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He has a lot of testimonials attesting to his effectiveness.

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joining club 27 sounds intriguing

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What's in it to live like you.

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Let's do it. I don't know how, but I know why. So let's do it. Do it bad, do it wrong. But let's do it.

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My manager is the best ever yet I keep letting him down huft :(

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I mean I am you guys's chance of redemption eh why not use it

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Aku emang bukan katolik tapi sempet sekolah di Tarki — greatest line ever

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Tired but yaudah

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See you when I see you, Butch.

Butch Silva

Hi Butch,

It’s a lot to process but it should be even harder for everyone else around you.

I’m sorry I haven’t reached out to you for months, even though we have upcoming plan to go to Philippine vegan campout my first concert, ever. How exciting?!

I’ve only known you for five months. Met you in person… three? four times?

The first time I saw you, you’re literally spiderman-ing on a gate/electricity pole, with a cat gnawing on your flesh and blood gushing down your arm. I still have the memento, lol.

Then the last night I was there, we all went ham. We drank your signature cough syrup banana soju from the 10L gallon, El and I got drunk and scammed, I for god knows how ended up crying on your lap, it was chaos. We made sure no one in the office knows what we did that night lol.

For the first time in a long, long, time, I was very happy. I also remember hugging everyone while wailing, repeatedly saying I don’t want to go home, and El made sure I recall how I sent Mark home with instant noodle packs. 

I don’t remember how the rest of the night went—which I regret now, but in between me drunkenly sobbing, you convinced me that whatever I feel burdened about that time is not my responsibility, sharing snippets of your own hardships in life. And I made a promise to escape that. And look where I am now! Things really do get better. 

And again, I’m not sure how a simple dinner at Hawker House could turn into such an eventful night, but for that short hours, you were the brother I never had. And every now and then, it brings a smile and burst of warmth inside. I’m thankful for the typhoon, and I’m really glad that night happened.

But damn, you promised to visit us here with Ross, where is our Bali plan? And now I’m supposed to go see Coldplay alone?? What about the Imagine Dragons concert???

This is a selfish post to tell the world how I am sad. But the people around you must be even sadder. And the animals too. And your kids at home.

You will be missed, very much. Very very much.

Love, Dian

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I want to be gone, gone, gone.

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when is this going to end.

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Some people are meant to live in your head, not in your life.

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Butch Silva

Hi Butch,

It’s a lot to process but it should be even harder for everyone else around you.

I’m sorry I haven’t reached out to you for months, even though we have upcoming plan to go to Philippine vegan campout my first concert, ever. How exciting?!

I’ve only known you for five months. Met you in person… three? four times?

The first time I saw you, you’re literally spiderman-ing on a gate/electricity pole, with a cat gnawing on your flesh and blood gushing down your arm. I still have the memento, lol.

Then the last night I was there, we all went ham. We drank your signature cough syrup banana soju from the 10L gallon, El and I got drunk and scammed, I for god knows how ended up crying on your lap, it was chaos. We made sure no one in the office knows what we did that night lol.

For the first time in a long, long, time, I was very happy. I also remember hugging everyone while wailing, repeatedly saying I don’t want to go home, and El made sure I recall how I sent Mark home with instant noodle packs. 

I don’t remember how the rest of the night went—which I regret now, but in between me drunkenly sobbing, you convinced me that whatever I feel burdened about that time is not my responsibility, sharing snippets of your own hardships in life. And I made a promise to escape that. And look where I am now! Things really do get better. 

And again, I’m not sure how a simple dinner at Hawker House could turn into such an eventful night, but for that short hours, you were the brother I never had. And every now and then, it brings a smile and burst of warmth inside. I’m thankful for the typhoon, and I’m really glad that night happened.

But damn, you promised to visit us here with Ross, where is our Bali plan? And now I’m supposed to go see Coldplay alone?? What about the Imagine Dragons concert???

This is a selfish post to tell the world how I am sad. But the people around you must be even sadder. And the animals too. And your kids at home.

You will be missed, very much. Very very much.

Love, Dian

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Hi world me tired

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25 was wild.

She went back. I wont say coming home since she didn't belong.

She went on her very first tinder date (that was awful lol)

She started an amazing adult job and the whole experience in that freaking island, with lots of beach walks.

She has her longest partnership ever yet, and kissed her best friend.

She hopped on a plane and it kinda fixed everything.

She was happy. Yet she was awfully sad.

She grieved hard.

He's not talking. She's not talking. They're not talking.

She was living in filth, in her supposedly home.

She wished someone death. She then carried the dead body on her very own hands.

She started her own home.

She neglected a lot of things. Yet she took care of things.

And as cliché as it sounds, she survived. Didn't know how, didn't know why. She just did.

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Every now and then the urge to be a filmmaker just pops out again and again lol

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Suffocating the face with damp towel