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✧ HARRY STYLES accepts the Album of the Year award for ‘Harry’s House’ at MTV VMAs (Aug. 28, 2022)

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I’m just gonna keep adding to this but like it’s so fucking hard to go from seeing someone almost everyday for over 3 years to not at all. And now he’s kinda ghosting and like logically it’s fair and makes sense but it just hurts so much like I can’t listen to the music we used to listen to together or watch the shows. There’s at least 3 times a day where I see something funny I would’ve sent him and I’ve sent him quite a bit of it to be fair. Every single time I go home, the cat I got with him who loved him more than anyone else is sitting there waiting for me and like it fucking hurts so much. I know I’ll get through this and it’s for the better but holy fuck I miss him

I miss my best friend so much i actually feel so lost without him :(

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Like I am literally so dead on the inside and I know I just have to push through it but I feel so fucking sad every single day

I miss my best friend so much i actually feel so lost without him :(

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I miss my best friend so much i actually feel so lost without him :(

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Jensen Ackles | JIBCon (Rome, Italy, August 28 2022)  [ x | x | x ] 

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It hits me in waves

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I’m literally in the mindset 24/7 where I could probably SH but I’m really trying not to go there again??? Time to release all the bullshit.

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I feel so gross, insecure, and just overall awful and idk where to write about it so whatever. I’m so done with living, other people literally make life so great and so awful at the same time and we can’t control anyone but ourselves. Sick of working to live and living to work and generally just not enjoying life, there has to be something else? Idk

I brought myself to crisis last night because I couldn’t stop crying and like what am I crying over? My own insecurities? Is it directly tied to something that someone did to me? Idk anymore but I can’t keep doing this day after day like I need to heal :(

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ANAKIN SKYWALKER APPRECIATION WEEK

Day 2: Favorite Scene/Duel on Mustafar

Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith (2005) dir. George Lucas

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“We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”

— Anthony Hopkins

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Harry Styles | Late Night Talking (2022)

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Iron Man 2 (2010) dir. Jon Favreau

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Harry photographed by Cal Aurand

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harris_reed: Tonight marks three years since you were on stage in my fluid get up, a night I will never forget. Give em hell tonight harrystyles

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Chris Evans as Steve Rogers in Captain America: Civil War (2016), dir. Anthony Russo, Joe Russo