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Ohno Satoshi - Love Tour 2013 Booklet

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Ohnooo is always relevant

Cute!! ♥♥

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Woahhhhhhh *.* my heartttt

This is VERY relevant… *-* - Arashi ni Shiyagare 2014.07.26

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Up Dharma Down - We Give in Sometimes: Sand and the sea Meet in between Fire and ice You and I because we do give in sometimes. Alright up there, Froi?

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Harry Potter ala Louis Pojman on Volitionalism

"Don’t believe a word of it!" said Doge at once. "Not a word, Harry! Let nothing tarnish your memories of Albus Dumbledore!"

Harry looked into Doge’s earnest, pained face and felt, not reasured, but frustrated. Did Doge really think it was that easy, Harry could simply choose not to believe? Didn’t Doge understand Harry’s need to be sure, to know everything?

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Posting Galore

Yes, maybe I do need this. Earlier one of my more sensible friends offered me this piece of great advise to help me nurse a current heartbreak.

"If you’re feeling down, write a letter to your future husband detailing of the things you are currently undergoing."

Although my hopes of landing a husband isn’t really that celestial, acceptable even, it nevertheless offered me great comfort that the uncertainty of the future offers me an option in which I’ll be able to live a fulfilling life with the one whom I love.

This might be a little too personal so I’ll just edit it for reading purposes:

July 2014

Love,

This week I am at a lost. I am too impatient waiting for you that I turned to him… I do love him, although I know in time I won’t, but right now I am stupidly in love with him. I cannot seem to put my fingers as to why he couldn’t love me the way I wanted him to. Shouldn’t one feel, when they are in love, the strength to move forward? Shouldn’t they want to be a better person worthy of their beloved? But why do some choose to give up on their forever?

This nagging feeling of inadequacy lingers. Strong and independent I am he says, yet I crumble and hide in shame. I cannot bear seeing my self this way, so useless and shallow, panting, chasing after the wrong things, those which won’t even stay. Can this phase pass by quickly? Where are you, love? I am so sorry, I was so alone for a long time that the years of loneliness took over me, knocking my determination in an instance. I have become that of no anchor. You don’t deserve this.

I feel ashamed of my weakness. Where I am strong I faltered. Where I am deemed an inspiration I fell disgraced. Where I am looked upon as an epitome I became an anomaly. I was so eager to love that it destroyed me preemptively.

Love, I wait for you. And I will wait still. I pray that you are indeed worth the wait. I pray that when my gaze fall upon your face and my lips upon yours, all these shame, these doubts, these inadequacies- they will go away. And on that moment, I know it will all make sense.

I want to write you a poem, love, you whom I don’t even know if existing. It will be broken, the words stale and restated and lame. It might pale in comparison compared with my previous works. Heck, perhaps it won’t even be as grand. But it will be true, it will speak of you, and it will be yours.

Sincerely waiting and becoming a better person everyday,

Me

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Hello Tumblr!

I’ve taken refuge into Tumblr as my overly eager students are searching for me every nook and cranny. As it is unfortunate that I cannot very well shut up even for the death of me, you, my dear and unwilling readers are to carry the burden of hearing (well, reading) me rant of the most incoherent things imaginable. Feel free to ignore my posts- they do not mean to be evaluated, and I am not apologetic anyway. Thoughts are quirky little things expressed primarily not to amass feedbacks but rather to establish existence… I suppose.

On this day I exist because I am immortalized by my thought. This series of thought talks of me better than any other artifact used to prove I am. And I’d rather be known for my thoughts, I guess.

Yoroshiku onegaishimasu

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Are you even real

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I guess my hand is rather shaky, couldn't hold a phone steady enough to capture this photo. This is my personal planner for the year. I've read The Little Prince in response to a challenge from an elementary school classmate on how fast I can read a book from cover to cover. Not sure if I was able to impress her, but I was able to read it at a record of one day (about 5 hours or lesser) at school, all the while having the teachers gawk upon me for not listening to school stuff. Luckily I got away with it, I was an honor student then, and I was able to study the lessons beforehand. When I first read it I couldn't quite understand it. I pretty much thought it was a bit stupid. When I read it again a couple of years ago, I was reading quite a lot of philosophy- laden works, that the story made little to no impression at all. Moral of the story- there is a time for reading works such as these for one to fully revel on the lessons conveyed. It should be between the period when you think you know everything, and the period when you know that you know nothing.

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Great job, Satoshi! We will never forget Enomoto Kei! ♥ 

Making of Kagi no Kakatta Heya SP

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You're worth much more. So, so much more than you give yourself credit for.

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Before and After Pictures of Animals Growing Up [via] Previously: Animals Using Other Animals as Pillows

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