged election" and it says that search violates community guidelines.

the second screenshot is looking up the same exact thing, but with a (australian) vpn on. canadian vpn didn't fix it fyi.

THIS is exactly the type of censorship to be looking out for on tiktok. this actually is crazy.

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Shifting because I'm done feeling like this on a daily basis:

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reality shifting isn’t hard. you’ve been told it’s hard because everyone’s too scared to admit it’s not. they cling to their 800-step methods, their must-have crystals, their perfect conditions because they think that if they let go of that control, they’ll fail. but here’s the thing: the more you try to control the process, the more you convince yourself it’s out of your control. and that’s the problem. that’s why so many people feel stuck. shifting isn’t some big, far-fetched thing. it’s just you. it’s always been you.

we’re conditioned to think we’re powerless. think about it—school, work, society, all of it drills this idea into us that everything has to be proven, earned, validated. so, when you hear about shifting, your brain freaks out and says, wait, wait, this is too easy, this can’t be real. and then you spiral. you overcomplicate it. you make yourself think you need the “perfect” script, the “right” subliminal, or that you have to meditate for three hours while the stars align perfectly. like, no… you don’t. all of that? it’s fluff. it’s noise.

at its core, shifting is belief. just belief. no, really, let that sink in. you don’t need to “do” belief perfectly. it’s not something you master through sheer willpower. it’s something you already have. you’ve believed in things your whole life. you believed in gravity without needing proof. you believe your favorite songs are beautiful without needing to explain why. belief is natural. it’s effortless when you stop overthinking it. that’s the energy you need to bring to shifting—trust. trust that your mind knows what it’s doing, and that if you let it, it will take you there. every single extra thing you pile on? the overthinking, the doubt, the need for guarantees? that’s what’s slowing you down. not the “lack of progress,” not some mythical “block”—it’s you convincing yourself it’s harder than it is.

and let’s talk about social media for a second. oh my god, the shifting community on social media… i get it. it’s comforting to see other people on this journey. but let’s be honest—how much of that content is actually helping you? like, really? 90% of the time, scrolling through shifting advice isn’t inspiring; it’s overwhelming. everyone’s got their own opinions, their own “best methods,” their own rules. one person says scripting is a must, another says it’s a waste of time. one person swears by affirmations, another says visualization is the only way. and before you know it, you’re sitting there questioning everything you thought you knew, wondering if you’ll ever get it “right.” spoiler alert: you already know how to shift. you don’t need a thousand voices telling you what to do. in fact, the more you listen to them, the harder it becomes to hear yourself.

take a break. seriously. log off the apps. give yourself space to breathe and think. ask yourself: why do i want to shift? what’s stopping me? what feels right to me? no tiktok trend, youtube guide, or reddit post can answer those questions for you. only you can. and i know that sounds scary. we’ve been conditioned to think we need external validation for everything, but shifting is a deeply personal thing. you don’t need a step-by-step tutorial. you need to trust your instincts. that’s it.

and let me be clear: i’m not saying methods or subliminals are bad. they’re fine if they help you feel aligned. but they’re not what makes shifting happen. you are. methods are just tools. if you use them, great. if you don’t, that’s great too. because the truth is, shifting isn’t about doing things “right.” it’s about letting go of the idea that you need to.

so let me break it down for you. the only things you really need to shift are:

1. a desire. you have to want to go to your desired reality. no brainer, right?

2. belief. this is the big one. you have to trust it’s possible. no “what ifs,” no “but hows.” just trust.

3. persistence. if it doesn’t happen right away, that’s okay. don’t give up. if you’ve ever learned to ride a bike, you know that falling doesn’t mean you can’t do it—it just means you’re learning. shifting is the same.

that’s it. no fancy rituals, no endless research, no “perfect” conditions. the process is simple because it’s natural. you’ve probably done it before without even realizing it— the only reason it feels hard now is because you’ve convinced yourself it has to be.

stop making it harder than it needs to be. shifting isn’t this unattainable, mystical thing reserved for “chosen ones.” it’s something anyone can do. you can do it. your mom can do it. that anti-shifter lurking in every crevice of shiftblr could do it. you’ve always been capable. but you have to stop getting in your own way. stop doubting yourself. stop relying on others to tell you what’s possible. this is your journey. own it.

and above all, be patient. shifting is not a race. it’s not about how fast you can get there or how perfect your dr is. it’s about trust, intention, and focus. log off, tune into yourself, and let it happen. shifting has always been yours to claim. it’s not something you need permission for. it’s not something you need to earn. it’s just you, your mind, and your belief. always has been, always will be.

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cant pass this up

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✧ OVERCOMING THE FEAR OF SHIFTING: IT’S MORE COMMON THAN YOU THINK

✵ UNDERSTANDING THE FEAR. The fear of actually shifting to your DR is such a sneaky block because it’s not something we expect to feel. Like, you’re doing all this work (visualizing, affirming, scripting, etc) and yet deep down, you might be scared of actually getting what you want. It’s wild, but it makes sense when you break it down.

✵ WHY SUCCESS MIGHT FEEL SCARY.

— Even if you’ve visualized your DR a million times or planned your DR down to the last detail, but actually being there is a completely new experience. What’s it actually going to feel like to be there? What if things don’t go how you imagined? That uncertainty can trigger a lowkey (or not so lowkey) fear.

— Success comes with its own pressure. Once you shift, it’s easy to start overthinking. What if I can’t do it again? What if it’s not what I expected? That “what if” spiral can get overwhelming. And that might create a fear of succeeding.

— Even if you don’t love your CR, it’s still comfortable because it’s familiar. Leaving behind parts of it, even if it’s just for a short amount of time, (people, routines, or even just your identity in this reality) can feel heavier than you realize.

— What if your DR doesn’t live up to the dream? What if it’s not perfect? That fear can make success feel risky, and your brain might unconsciously try to avoid it altogether.

✵ HOW THIS FEAR MESSES WITH YOU. This fear doesn’t usually scream “I’m scared to succeed!” It shows up in subtle ways like procrastinating, feeling “stuck,” constantly tweaking your script, overthinking your method, or second-guessing yourself. It’s like your mind is putting up invisible walls without you even realizing it.

✵ WHY PEOPLE DON’T TALK ABOUT IT. This fear gets ignored because it feels backwards, like why would you be scared of getting what you want? Plus, in the shifting community, everyone’s so focused on HOW to shift, they don’t always talk about the emotional side of it. It’s easier to think you’re just “doing it wrong” than to realize you might be holding yourself back.

✵ HOW TO GET PAST IT.

— Acknowledge it. The first step is being honest with yourself. Ask, Am I scared of actually shifting to my DR? Once you see it for what it is, it’s easier to work through.

— Instead of obsessing over the moment you shift, think about how you’re going to feel and thrive once you’re there. Build that excitement so it outweighs the fear.

— Remind yourself you’ve got this. You’ve done the work, and you’re capable of handling whatever comes up in your DR. Affirmations like “I’m ready for this” or “I trust myself” really help.

— Your DR doesn’t have to be perfect for it to be worth experiencing. Give yourself room to explore and grow. Nothing has to be set in stone.

— Shifting doesn’t have to be some huge, dramatic moment. Every step (big or small) you take is progress, so don’t psych yourself out by making it feel bigger than it is.

✵ FINAL THOUGHTS. So yeah, fear of success is real, but it doesn’t have to stop you. The key is recognizing it for what it is and deciding it’s not going to hold you back. You’ve already done the hard part by getting this far, trust that you’re ready for what’s waiting on the other side.

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At the lowest point in your life, you willingly offered yourself to a parasite that was in need of a host, thinking "it can't get any worse than this, right?"

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I MISS MY BROTHER 🙁🙁

me when my or sister is bullying me because i asked her to play a video game with me but deep down i know if i was asking my dr brother he would've been sat within seconds of me asking;

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This hospital was my father's only hope for medicine.💊💔

I wish I could find a medical alternative for my father somewhere else, but it would be very expensive.

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"you should be at the club" I should be working on my fanfic