marizz-daily-stuffz

[marizz-daily-stuffz]

let the lightttt innn

i love this song fr

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my stomach drops

does anyone here get nervous around their parents, like when im with mine i feel my stomach drop and its like i dont want to be around them. Recently i stopped talking around them, its like i feel so nervous to say things cause ill get a comment back or a lecture, though it hurts now because i feel like my mom doesnt want to spend time with me alot anymore, i dont know ive been hurt by that too. it just makes me wonder am i that unpleasant to be around, like i do everything they want but its still not enough and ive been struggling because people close to me in my life have been slowly leaving and idk ive been insecure about everything, like am i just so boring and just not good enough to spend time with? anyways ty for readinggg w luv -marizz

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gluten free bagels

i made some today they were so good, its hard finding good stuff when you are gluten free, i would show a picture and like show them off but my mom ate them. I was struggling so much with the dough because it was so sticky but yeah ALSOOS im making a cake tomorrow, if its cute ill post a photo :)

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aghhhh my head hurts

do you ever feel used. like your friends just dont care abt how you feel but come to you when they have worries. like you text them and they dont read anything you sent and its like woah woah woah this feels one sided guyz （；´д｀）ゞ

ANYWAYS ahhh my song all day was let the light in because aghhhh its so good

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omg i made up my mind

im staying home for college lmao, i thought it through and maybe ill save my money and then move out. anyways today was ok, i filled many applications and did my best! I live near a very popular town and it maybe is where i want to stay. anyways ahhhh today has been a super fast day. To anyone reading this i hope u had a good day!! (∩^o^)⊃━☆

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ALOSOOS isnt my kitten fiji adorable!!

[marizz-daily-stuffz]

Today is cold, But it means i can finally layer clothes!! anyways hii im mari and welcome to my daily diary. Today is gonna be a productive day! like i believe so, i woke up at 8 am and did some yoga which felt great. Im trying to be a bit better at following a routine because being on a routine is better than not being on one. Anyways, today im applying to a culinary school 4 hours away, because im planning to move out in December (very soon right?) I know im a little scared but its life and in times like these i just have to remind myself that life goes on fast and i can't be scared, because if im scared then i wont do it, and ill have regrets. Anyways ill update soon

w luv mariiizz ~\(≧▽≦)/~

also my most repeated song of the day is i want you by mitski!!