Chilling in a hot tub, five feet apart because they're not gay (but cablepool is) (very gay) || any/all || I do the art thing sometimes || Socialization scares me, and yet I'm on social media
The old school lack of transparency on tumblr is amazing because you assume the people you follow must all be equivalent to you and then you see someone write “I brought my youngest to college today” and someone else write “my mom wouldn’t let me listen to Ariana Grande when I was a kid” and then your head explodes
every few months my brain circles back to the "draw your ocs as the thirteen major arcana" idea and everytime i stare at a black canvas utterly stunned and unable to move
still miraculous to me that they could make kiamei canon despite the censorship in China, especially when they’re so much more canon in ggz (if you ignore the fact that they’re both dead 🥰)
the reverse of trying to zoom in on paper when you’re drawing traditionally is thinking your pen is running out of ink when you’ve actually just been using too light of pressure on digital
Today I learned that the tag “laugh rule” refers to a rule where if you laugh you have to reblog something. Not me being on this site for years and years and thinking that people were making a joke about living under laugh rule the way you would live under, say, mob rule.
I’ve literally used the tag and been thinking to myself “ah yes, laugh rule. where humor is king and the memes you trade are the currency of empire”
Sci, sci, sci I have a big question. HUGE. If at some point, Wade had the opportunity... If in some universe it was possible.. for him to actually BE with Cable in the way he wanted to- Would be still choose Peter, or would he leave him high and dry? I love both spideypool and cablepool but I'm curious about what would happen in your verse
GOD I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE Y
don't hit me with hypotheticals like that. do not hit me with hypotheticals like that.
OKAY. i'm going to assume this "some point" is right now. right now in the timeline. no. he's in love with peter parker. peter parker is the investment he's making. all his eggs are in THIS particular basket. he's not going to give peter up for anything. not for anything. he's put so much work in. this is it for him. he knows this is his happily ever after, and he's not going to step backwards from it.
honestly - even if things didn't work out with peter (for some reason, divorced entirely from nate) - i don't think wade would go back to nathan, unless there were some huge. earth-shattering. change. nate would have to rock up with a wedding ring, the world's biggest bouquet of flowers, a heartfelt poem and a coupon for 8 years of couples therapy.
he could've went back to nate after shiklah. he didn't. (he really, really wanted to.)
he could've fell back into nathan's arms during civil war. he was naked in nate's bed, for christ sake.
but he was RESOLUTE.
wade is DESPERATE to move his life forwards. and nathan has him in a timeloop. i think at some point wade realised he couldn't just keep running around in circles.
that's the thing with nathan and wade's relationship – that was their whole dynamic. wade would SWEAR it was over. that he doesn't need nathan in his life. that he's going to move onto greener pastures. and nathan slips back into his life and wade immediately presents his ass.
wade hates that about himself. god. he hates it about himself. that's why he's so in denial over being in love. because he knows he's such a simp. he's such a simp.
wade's whole thing right now is him trying not to fall into old habits - he so often thinks he's making progress, and winds up back at square one - and he so, so doesn't want that anymore. so no. i don't think he'd undo all of his progress finally moving past this just to run back into nate's arms again.
but it would, absolutely bring him solace to know that he and nathan do manage to work it out in some universe somewhere. that somewhere, out there in the timestream, he and nate made it.
i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again
these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled