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𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐜 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

and my father's love was nothing next to god's will ; alison bechdel ; the pain scale ; i wanted to be there when my father died

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you know ever since I got Mikami’s haircut in real life I’ve been asking myself a lot of questions about it. like ‘why would someone like Mikami have an intentionally messy looking haircut’ and ‘how does he put up with his bangs going all ffwfwfwffwfwfwfwfw at the slightest gust of wind’

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in the death note universe theres a social movement about helping the relatives of kira victims but in actual fact all it does is go ‘guys no don’t hate them 🥺 its not their fault their family was the scum of the earth and deserved to be erased! Spread kindness not hate <3’

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in my head when teru talks about god he is doing it with the authority of a person who as a child was a history and mythologies nerd. when light talks about god, on the other hand, he is doing it as an informatics nerd who as only ever considered religion in the context of how to behave properly during a funeral

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DN: what he really says... by tomgirl227 on Deviantart (09/03/2010)

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A MIKAMI BLOG i dont know I've never seen your blog before but hello!! what is your favorite thing about Mikami?

HELLO!!!!!!!!

okay maybe this is not the kind of answer you were expecting but. truth is that in the last years i have lost a lot of faith in what i tought were my core values and now i am a bit struggling to make sense of life and i am ruminating a lot on the ways people deal with it -- and i will not go into the details of my spirals, but the point is that characters like mikami help me a great deal to elaborate these thoughts at a safety distance. so this is the main reason due to which i am so fond of him, but if i had to say something else more specifically related to the manga --

--- i just love how his main thing is the fact that he Does What The Fuck He Wants and how much this is a menace for light. i love how his first appearance is him taking the initiative and killing demegawa despite light having not asked him to. i love how he thinks he is doing what kira wants but in reality he is just listening to the god he as invented when he was a child (that is, to himself). i love how this is the reason why light dies. he is a wildcard and seeing him messing things up in a story like death note, and that is a story revolves about people who Calculate everything, is refreshing in the same way reading about mello using a missile (or was it a rocket? I don't remember) to steal the death note is refreshing. he is such an unstoppable force and i love him for it

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think i like you best when you’re dressed in black from head to toe

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it's them (x)

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Something something about how Naomi Misora is so ready to sacrifice her life and seems so threatened to obey by the role of the "good woman" she's supposed to be and the inherent self loathing inherent in that

Also something something about how Beyond Birthday is so ready to sacrifice his own life (to the point of suicide) because he's so threatened by the "L successor" he's supposed to be and the inherent self loathing in that

And SOMETHING about how Beyond and Naomi validate the real versions of each other and have no idea about that pressure.

Beyond only sees Naomi as a super intelligent FBI agent, Naomi only ever sees Beyond as a separate entity from L

But both of their endings are about how they've fallen in love with the roles that are making them suffer, and they'd very much rather to sacrifice everything in the name of that. That's the only life they can imagine for themselves. Because of the self loathing.

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Our love is God (Heathers reference in DN and 2025?? It can only get worse)

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I love the fact that canonically when Takada was doing the murders for Mikami he was sending her the people to kill through E-MAIL ["e-mail" in caps], not text. Because you know Mikami just had to send a Correct Properly Formatted E-mail so I bet all of Takada's inbox was shit like

from: Mikami Teru to: Lady Takada Kiyomi subject: URGENT - emergency murder

Dearest Lady Takada, spokeswoman of God, future Empress of the New World,

As agreed upon during our last Kira meeting, I am sending you a picture of a bad guy to be deleted (attached below). His name is Awooga Bongus. Please kill him as soon as you receive this message and confirm to me through our agreed upon signal. Do not forget to delete all the data and destroy your computer and kill yourself after reading this.

Warmest regards, Mikami Teru Attorney and serial killer

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when i say "the yagami family" may you know that is always implicit that matsuda is included in the picture. he and his glorious prodigal son aura

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Man....

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Aizamatsu scenes from the Death Note Jdrama <3

Tomohisa Yuge and Gouki Maeda did such an excellent job portraying Aizawa and Matsuda 😭😭 They deserve more recognition!!!

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This is so fucking funny I can’t