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Alright heres for the ones who never get anons and are lonely

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This is incredibly sad. How can a government want to hurt its own people? It’s sadistic and evil. People like that need to be put down cause they are not human. I hope many people out there are safe. Prayers for all!!

we need #HELP

PLEASE take the time to learn about what is happening in Turkey at the moment

this is not a joke.

TURKEY IS BEING BURNT DOWN! and It’s not a natural disaster, it’s arson. literal terror. a crime. there are 81 fires going on in 23 different cities. this has been going on for 2 days. people are dying, losing their homes.

helicopters, drones, planes and thousands of firemen are currently trying to control fires in 10 different locations in southern Turkey. so far, three people have died, hundreds of animals have perished and several settlements are being evacuated.

A WHOLE country is on fire please that is not something you can underestimate.

please use your voice for us.

please dont stay in silence.

YOU CAN READ THIS THREAD FOR MORE INFORMATION

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It saddens me so much when I see women with such potential downgrade themselves because they want to have something that will never be theirs. No matter how much time he spends in bed with you, how much he kisses you, hugs you, makes you feel like you are on top of the world, no matter how much he holds the door for you, holds your hand while laughing and giggling in a store parking lot, no matter how much time you spend just in silence together, he's not yours.

You are his second and third thought of the day. She, his girlfriend, is the first thought of the day. He goes home to her. He wakes up to her. When you both are in trouble shes the first one he runs to. Cause you know why? You're the side chick. The side dishes are almost never ate fully and are left to rot in the trash. When he has half of your heart he will leave you and leave the other half to rot. Wondering what you did wrong. But in all reality, you have no right to be upset. Cause you made your bed and now you have to sleep in it. Don't be sad better yourself. Cause he was never yours to began with.

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“This ain’t no deep shit, This ain’t no we shit, This is that honesty, that’s how it’s gotta be shit. Gotta say peace to you when you on that weak shit. I’m on that see you out in public and don’t speak shit. You ain’t my main Jawn, We gotta understanding, She catching feelings and now them feelings are hard to manage. She broke up with her man, Threw me all in the middle, Let’s keep it real, oh you probably, thinking I’ll be your pillow. Thinking I’ll be your shoulder, You tell me what’s on your temple, In turn you giving me lip. Our bodies is inconsistant, Pardon my starring but hey your body is so prolific. A body magnificent, Make designers she worth expenses. And every woman over 20 want a perfect man, And 20something-women just want someone understand, But as you live and learn, And you live and lose. By 47 you lucky if someone give a damn, So we can just enjoy the company of one another.”

— Wale. This verse tho.

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Mark no-

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🍓 Tag game for multis 🍓, Thanks for the tag @fuckyeahyukhei ♥ RULES: post your ✨ ult biases ✨ (from different groups) to see if you have a Type™ 👀 tag 6 mutuals you wanna get to know the Types™ of and let people tell you what they find in yours Sooo my biases are pretty clear here if you haven’t noticed yet khhm I don’t know if I have a type but.. I guess? Idk, I just think they’re all really cool people and I adore them all so much. EXO (Baekhyun (ultimate ofc sdjbjfd); Kai; Chanyeol) BLACKPINK (Jisoo; Rose) Red Velvet (Irene) Wonder Girls (Sunmi) Jessi NCT (Taeyong) I tag: @jaennie ; @jensoo ; @sefuns ; @nayeoon ; @baconnotbaekhyun ; @cchuu ♥ *icons and edits are not mine, I found them on google and thought it looked pretty cool so I dropped them here. If someone sees this and doesn’t want their icon to be here - lmk, I’ll delete it immediately. But since this is for a tag game, I did let myself do this.

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Loui (last pic) is literally the best idol and you can't tell me otherwise.

🍓 Tag game for multis 🍓, Thanks for the tag @fuckyeahyukhei ♥ RULES: post your ✨ ult biases ✨ (from different groups) to see if you have a Type™ 👀 tag 6 mutuals you wanna get to know the Types™ of and let people tell you what they find in yours Sooo my biases are pretty clear here if you haven’t noticed yet khhm I don’t know if I have a type but.. I guess? Idk, I just think they’re all really cool people and I adore them all so much. EXO (Baekhyun (ultimate ofc sdjbjfd); Kai; Chanyeol) BLACKPINK (Jisoo; Rose) Red Velvet (Irene) Wonder Girls (Sunmi) Jessi NCT (Taeyong) I tag: @jaennie ; @jensoo ; @sefuns ; @nayeoon ; @baconnotbaekhyun ; @cchuu ♥ *icons and edits are not mine, I found them on google and thought it looked pretty cool so I dropped them here. If someone sees this and doesn’t want their icon to be here - lmk, I’ll delete it immediately. But since this is for a tag game, I did let myself do this.

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Bitch u was caught with all of them. It's enough to go around sweetie.

DISPATCH HAS CAUGHT YOU WITH AN IDOL AND ARE ABOUT TO SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP!!

Reblog this post with the most recent photo of an idol to see who you were caught with

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Pls reblog if you can’t donate

ok hi. im officially homeless again. i held off from making a post but things arent getting any better. i kno i ask a lot but im desperate to have food & a place to stay. anything helps, truly. i was able to get a motel for 2 days thankfully but other than that ive been in my car. im with my brother as well and he thinks he might have covid from working in nyc the few days he was able to work which isnt surprising. ive also been feeling sick lately but that could b countless of other things ig.

its getting rly hard having 2 fight 2 survive everyday. i have no meds or insurance and its rly fucking scary how fast my mental health is declining. overall this is a very shitty and scary situation so pls if u can donate anything itll save my life.

paypal

kofi

venmo:

pls reblog this if u cant donate.

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Here's mine!!

Tag Game!

rules: create a picrew of yourself using this link and tag whoever you want to participate!

tagging: @thesongofdragons @jenoyed @xuxiletters @kindacrazyuwu @lyshoonn @yamyang @woowoo-kim @crackhead4kpop @crimsonchinxo @peachy-skz0325 @sillyda1sy @xcviimark @i-see-you-now-you-see-me @trishavolution21 @dolphin-chenle

tag me so I can see yours!👀🤍

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3:00

"Oh shit I need to hurry"

"Calm down what's the big deal? Just get her some chocolate and flowers"

It was Valentines day and mark still hadn't decided what to get you. To him, it needed to be special so you knew he loved you.

"You don't understand, she's picky like that."

Your friend, Yooa was with mark. She was supposed to hanging out and helping him some up with a surprise for you.

"if it was me I'd treasure anything you got me"

Mark sighed and kept watching the TV infront of him. When all of a sudden Yooa jumped on Mark and started kissing him. Mark was quick to try and resist but for some reason he didn't let her up.

*Skip to next day*

You were scrolling through the park with Yooa thinking about what surprise Mark had for you. You had gotten him something a while ago and now you were just wondering when to give it to him. Yooa was acting weird all day.

"What's up with you? You haven't been yourself."

She stopped walking and you turned towards her. She sighed and spoke. "I have to tell you something." You nodded your head for her to keep going. "I'm pregnant." You were surprised but then started jumping in joy. "Oh my gosh congratulations!! Who's the father??" She looked at you with pitty eyes and started to cry a bit. "Mark." You were taken aback by the name. After you processed it you couldn't stop yourself from slapping her the hardest you could. You called her a list of names before telling the friendship off and leaving her there crying.

When you went home that night you texted Mark a long paragraph about himself and how you were breaking up. You cried that whole night. 2 years waisted on something that was never true from the start. The next day you were at your job at a cafe when they both entered. You looked up and kept working. After a while you were free to go and you just walked right past them and said nothing. In that moment, on the bus, you made yourself block their numbers and social medias on everything. Nothing they say could make you forget what they did. But as a civilized person, you'll forgive them in the grace of God.

But you'll never forget.

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Haha he’d like this. I’m confident he would.

NO CHEATING: You’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. Who/what is it?

Okay i’m okay with this! 🤣💜

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Mark break up scenario 1:

Warnings: 𝗠𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻.

It was late in the afternoon when he called you over. It sounded pretty serious because his voice wasn’t the usual happy and excited like when he usually called you. You figured maybe he’s tired cause he can get like that after his longer days.

You see, you and mark met through your friend who had just recently joined NCT no more than two years ago. His stage name was Devin. Mark confessed he had a crush on you and you decided why the hell not.

Once you got over you closed the door and took your shoes off while approaching his apartments living room. You saw him sitting on the couch and he smiled when he saw you.

“Hi”

“Hi. Sit down. Do you want something to drink or...”

“No im fine. I just want you to cuddle.”

“Oh okay.”

He sat down next to you with his arm around the chair behind you. While watching Tv he looked at you and spoke. “I think we should talk.” You looked up at him with sparkling eyes, which made this even harder for him. “About what?” He cleared his throat. “About us.” You shifted in your seat nervously concerned about what he was gonna say but you were right in your mind and didn’t know it. He began speaking.

“You know I love you, but I just don’t think we’re not compatible anymore.” He cleared his throat as his elbows were in his lap and he looked to floor. “I mean I’ll always be here for you.” He smiled his gorgeous smile at you and you knew you couldn’t be made but could only ask him one thing.

“Is there a real reason you’re breaking up with me??” He looked off to the corner somewhere before speaking. “I don’t know okay. I just....I just think I need more of a woman.” You looked at him with crunched eye brows. A woman? Was he seriously saying you weren’t woman enough? You about to snap back but life has taught you doing that does nothing but create more conflict so you sighed and shook your head. “I understand.”

You kissed his cheek and forced a smile just like always. “I should get going.” He nodded his head and stood up to let you out. You had no expression on your face and it made him worried. “Are you sure you’re okay??” You stood in the doorway and turned around to face him and laughed playfully. “Of course I’m sure. We’ll still be friends. No hard feelings.” He smiled and nodded and you just walked away.

𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗹𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴.

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱 𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁.

All the nights you would call and he wouldn’t answer. The giggles on the other side of the phone that sounded like a female. The girl that would always be there when you magically showed up for practice to see him and he’s claim it’s Johnny’s friend. It wasn’t his friend. The first time Mark said it Johnny gave that confused look before just going with it. She was the beautiful Korean type. Short black hair, shorter than Mark, contagious smile, and beautiful soft looking skin and beautiful body anyone would want. They weren’t your friends. If they were they would have told you and not let you look so stupid and gullible. But just like always, you played nice. There’s more things in life you have had to deal with and you’re just greatful it hasn’t happened anymore. In short terms you’re just happy you aren’t being raped right now anymore. By your moms boyfriend to be exact. She even made you admit it was a guy at school that did it and not her boyfriend in order for her to pay for your abortion.

And that’s how it started. People questioning why you lied and you couldn’t take it. So when you became legal and well financially stable, you bailed. Never speaking to them again. But see, like others even Devin, he didn’t know. He didn’t know just how much of a woman you really were. Just how much you’ve been through. Just how much you loved him. But you held those feeling back and let him be happy.

When you told Devin he came over without a warning to find you crying. You ended up telling him what mark said to you and he couldn’t believe it. When he asked why you didn’t seem as upset as him you said “I’ve been through more roughy things in life than a break up. I have the incapability of being heartbroken.” He looked at you confused and so his visit was filled with questions as to what it was and after asking many times you figured why not? You could trust him right? You told him your story and at the end he ran and hugged you and you patted his back. “It’s fine. I’m fine.” He shook his head as in saying no.

“Why didn’t you tell me? I didn’t know.”

“That’s the point dumbass I didn’t want YOU to know.”

As in taking offense to what you said he stayed quiet. “Do you not trust me? I thought we were friends?” You tried to reason with him but he just left.

After two days of not talking you finally called him and reasoned for him to come over. No exceptions. You wanted to make this right. When he came over he asked what you wanted and you told him to sit down.

“Look whatever I said, I didn’t mean it in the way you think I did okay??”

“Well why didn’t you tell me?”

“That’s the point I didn’t want you to know!”

“Because you can’t trust me!!”

You went quiet.

He scoffed and was about to get up. You stopped him and grabbed his shoulder. “Please understand. It’s not that I don’t trust you okay??” You had tears about to come out. You paced around the room and stopped where you were.

“I can’t just tell you something like that okay? It’s hard. It’s hard telling someone that you’re that weak. I can’t make you think I’m weak okay? Of all people I want you to think highly of me. It sounds crazy but I do. I need you to understand it’s not you it’s me. I’m the problem. I’m the one causing problems. I just...I couldn’t do it. And that night you kept asking me was the night I decided that it was time for me to get it off my shoulders because I wanted you to know. I trusted you with it.” You stepped closer. “I do trust you okay?” He sighed and nodded.

You both spent the night cuddling and talking about how you felt. For a while you had never felt that wanted. That needed. You felt listened to. You never knew all it took was talking to someone to make it all better. But you knew it was as too soon to be better. It always went back to depression mode when you thought that and Devin said you both would work on it in his free time. While watching the movie you looked at him and spoke “Also I think Mark cheated on me.” Devin was not happy the whole night but that didn’t affect his career since he is a professional lol. He did give Mark the stink eye time to time but they remained pretty good for the sake of his career.

The end.

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Who TF did this? I just wanna talk I promise 😀