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mariwashereonce · 2 months ago
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HE ISN'T EVEN TALKING TO ME NOW HAHA OKAY. THAT'S ALRIGHT THAT'S SO FINE WITH ME LET IT BE LIKE THAT I COULDN'T CARE LESS I REALLY COULDN'T GO BE HAPPY WITH THEM EVERYDAY I WOULD'VE NEVER DONE THIS TO YOU KNOWING WE BOTH WOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO BE TOGETHER but it's okay choices were made I don't care I seriously don't care. I don't care, not anymore.
I hate him I hate him I hate him so much he knew we wouldn't have more days off together it was literally obvious but he still went with his friends who he sees every day to play another stupid football match and will sleep with them and he just spent the whole day with them and now is ignoring me I despise him so much does he even love me because it doesn't seem like that what is wrong with HIM I feel so used by him each time we see each other because all he wants to do is fuck me and he is always initiating something like the other day when I was uncomfortable bc there was literally a police car around and he just kept going and almost made me choke several times and almost threw me to the floor when I was trying to back up I don't eat him to touch me I don't want to see him I want nothing to do with him why must he always hurt me so much
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mariwashereonce · 2 months ago
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I hate him I hate him I hate him so much he knew we wouldn't have more days off together it was literally obvious but he still went with his friends who he sees every day to play another stupid football match and will sleep with them and he just spent the whole day with them and now is ignoring me I despise him so much does he even love me because it doesn't seem like that what is wrong with HIM I feel so used by him each time we see each other because all he wants to do is fuck me and he is always initiating something like the other day when I was uncomfortable bc there was literally a police car around and he just kept going and almost made me choke several times and almost threw me to the floor when I was trying to back up I don't want him to touch me I don't want to see him I want nothing to do with him why must he always hurt me so much
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mariwashereonce · 2 months ago
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I feel rejected by both
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mariwashereonce · 4 months ago
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The achievement I'm most proud of so far:
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mariwashereonce · 5 months ago
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I really think the source of my unhappiness is my mom.
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mariwashereonce · 5 months ago
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I didn't know he really would come this quick
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mariwashereonce · 6 months ago
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Is it really that hard for you to leave the friends you see every day to come be with me moments before we enter work
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mariwashereonce · 6 months ago
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Yesterday Ezequiel lifted me up and I've never felt so up as in being that high before
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mariwashereonce · 7 months ago
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Edit
We haven't fucked in like a month almost and it's not bc we don't want to (bc we're desperate)
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mariwashereonce · 7 months ago
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We haven't fucked in like a month almost and it's not bc we don't want to (bc we're desperate)
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mariwashereonce · 7 months ago
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Yes a second reblog
We haven't seen each other in a while so you can imagine we were both a bit needy- ahem anyway. The other day we finally saw each other (on Friday)
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mariwashereonce · 7 months ago
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Before it gets to that we usually mess with each other throughout the day (we're both lowkey mean💀), and while it was just the two of us he was kissing me, then pulled my hair back, and I let out a little "sound" (moan) accidentally😭 and was like "what was that?" A bit surprised but smiling bc he was asking in a MOCKING WAY. Bc then he proceeded to do it with more intensity.
We haven't seen each other in a while so you can imagine we were both a bit needy- ahem anyway. The other day we finally saw each other (on Friday)
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mariwashereonce · 7 months ago
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We haven't seen each other in a while so you can imagine we were both a bit needy- ahem anyway. The other day we finally saw each other (on Friday)
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mariwashereonce · 8 months ago
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HE GAVE ME SO MANY THINGS FOR MY BIRTHDAY
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mariwashereonce · 8 months ago
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He's sleeping next to me but I feel alone as ever
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mariwashereonce · 8 months ago
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It ain't hard to hard him up I'll just say that
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mariwashereonce · 8 months ago
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Another one to remember: "You feel so good and I'm not even inside you yet"
"What? You can't take it? This is too much for you to handle?" While smiling IT WAS EVIL
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