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GOOGLE PHOTOS K🔫🗡💣⛓

Ugh guys I’m jacking it google photos is the devil it saves all the pictures that I’ve deleted over the years and I went back in to find some old content I haven’t posted but all I found was a lot of sad shit and like old convos of my ex who I still want but like idk man but yeah in the messages we’re arguing about how I suck and wasn’t good enough to her and all the things I regret and like idk I miss her bro everything sucks I can’t do anything or smell anything or even think of anything anymore bc BOW there’s gonna be a memory of her smile or her deep brown eyes or her amazing body or her hair but it’s not even just limited to that nobody else is as attractive to me as her like she set the bar and I feel weird bc like there’s no way she thinks about me as much as I do her and I know this but idec I just want her to be mine again to kiss her and hug her and lick her and touch her man like fuck me now I’m all broken and it’s my own fault god I suck

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December 4th❤️😢❤️

You guys ever have a day where you love it but hate it but love it at the same time?? Well that’s what today means to me. Ugh this day makes me sad only bc it’s another reminder (other than almost everything) that I lost the girl of my dreams bc I had trust issues and I wasn’t putting in 💯% into the relationship and how I cheated on her. “God I suck” that’s what I say to myself in my mind every time I see her in the hallway or she touches me or starts to bother me or when she looks at me the way that she does with those mesmerizing eyes that make you just wanna melt and......... I’m getting off topic I’m in love with a female that doesn’t even think twice about me while I sit alone in my room bumping the baggiest music I can find and I cry sometimes sometimes I don’t but like idk man/woman I just want one more chance just to prove to her that I’m better than that 👆🏾and basically build with her you know get to the point where we can do all the lovey dovey shit together 🥰. God even just a movie alone with her and I’d die happy well you know temporarily then BOW!!!!! I’m back to square one: being sad, venting on my tumblr page to ppl who prolly don’t even give these posts the time of day but aye it helps...... kinda but yeah December 4th is a happy sad and baggy day for me

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I’m bored

I don’t want anybody else maybe like 4-6 ppl might have a chance but overall I mainly want her and like it’s so weird bc I experiment with other females (I stg i’m not messing with anyone’s feelings) and like it doesn’t feel the same. The emotion that I am yearning for just isn’t there like UGHHH 😑. Like you know the feeling you get when you see someone attractive?? You get all excited bc you know nth about this person but you’re being adventurous so you’re gonna find out. Yeah me J don’t get that feeling anymore except with those like 6 ppl but other than that i’m pretty much done and bored 😐. Like high school?? CANCELLED!!!!!! If it’s not her it’s not anybody and like I see her and i’m like pudding. Like I she LITERALLY has me eating out of her hand.

LITERALLY I can’t make this shit up I see her in the hallway and she’s munching on something and i’m always sharing with her when i’m munching so i’m like ohhhh what you got lemme get some and she was like no and she’s holding onto it so I pull on her fingers to expose the food (it was popcorn 🍿) so as my other was free I think I took it upon myself to just eat the popcorn right out of her hand and i’m happy ASF from that whole interaction only to realize later on that she really has me on that level.

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Lonely

Bro i’m sooo mad like I want one person and idk if she want me or is just fucking playing around like ughhhhh don’t look at me like that if you don’t want me don’t call me annoying bc then imma think you want me and just like stop playing with me overall like ugh i’m so tired of feeling empty bro like I just wanna snuggle with one person kiss one person grab one person just be boo’d up with one fucking person i’m too fucking old for this bro i’m a senior and i’m sad all the time and lonely bro like ugh she not even gonna read this shit no one is just the random ppl on tumblr I love all the ppl that follow me like I just wanna talk to someone who’s not gonna call me a bitch or laugh like fuck man

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Ugh

Ugh i’m lonely as fuck and you know what’s worse than being lonely....., being lonely and in love 🥰 like i was walking home and i was bumping bc you know it distracts me from you know my thoughts but silly me forgot that i’m a bag nigga that loves to bump sad guy music and bag music and like as i’m walking listening to this stuff she just pops into my mind just like her face stuff she says her smile her laugh and like i get sad and wanna cry but i can’t bc i’m out on the street and i can’t be looking like no crybaby you know then when i thought that i instantly thought about her again bc she’s a big crybaby and i love that shit about her bro and like today she hugged me and i wanted to die well not die but like pass out but i also loved it and should’ve made it longer by messing with her or walking her wherever she was going but i was being clown and in the moment and well you know but really i just want to know what’s going through her head like i really live this female and i have no idea what her feelings toward me are and like i like other ppl but ion want them the way i want her well just not as much but aye what else can i do but wait you know??🤷🏾‍♂️

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Ugh

Bro I hate being lonely 😔 it sucks and you know what’s worse being lonely and being in love 🥰 like I love being in love I just hate that i’m not with the person I wanna be with and nth against her but I really just want to know what’s on her mind like today she hugged me and i felt weird about but I almost died well not died but you know like passed out 😵 but yeah idk I love this girl and I want another chance with her but I don’t wanna be dubbed again idk bruh what else can I do but wait you know??🤷🏾‍♂️

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I love it

I’m not gonna lie i love being in love just love the feeling of thinking of someone all the time i can’t even help it that’s the the weird part and idek how she feels toward me or even how she feels about the thought of us being together again but even if idk how she feels or what’s going through her mind ik how i feel and i love it

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なぜなら Aesthetics

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YURRRRRRRRRR

Dia🍯

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casual beast boy & raven. art by picolo 

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🥀🌗

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I wanted to create a little simple breathing animation that mimics the 7-11 breathing technique that I use when my anxiety gets too high. The counting is a bit less then a second to make it more natural. The mindful education episode was so great I wanted to draw something related to it that helped me a lot :) 

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has anyone seen jenelleart on deviantart’s realistic renditions of the steven universe characters? theyre super amazing and you should go check out all of them

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Goobermation’s Steven Bomb (2/2)

Hello! this is the second part of our steven bomb compilation, for those who missed it, it involves fusions. Hope you like it!

We’ve read your feedback and we will most likely be making another bomb in the future, so keep posted!! :P

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Emotions #2

Aries: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own

Taurus: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it

Gemini: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place

Cancer: The desire to care less about things, especially when you're not supposed to

Leo: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness

Virgo: The bitter-sweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self

Libra: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet

Scorpio: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years

Sagittarius: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire

Capricorn: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like

Aquarius: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head

Pisces: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore

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Just in case anyone needs to hear something positive