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"i genuinely think that marc marquez will be pleased with valentino rossi to win at home in italy; of course he didn't want to slide out of the race but he'll be delighted that it's rossi that's won i think..."
heard and seen during misano, 2014
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rosquez + true hateâs kiss :3
how did this end up at 2k words well iâve been in the forest. and i love elle. anyways i briefly considered making this fic a list of vale going around trying to mack on all of his enemies in chronological order which really made me laugh. like do we think jorge lorenzo shuts the door in his face. anyways anyone in this bar read macbeth
Marcâs voice is flippant in that tightly controlled way of his. It gratesâ nails over a chalkboard, red lines scratched over the skin on Valeâs back. Lines that should be scarred over after ten years, but that still manage to throb here and now, when he needs something that only Marc can give him.
âWhy canât you try someone else? Youâve had lots of rivals that youâve fought more than meâ Stoner, Biaggi, Gibernau.â His voice drags out the list, counting on his fingers.
Vale grits his teeth.
âNone of them are, speaking technically, still my enemies.â
Marc points bluntly into his own chest. Vale points his own eyes at the sky. Nothing is ever easy with him.
âAnd I am? Because honestly, I have not fought against you in many years.â
It stings. Whatever. Marc never admits that he hates Valeâ he never did, even when it was plain for everyone to see, spelled out in huge letters all over the racetrack. Vale pictures him pouting, wide mouth red and worried. No, officer, I was standing over there. Honey from his lips as he hides the gun behind his back.
Vale sucks on his teeth. Smiles beatifically.
âEveryone is telling me so.â
Marc huffs something that might be a laugh.
âRight. Well there is no fight here, if that is what you want.â
âThatâs good at least. Because Iâm not here for a fight.â Vale corrects, reminds, shuffles them deftly into order. Irritation wonât help here. âIâm here for a curse.â
âYes, youâve said.â Marc sighs. âFine. Okayâ Then how bad is it?â
Vale bares his teeth, not a smile. He doesnât want to tell Marc the truth, but he will. The same sort of speech he gives his mechanics: A calculated revelation of weakness made slightly more bearable by the possibility of an improvement in circumstances. Thereâs a trade off for everythingâ there certainly always is with Marc.
âI canât ride. I try to climb on a bikeâ it breaks down. I take a turnâ I slide out. I go somewhere else, use someone elseâs gearâit rains, the suit rips. The engine jams, the track floods, the gas is gone, the flight is delayed, thereâs a meeting I canât miss. It never ends. Itâs all fucked.â
He licks his lips, pressing them harshly together, trying to contain any frayed bit of feeling cracking out of him. Itâs been five very long months, everything that matters slipping like soap between his fingers whenever he tries to throw his leg over a chassisâ too consistent and uncanny to be anything but a curse, and a good one. Itâs cornering him into one of his least favorite emotions: desperation.
Itâs also the biggest stretch of time that heâs been off a motorcycle in over thirty years, since before Marc was even born. He swallows hard and grinds down the thought down to dust.
Thereâs a sound to his right.
He looks up to the sight of Marc chewing his lip, eyes lit from within with some spark of badly suppressed emotion. Anger floods in, a cleansing balm as he recognizes the expression: Marc is trying not to laugh.
At the look on Valeâs face, he gives up trying.
âAnd what did it sound like, when you called Casey?â He imitates the sound of a dial tone, harsh and honking. Enamored with his own bad joke. Mean in the way Marc always isâ like he doesnât even realize.
âHa,â Vale asserts, too hard and too loud, another little revelation. âVery funny.â
Marc tilts his head, laugh dying a little. A divot forms between his brows, his eyes below wide and innocent. As if Vale took his thumb and pressed it into the smooth, soft clay that made him.
Vale takes a deep breath. Chews on his fingernails.
He hadnât actually called Casey, even if heâd rather deal with his repressed smugness any day of the week over Marcâs donkey brayingâ there would be no point. Rivalries of yesteryear donât count, the curse breaker heâd talked to had been very clear on that front. In a way, she had said, heâs lucky that he hasnât resolved things with Marc.
Lucky. He almost wants to laugh himself.
He doesnât want to think about what will happen if Marc doesnât give him what he needs. Sharp pain stings at his fingers, followed by a bright blossom of Marquez red. Heâs bitten the skin around his nails bloody, another wound Marc is responsible for, among many. He balls his hand into a fist, and the red smears over his knuckles, staining him. Out, damned spot, he thinks, furious.
âPlease, it was probably one of your fucking fans that cursed me in the first place.â
All at once, the sun drains out of the roomâMarcâs face closes down, his expression falling through a trap door into the abyss.
âDonât talk to me about that,â He says, hard, and Vale nearly flinches in recognition. Saves it just in time.
Itâs rumor, but confirmed enough. Five years ago, the beginning of the 2020 season. Some asshole had lobbed a bolt of illegal magic at Marc during the race in Jerez. Vale remembers watching it on the screen in his box, the electric flashing missile of the curse, how the protective wards around the barriers had failed, sparking out in a horrifying showerâ and how Marc had somersaulted through the air, dragging the bike into the gravel with him.
He had ended up saddled with broken arm, one that would never completely heal. A nasty bit off black market cursework. It didnât stop him from trying to race the next weekâVale still doesnât know who the fuck let that happen.
News had wormed its way through the grapevine that they caught the guy who did it eventually, but only after Marc had seen a specialist to put a partial block on itâ an experimental layer of spellwork that had left new runes over the existing ones, lurid and ruined over his skin. him to find a way to muscle his way through two curses tangling their way around him, both of them thick and iridescent as a fishing net.
Valeâs never asked if the person who cast it was one of his. It wouldnât change anything. He guesses he has his answer.
He points at the almost-there glow of the arm. Thereâs a need to try to make this easy, understandable.
âThen what do you need for that, hm? Do this for me and Iâll get it for you. Weâll do a trade.â
Marc lets out a harsh noise, punched out of him in surprise. His shoulders get stiff, knitted across so snug he looks watertight. Vale wonders what he could pour into himâ if heâd hold it, refuse to let it go.
Marc thinks on it for a second, his mouth twisting.
âTell me why you didnt ask anyone else, first. Then I will.â
âI told you. My other rivals, they arenât current enough.â
âAnd I told you, neither am I. You are still a racing driver, no? You have people you race against in that paddock, I assume. Or do you care enough over there to even bother to try and get mean?â
It feels like a slap.
Vale is silent. Seething.
Marc shrugs, chin-up at Valentino, handsome and terrible. Vale had almost forgotten: underestimating Marc is how you get hurt. He gestures at his arm, the glittering network of wards where the curse lives and throbs.
âOkay, you wonât tell me. Then weâll both be broken.â
Vale takes a half step back before he remembers himselfâ failure isnât an option here. He canât have his ability to ride a motorcycle cupped in Marcâs hands like this much longer.
It would feel like he was a crow caught in a foxâs teeth. It would feel like this, right now, all the time. Unbearable.
âBecause I need you to kiss me.â He admits. Not quite the truth, still close enough to the bone. He doesnât know why it was Marc, exactly, except for all the reasons it couldnât be anyone else. âThatâs how to break the curse. Strong magicâ If I want to get back something that I love, then someone who hates me has to kiss me.â
Surprise flickers over Marcâs face, and then cool nothing. Throwing a stone into a still lake and watching it swallow it up.
âAh. I see. And you came to me.â
âWell, yes.â
Marc is silent, coiled around himself, mind working. Vale needed to kiss someone, someone who hates him, and he chose Marc. He feels horribly exposedâ the blood on his knuckles drying gross and tacky. He takes a step forwards, forcing them back on track.
âSo. What will you need, for your arm?â It could be anythingâ gold from a specific river, a lock of hair from a newborn cousin, a kind touch from a person who knew him when he was twenty, a plant from deep in the ocean, the feather of a rare bird, the blood of his grandfather. For Marc not to be able to get it, it must be hard to find.
Knocked out of his train of thought, Marc looks like heâs waking up, disoriented and off-balance. He glances up at Vale, and blinks hard enough that Vale could count every one of his lashes.
His mouth, red and lovely, opens. Trembles. Itâs the same color as the wound on Valeâs hand.
âIâll tell you in a minute,â He breathes, and he leans towards him.
Marcâs lips, when they touch him, are hot, hard, and spiteful. Giving up too much of both of them for Vale not to take something back for himself. He licks against the bow of his mouth, bites at him, and grinds against the flat plane of his stomach. Hands grip him. Marc, like Vale knew he would, shudders. Satisfaction curls in his chest, thick and ugly. Voracious.
He crowds him against the wall and Marc moans, sending electric shocks down his spine. Heâs tried to come up with words to describe itâ how he wants Marc. The dangerous, unending well of it. Heâs never gotten particularly close. He tries another language: one desperate, clinging kiss.
When he pulls back there Marc is again, the liquid color of his eyesâ a glow between them. Gold is shining out of Valeâs fingertips, the ends of his bloody fingernails. Something in him splits, separates, like cracking an egg into a pan for a Sunday breakfast. The curse coming apart, breaking. He knows that if he got on a motorcycle right now, it would listen to him, just like Marc never does. Red-orange light washes across his eyelids when he blinks, and he focuses in on the man in front of him, the simple feel of him.
Itâs warm, in the his chest for a moment. And then, when he notices it, very cold.
Marcâs arm glows tooâ a bright throbbing purple and red wound of light wrapping its way around his humerus, jagged and beautiful. Itâs shrinking, fading away like water slipping down a drain until the smooth skin of his bicep remains. Healthy, smooth, unblemished. A perfect form.
âI guess you were right,â Marc says, eyes blazing even as he sways towards Vale. The same kind of ugly happiness swimming in his face. âI fix youâ you fix me. Nice trade, no?â
âWhat?â
Marc flexes his bicep, rolls his shoulder in a circle and raises his arm above his headâ he smiles, teeth white and brilliant, dazzling. He looks half a decade younger, pain sloughing off of him in giddy waves. Noâ he looks like he did when Vale first met him, the time that he remembers anyways, when Marc was older. Thereâs that same shock of joy and something more smug spreading across his face, jam on toast, sweet and sticky.
It makes Valeâs teeth ache.
âI havenât been able to do that for years.â He marvels.
âMarc,â Vale tries to speak. Bright eyes meet his. âYour arm. Itâs better.â
Marc shrugs. âWell, you kissed me.â He says it like it makes sense.
âThe way to break your curseâ it was the same as me? You needed to kiss an enemy?â Why hadnât he asked earlier?
Marc shakes his head, still wiggling his fingers. He lays his other hand cross-wise on a diagonal over his upper arm, illustrating the old runes that laid there.
âNo, no. Similar, but not the same. The doctors told meâ there wasnât anything really, that could stop it, the spell work was too tight, bonded onto me. The attempts to break it only made it worse, thatâs why the latest spell to try and fix it had to layer on top of everything. But, you knowâ Thereâs one thing that can break any curse.â
Danger pricks up the back of Valeâs neck.
âThatâs an old wives tale.â He says immediately. Thatâs not realâ that sort of thing doesnât happen. Itâs for stories, fairytales you tell children.
Marc ploughs on.
âIt mightâve broken yours too, honestlyâ I donât know. Weâre not rivals anymore, so. I thought it was worth a try.â
âI donât believe you.â Heâs starting to put together why Marc is so smug. Assurance will do that to a man. It trickles like ice down his spine.
Marcâs face is feverish, delirious, flushed and rosy. He grins as if heâs cracked a code, solved a cypher, found some sort of key to a puzzle. Maybe he has. Vale takes a step back.
âBelieve what you want. The curse breaker I went to in the United States told me, and itâs trueâ the only way to get rid of any of the curses on me was True Loveâs Kiss. â
He teeth are like a fox, sharp and white.
Vale wants to throw up.
âSoâ I guess you love me.â
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