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Lately I've been seeing stars.

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Im the oldest daughter…of course i want to be babied and turn my brain off around you, ive had to take care of everyone around me🙄

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Art by Abigael Giroud

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Reblog if you’re bored and you want anons.

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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Important reminder that your 2 AM thoughts about your life, your world, yourself, the 2 AM thoughts that keep you awake and foolish, those are not real and not to be trusted.

Your 2 AM horny thoughts are though.

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I feel like Melissa is the collective canon self insert of every viewer who has a crush on Shauna. Cuz yeah if Shauna put a knife to my throat my first instinct would be to kiss her too

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i truly do not care. shauna is the worst and she sucks and she is also the love of my life. shauna haters... leave.

each and every character who is turned on by the fandom will forever have a safe space here. unless the character is a man. otherwise u guys can keep him

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The month long obsession with yellowjackets is coming to an end guys

I wonder what my next hyperfixation will be

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Watching yellowjackets takes so long, like an hour for the episode and then 4 hours on tumblr

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lmfao this made me laugh wth 😭🤣💀

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It's so fucked upped that Melissa's love for Shauna was probably the only thing that made Shauna feel an ounce of love for herself, and that small taste of herself caused her to destroy everything she could have had, leading her to end up right back in the shadow of Jackie. And in turn, Shauna's love for Melissa made the girl spend the rest of her life chasing that same fucked upped thrill she felt with Shauna, only this time she was going to be the one with absolute control, and could no longer could be underminded or made to feel afraid.

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If I had a nickel for every time Shauna humiliated someone who she was supposed to love in front of the entire team and then it started snowing afterwards I'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice

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sometimes a soccer team is a dead captain haunting the narrative, a repressed gay turned evil fuckboy the second she kisses a girl, an unmedicated prophet of the wilderness, a lesbian sleeper agent who eats dirt, another lesbian who keeps surviving somehow, a girl once in love with her gay soccer coach who she threatened to eat in if killed himself, the prophet’s protege tripping on cave fumes, a backwards hat, a hater, a singular sane/logical one, some background characters, and baby boy travis.

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if you see me in an abusive relationship with her…don’t save me😂😂😂