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RAINBOWS

The rain falls so much gently in the spring The bird cries turn into singing No matter the past There is always a new beginning The rainbows shine so much more brightly MAP 2025

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Dreaming of war

Most of my life has been fighting Warring Sword out Bloody And when I’m not at war I’m at camp Waiting Always ready Sharpening my sword Its hard to heal when you are never sleeping Eating Dreaming MAP 2025

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BEACH DAY

I’m not writing I’m sinking The sand is comforting Wrapped around my body Like laying in bed for days I feel trapped Someone inside my head is telling me Don’t write don’t write don’t write But its bubbling up I’m fighting Clawing Laying on the beach Waiting for another wave to crash over me Hoping that something other my own screams will fill my lungs MAP 2025

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PUSH PINS

I’m sitting on push pins My anxiety is a vessel of everything Awful and beautiful This life is so twisted its maddening It was never supposed to be this way I get lost in hospital halls And storybook pages I sing but no one hears me I yell and everyone hates me MAP 2025

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Sleeping

I’m paralyzed in bed I fall between the mattress and headboard I wish no one would look for me I am finally sleeping MAP

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Counting Sheep

Even my baths have a screaming child on the other side of the doorWhen I close my eyesThey automatically openI’m a mechanical robot cleaning and cooking machineEvery time I open my phone I am searching for more and more dopamineYet it’s never enoughI stopped writing because I don’t have timeMy books are hanging off cliffsReady to dieMy belly is stirring with another bodyGrowing arms and legs and…

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Update

Hey all, As many of you know me and my husband bought a house and are in the process of moving into it. And we also just announced that we are pregnant with our second child. So that is why my posting has been a little sporadic lately. Thanks for sticking by for these updates. I haven’t been able to do much writing at all recently but I’ve started writing poetry again and have decided to cut…

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Hour

The dozen roses are dying on the counterWe will know the end of the story by the hour MAP

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Safe

And in the end you always go back to the comfortable and familiar Because you would rather be terrified in the known Then safe in the unknown MAP

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Pick me up

The people who hurt me Are the only ones who pick me up after MAP

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Beg

My new poem Break

I need a break  Or I need to break I remember when I prayed that I would break  Now I beg for healing  MAP

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BREAK

You break my heart Watching you tear yourself apart MAP

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BEE

I remember when I was first stung by a bee I was 5 years oldPlaying under a tree Looking at the flowers Wanting one to pick me I saw the prettiest flower Agreeing with the beePlucked it up And out of anger It stung me MAP

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Puppy

Trauma follows me around like an abandoned puppy Whining to be pettedIt’s always followed meGrown with me Curled at my feet at night Growling at everything And it chases everyone else away Causes more truama about the way But its my fault I feed it every day MAP

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EVERY WAR

My new poem

My life is on a catalyst Teetering on finally the life I’ve fought so hard for Who knew that peace was what every war was actually for MAP ©️2025

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Light

My new poem Light

How can I heal When the monsters come every night It may just be in my dreams But I wake up bloody after every fight Is it wrong to want to be victorious For once in my life But I think I found that I may just win By putting down my sword And holding up a light MAP