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it's been almost a year and i want to try and get back into writing so i'm doing it this way :

i'm going to try and take a few requests with prompt lists and see if i still have it in me

i will try to write for enha hyung line only

you can choose from this prompt list, this one, or this one, this one, maybe this one, here maybe

note : pls don't rush me even though a lot of them will be drabbles. have fun!!

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closing this account

it's been a long time. although i love the username to this account, i have to let it go and start over.

a while ago i was misunderstood and blamed for an issue. i had to find out myself from innocently scrolling through my dash and doing some digging without knowing why i went digging. by that time i didn't have frequent interactions anymore.

i won't tell what the issue is but if you're a moot and iykyk. thank you to @alohajun for understanding

i'm hurt from what happened because i know where i stand. i'm sad about it, but i'm happy to be taking a much needed distance from the ones who without a doubt started thinking different about me

this has been mashmallow, for the last time on this account, this has been yun

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yeah that's why I said if we see each other again in the future, I'll be glad to welcome you back :)

this account will stay dormant, so this is the light on the porch that stays on

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idk where to find mai 😭

idk if i should share her tw handle bc she's quite a laid back person and i respect her

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you don't have to reply this but I understand, yun. until we find each other again, I'll surely welcome you with open arms 🥰 I'm sorry and take care 🥺❤️ - dee.

if you must, mai knows where i'll be

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hey, I hope you're not upset or anything but I didn't leave entirely. I was going to contact you but you left 😔 I couldn't contact you anywhere else that's reachable so don't worry about me. I'm not going anywhere and won't leave you. - 🌹

hello anon, unfortunately you couldn't have caught at a worse time. as i'd referred to in this post, i will be moving soon and this ask/post is most definitely my last on this account

not even my moots know of the new account or the new name i'll be taking on

take care

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my account is as good as dead so i am thinking of closing it soon, move and start anew under a new name that i will not disclose. i'll slowly come to contact moots on here from the new account

i barely have (/no) interactions on here and when i seek for interactions, no one would see it. sometimes i do think i am annoying people. reason for me to move and start fresh

tagging moots for a headsup

@rutowonz @illyzo @ravenori @yoshiikore @acaiasahi @yedammi @bakubae @jayflrt @milkybonya @hyunsuks-beanie @softforqiankun @deobienthusiast @sankyeom @ssssachi @cuddlyyedam

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greetings ~♡

i about hid behind my cup upon opening this ask

hello fellow human

[mashmallow]

not this appearance when i'm sick 😭

E N H A - J O N G S E O N G 

protector ~!!

general audiences - lowercase intended - wc. 1034

warnings - sick!reader, food, 1k words of fluff and boyfriend goals!jay :((

requested by anon for 600 follower event - hi well done on hitting 600 !! please can I request a fluffy drabble with jongseong where he is taking care of his sick partner :) 

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you woke up from your nap coughing so hard you nearly tasted blood. sitting straight up in jay’s bed, you buried your mouth in the covers and hacked. within just a few seconds, jay came screeching to the door at the speed of light, eyes a bit wild with concern. 

he was frozen at the threshold for only a moment before he came hurrying over to the bedside. “are you alright, love?” he asked, both looking and sounding frazzled. you were only capable of shaking your head, still coughing so hard that tears sprang to your eyes. until your fit finally ended, jay crouched down beside you. one of his hands rubbed circles into your back whilst the other cradled your knee through the sheets. 

“I’m sorry,” you rasped after the coughs had subsided. 

“hey, hey, hey,” protested your boyfriend gently. he slid under the covers, pulled you back down into a lying position and held you close to his chest. you buried your face in the crook of his neck and just breathed him in, fighting back tears of frustration and exhaustion. “don’t apologize, love. I’m here to take care of you, yeah?” 

you nodded, taking another deep breath of his warm, familiar scent. 

“do you want some water?” he whispered. 

you shook your head and wrapped your arms and legs tighter around his body. “stay here,” you said hoarsely. 

unfortunately, talking triggered another attack, and jay didn’t even flinch when you hid your face in his sleeve and began coughing into it. his large hand petted the back of your head, and he cooed sweet things into your hair until you calmed down again. 

“hm, I think it’s time for you to take some cough medicine again,” he hummed, kissing your temple. 

you shook your head. 

“why not, love?”

you tightened your hold around his firm body. 

“you want me to stay here?”

you nodded. 

jay let out a soft chuckle as he began kissing your skin repeatedly and petting your feverish neck. “but I’ll be right back, baby.” 

you shook your head again. 

your boyfriend felt his heart melting at your endearing actions, but he knew it would be best for you to take some more cough syrup. it was with some reluctance that he carefully pried your arms and legs off him and rolled out of the bed. your eyes blinked up at him reproachfully - almost sadly - and your hands reached for him, making grabby motions; his melting heart was practically liquifying at this point. 

“I’ll be right back,” promised jay with a lingering kiss to your dry lips. 

true to his promise, your boyfriend was only gone for a short while, collecting medicine, throwing leftover soup in the microwave and switching on the kettle for tea. 

“sit up, babe,” hummed jay. his warm body slid in to cuddle up beside you, one arm wrapping around your back to support you as you rose into a seated position on the mattress. the pretty fingers of his other hand lifted a cup of red, sticky cough syrup to your lips, and he helped you as you hastily drank it up. “good job, pretty,” he cooed. a soft chuckle escaped him when your face twisted in distaste from the sharp flavour of the syrup. murmuring he’d suffer with you, he leaned in for a kiss, enveloping your mouth in warm, wet heat and licking the red stain from off your lips. had you been any less exhausted, you would have degenerated into a giggly, flustered mess. as it was, when he pulled away, you only had enough energy to slump onto his shoulder and hide your face from embarrassment. jay chuckled right as the beeping of the microwave sounded from the kitchen. 

“I’ll be back,” he promised, ignoring your quiet, displeased whine. 

though jay was back in a flash, you still didn’t like seeing him leave. all you’d wanted was cuddles, but here he was being an annoyingly considerate boyfriend… as usual. 

it felt like forever (you knew it was only three minutes, but the feeling was there) before he appeared in the door again with a bowl of warm soup and a mug of hot tea. 

“I’m going to feed you, okay, baby?” he chirped. after placing the mug on the nightstand, he crawled under the covers again and sat you on his lap. “gotta make sure my baby’s eating.” 

finally, you had what you’d been after the whole time - cuddles. your head was nuzzled under his chin and one of his arms wrapped securely around your belly. the bowl of soup rested on top of the covers, your hands on either side to be sure it wouldn’t tip over. 

“open up, doll,” he cooed, lifting the spoon to your mouth. you hummed happily as you accepted it, swallowing the warm broth. immediately, it filled your insides with a cozy warmth that was only rivaled by the cozy warmth jay himself provided. 

he continued to spoon-feed you, cooing soft, sweet nothings against your hair as you obediently ate all the soup in the bowl. and when that was gone, he helped you drink the tea, which was - unbeknownst to you - a valerian root tea known for making drinkers sleepy. you were still exhausted, having been rudely awakened from your nap by a coughing fit, so it wasn’t long before your eyelids were drooping and your head nodding. 

quietly, jay placed the mug and bowl back on the nightstand and began to rock your body on his lap. he sang sweet songs about loving you forever and a day with a voice soft and gentle, his hands caressing you all over to coax you into sleep. and sleep you did, lulled by the sweeping notes of his angelic music and safe in his arms. 

onto the cool pillows he lay you, pulling the covers carefully up to your chin. but this time, he didn’t leave you to nap. instead, he lay behind you, pulling your precious body against his own. with gentle, respectful hands, he rubbed your belly, which rose and fell with your slow breaths. 

“I’m here, doll,” he whispered, despite knowing you couldn’t hear him. “I’ll always protect you.” 

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✧ ˖ ۫ and then you came / 김도영

boyfriend!doyoung, college student!doyoung, fluff, short. warning / skinship, grammatical errors. lowercase intended. synopsis · times when love finds it's way just in the right place, in the right moment.

notes · cw / cliché (??) plot </3 i tried my best to make it enjoyable skakjakssjsn i hope you'll like it!! ;:! (^_^♪) /// it's a majorly a comfort fic, would recommend reading when you feel down!

now playing 🦋 iKON / 너라는 이유 (but you)

“doyoung? don't you have a session in about an hour? you should get going..”

you said laying back on your boyfriend’s lap, whom you thought had lost track of time. “doyoung-” you raised your brow in confusion, trying to read his mind through the frame of his spectacles. sometimes, he was really hard to read through. and this was one instance.

“shh.” he softly insisted on letting him stay with you for a little longer, considering he'd find you by yourself again. he was never more proud of himself for having caught the sight of you right when he saw strolling in garden alone. “just a few more minutes, you have my word.”

to say he was in love with you, it's actually true. in fact, he was in love with every little detail about you. what you liked, what you did, what were your interests and pretty much every other thing you'd ever talk to him about. he found himself spending most of his time thinking about you, be it during his classroom sessions or while he's doing his chores.

you slowly close your eyes, pulling yourself back into the comfort being with him gave you. as you did so, doyoung found himself taking notice of every small detail of your face. his fingers made way to your jaw, tracing the line running down to your chin. he smiled to himself, relieved in the shrine of what he believed was a deity.

doyoung leaned closer, something akin to a force pulling him down towards you. you open your eyes just in the moment, making his eyes flicker momentarily. for a fraction of time you failed to breathe, and your senses faltered as a consequence of him being so close to you.

his hand rested on your left cheek, fingers rubbing against the skin of your face. “you’re the prettiest girl i’ve ever met.” and in the spur of the moment, he swiftly planted a kiss on the bridge of your nose.

you felt your heart could pop out of your chest any moment, and doyoung would be at fault for all of it. you rose up and sat straight, facing him. mustering up some courage, you lean towards him and cup his cheeks in your hands. his eyes pour into yours, as if he's let loose of himself. all of him to you. “doyoung, if i ask you something. will you answer me truthfully?”

“hm” wrapping his arms around your waist, he brings you closer to him. “how come you always find me, whenever i need you?”

doyoung smiled sheepishly, his eyes fondly shimmering under the light. “well that's because.. .” placing some stray strands of hair behind your ear, he continued, “ .. i love you.”

“i’ve loved you long enough for myself to feel everything you feel, as if they were my feelings.. .” pausing once again, he took a moment to get another eyeful of you, and continued. “and i’m gonna love you, till the very end” holding both of your hands in his own, he kisses them softly and looks at you. with the gentleness in his eyes and the same pretty smile he always wore around you.

delicately lingering in his arms, doyoung brought his face closer to yours. tenderly planting his lips on yours, doyoung slowly carried you in his lap once again. his gentleness has always been your weakness, and it wasn't any better this time. breaking apart, with unsteady breaths and flushing cheeks.

and there you were again, smiling stupidly at each other and completely forgetting about everything else. guess that's what it feels like, being in love.

“ah, i think i’ll have to run back to college.”

extra notes / such rushed writing ravenori is coming with i deeply apologize 🙇 anyways ^^ this was a post before i go ia for a little while, then i’ll come back with full speed 🏃💨 in case you're still here, have a good day! ☁️ / oh and i just realised the tenses in this work are just 🚮 ANYWAYS WOOHOO OVER N OUT *leaps out of the window*

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𝔾𝕦𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕄𝕪 ℝ𝕠𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕖

jihoon x nobody!fem!reader

ℙ𝕣𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕦𝕖

jihoon had smiled soon after he'd entered the flower shop. his classmate had quickly paid attention to any flower closest to the entrance, hoping to have checked every corner by the end of their visit.

his classmates had decided on shooting pictures for a number of calenders to sell in order to raise a few bucks for an event. and jihoon was one of the models who'd be surrounded by flowers.

but that wasn't the reason behind his sudden giddiness.

you were tending to a few plants, stalled to catch some sun. a small watering can hesitantly hovering above a few succulents and from what he could tell, you may be wondering if you watered the plants enough or too much.

his gut was telling him to approach you, but his feet stayed rooted. his friend would've nudged him, yet his feet wouldn't change their mind.

in a way his wish had been granted when he'd seen you lower the watering can as your name was called, before you timidly approached him and his classmate.

"good morning.. is there.. anything i can help with?" your tone was sweet and silky thin, automatically imprinted in his memory.

"oh no, we're just looking for now, but whe- oh.. we'll make it known if we need help."

jihoon frowned, you forcefully smile and swung on the balls of your feet, before scurrying off to another row of potted plants.

"what was that?," jihoon asked.

miju shrugged, "you really want to know?" and jihoon nodded, argueing that if they'd visit the shop several times, he would want to be updated about the newfound tension.

"she seems to be quite reserved whenever i see her."

"you come here often?"

"this is my first visit, i see her every week on campus."

"she goes to our uni?!"

surprised at her, jihoon comtinued, "that's news to you?"

miju's voice lowered and scoffed, "she's a nobody and rude." and then jihoon chuckled.

he didn't know why back then, but his feet finally agreed to the courage he was suddenly filled with. he'd gone to look where you had disappeared to while miju softly shouted out his name.

a big potted plant had obstructed your view when you reappeared, but not enough to prevent you from finding your way to the open air.

"let me help you there." your hands were free of duty before you knew it and for a moment you were left wondering what happened.

"you don't have to-" "where do you want it."

it was the first time in a long time that you'd caught someone's eyes and in the next few seconds you struggled to look away and find the spot he could put the plant.

"we'll be having a photoshoot in a few weeks, a flower themed one and i was just wondering if you could help me with a flower that'd suit me." in all honesty, he wasn't. he had to make use of the confidence miju's disagreement with his infatuation, sparked inside of him.

"u-uhmm.. i.. i'm not the right person to ask," you let out a nervous laugh, "it's best to ask mrs kang. she owns the shop and knows her flowers and aesthetics."

"i can maybe hold a flower and you can tell me if they speak to me." he wanted to kick himself for that sentence that sounded like he just stuck some words together and ran with it.

by the looks of your face, his suggestion didn't seem bad and he sighed in relief.

"i'll do my best."

it may not have been in his plan, but he got the opportunity to look at you while he.. well.. modeled.

meanwhile, on the other side of the shop, miju gruntled at jihoon while getting some help from mrs kang.

**

"i'm proud of you, but you frequent the shop quite a lot now."

"i have reasons."

"your photoshoot sessions are over already," junkyu deadpanned.

"would you rather i stop?"

"no, by now i'd have thought you had taken her out already."

**

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ your first kiss with treasure!

synopsis: different scenarios on how your first kiss went.

info: fluff , treasure x gn!reader

heads up: no warnings, consented kiss, profanity, grammatical errors, lowercase intended, smaller text intended. requested!

CHOI HYUNSUK

things with hyunsuk has always been slow, in a good way though! he's never pressured your into anything and the farthest you got to kisses was on the cheek, or back of his hand but nothing more. genuinely thought you were taking things extra slow but when you told him you haven't had your first kiss... suckaaaa he's so confused and sits there like "huh? (o-o)" and when you explain that you've never been in a relationship like you have with hyunsuk, he's doing jumps, leaps, literally running around and back because HOW CAN NO ONE KISS YOUR VERY KISSABLE LIPS YET WHAT? is completely baffled but takes it as his cue to kiss you and i mean, who were you to complain?

PARK JIHOON

you were a new couple, barely together for about three months, but you've been friends for years before-hand. jihoon's always been flirty and unashamedly open about his feelings for you so it's only right that he does the same when he wants to kiss you. during an unplanned date (which happens fairly often) you find yourselves in a botanical garden, walking around. there's this one tunnel that's full of different flowers, plants, you name it! it wasn't exactly his plan to kiss you but the way he watches you pick flowers and place them in his hair with the most beautiful smile he's ever seen... he can't help but ask to kiss you. when you tell him that you've never kissed anyone before... he get soooo cocky and for what suckaaaa? it's not like you asked him to be your first kiss... haha... unless...? LMAO JK but he most definitely asks you in a teasing way before stealing your very first kiss. literally fireworks are going off in your head, it's just you and him and this dude has the audacity to ask if it was a good first kiss. i don't know jihoon, maybe you should kiss me more so i can judge your performance! :3

KANEMOTO YOSHINORI

at the dorms, you planned an at-home date where you did arts and crafts! while you were drawing a picture of you and yoshi's animal crossing characters, he couldn't help but stray away from what he was doing. i mean, i don't blame him though, the art besides him was way more interesting than the measly little canvas in front of him hehe. "staring's rude, y'know yoshi?" while you still look at your drawing. "i can't help it... you're so pretty!" you def punch him because you can't just say that and expect me to stay alive bruh :| in return, he tortures you with tickles! (*´-`) when your laughs settle down, you find yourself way closer than you thought you were. "hey," "hi," "y/n... can i kiss you? please?" and who were you to deny him when he asked so nicely? you give him the weakest, tiniest, puny ass peck and ask how was the kiss... c'mon boi. "sorry, that was my first kiss... i don't know how to kiss lolz" asks to be your teacher (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

KIM JUNKYU

"huh?! what do you mean?!" is absolutely baffled. is super hesitant kissing you now because man... how have you never kissed anyone? you're so kissable, your lips look so soft, and warm- kim junkyu get back on track! hold your face in his hands and you close your eyes, your lips puckered as you await his loving kiss. nothing happens for about five seconds and you open your eyes to find him just staring at you. "you don't need to kiss me, it's oka-" def shuts you up with a kiss! is quick to let you know that the kiss was amazing. "i deadass thought you didn't want to kiss me lolzies" is absolutely baffled pt. 2, i mean how could you even think that? gets lowkey defense because he's spent sleepless nights wanting to kiss you and you think he wouldn't want to? how very rude y/n! (￣^￣)ゞ

TAKATA MASHIHO

you actually had a serious conversation with him because ypur insecurities got the best of you but is the most mature and calm out of almost everyone. validates your fears and insecurities but he doesn't take it as his sign to kiss you because he doesn't want to rush you or force you in anyway. does he want to kiss you? most definitely. will you have to make the first move? another big fat yes! when you ask him, this dude drops whatever he's doing and runs in for a hug, lips puckered and all. when you pull away for air, you both have the dopiest smiles on your lips and are speedy fast trying to get more kisses and cuddles out of the other! safe to say that you spent the rest of your day in each other's presence with lots, and i mean LOTS of kisses! ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა

YOON JAEHYUK

during a movie marathon in his room, you seem to change the topic to first kisses for some odd reason but your conversations with jaehyuk always go from topic to topic. like mashi, validates your feelings but def takes it as his cue to give you the best first kiss of your life! takes it slow and leads you through it but if you show any signs of hesitation or discomfort, he will pump his breaks quick and ask if you want to stop. when you let him know that you're just nervous but you definitely want him as your first kiss, he's over the moon. think of the most cliché romantic first kiss scene ever made in the history of movies and shows... yeah, that's exactly how you felt with hyuk! you both pull away out of breath, eyes closed, foreheads pressed against one another as if time stopped. safe to say that your movie was forgotten! ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

HAMADA ASAHI

your midnight adventures took an odd turn as you started talking about your high school experiences and somehow lead to how you both never had your first kiss yet. you were surprised to say the least because look at him... it's hamda asahi, only a fool wouldn't want to kiss him! when he finds out that you were always waiting for the right person he kind of just leans in and leaves a soft peck to your lips before going back to his ramen and you're left like σ(o_o) you def sit there for what feels like hours until he finally looks at you. "your ramen's gonna get cold" and you slap his arm in a silent way to tell him like BRO? U JUST STOLE MY FIRST KISS? feigns pain like a drama queen. "what? it was just a kiss. i wanted to kiss you, it was a good kiss." he tries to reason with you but you fake being angry in an attempt to get more kisses out of him... which works. win-win situation :3

BANG YEDAM

bringing him food during one of his late nights at the studio, he asks you to stay and listen to his newest demo. soon, the room is full of praises as you tell him how great the song is. def gets shy and tries to cover it up with modesty as if he's not talented and he can't help but feel happiness and gratitude wash over him while watching your eyes twinkle at him. asks to kiss you and who are you to say no? once you bring up that he was your first kiss and your insecurities, he asks to kiss you again, then again, then again... "yedam, what are you doing?" all he does is kiss you more, peppering soft kisses all over your face before pulling away. "kissing all your insecurities away, duh?" "HA, real smooth, bang." ( ´ ▽ ` )

KIM DOYOUNG

flirts with you as if you aren't already together... bruh. he actually already knows that you haven't had your first kiss yet but he didn't know that you were insecure about it. when you bring up the fact that kissing him does make you nervous, he makes sure to help you feel comfortable with him and that there's no rush, he's not anticipating it. simply said, whenever you're ready, he's ready. one day, you just walk up to him and kiss his cheek, running awY and it catches him off guard cause where did this confidence come from? it's not often that you catch THE KIM DOYOUNG off guard like that, it's usually the other way around. stands there for a quick second before chasing after you and going back to his regular teasing. def flirts his way into another kiss! (ง'̀-'́)ง

WATANABE HARUTO

acts all nonchalant about it but is just as insecure as you. at the time you talked about it, you were best friends but you made a pact/bet that if you didn't get your first kiss within the next two months, you would share your first kiss together. two months passed in a flash and as two anxious teens with absolutely NO GAME bro... you had to fulfill your pact. it made you both nervous but you followed through and although you both didn't want to admit it, you only wanted the other to be your first kiss and no one else... hm, interesting. did you two pretend to not get a kiss from anyone else just to kiss one another? yeah, you definitely did. y'all were more than best friends after that LOL (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡

PARK JEONGWOO

nervous as shit bro. ask his hyungs for help and tries to downplay how SCARED he is but fails miserably. it eats him up, honestly and he's wayyyyy more scared than you because 1) he's never felt this way before, 2) he hasn't had his first kiss yet, 3) he had absolutely no clue what the hell he's doing. he tries to act cool around you, y'know, tries to be all smooth but again, fails miserably. "woo, why are you posing against the wall rn....?" spills the beans about how he feels and that he wants to kiss you so bad but he doesn't know how to do it and it leaves you both blushing furiously awww! you leave soft pecks on the apple of his cheeks <3

SO JUNGHWAN

doesn't even know why he feels this way and is like jeongwoo where he asks his hyungs for help. they tease him ofc but once he's like "i'm serious, jihoon hyung! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡" they all come to their baby king cow's rescue! tells him to take it slow, always ask before doing something, tell him the basics like where to put his hands and to be respectful, ALWAYS. jots down whatever they're telling him like he's preparing for an exam LOL it's the most awkward kiss with him and also like woo, is more nervous and insecure than you but he still validates your feelings and lets you know that he won't do anything you don't want. if you say yes, he'll leave kisses on your forehead and on the top of your head T^T!

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jaydi's note: hello!!!! it's been awhile since i posted, sorry for the delay!!!! ty for being patient tho, i appreciate it. also, i've been getting back into enha + verivery, and recently got into younite. 1 of 9 is SAURRRR GOOOODDDDD!!!

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me every time i look at my username :

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[8:22 am]

"y/n has more oversized sweaters at home than i have of my boyfriend."

"what's the point?," you'd asked.

"you're single." 

"or maybe you buy them to know what it feels like to borrow a guy's clothes," someone else quipped. all in the presence of your crush.

"t-they're just.. sweaters."

"come on y/n don't be shy." the sinister — in their defense, teasing — smiles, piercing knives into your back.

"what if she isn't?" everyone's head turned to junkyu who'd come to join the conversation. you wished you could slump further into your already relaxed seating position, legs stretched out, to disappear. 

"she's too shy to approach a guy."

 junkyu looked back at you, your eyes casted away and only looking at his legs. 

"it's a good thing i'm here then eh?" he stuck out his hand towards you, palm up, "do you want to come with?"

you looked up at him, "r-really?" junkyu smiled.

**

"thank you."

"no.. thank you.. for saying yes.. i just didn't want you to get uncomfortable from them."

"why are you thanking me?"

junkyu fiddled around, "i didn't think.. you'd actually come along.. where where'd  you want to go?"

slowly, a smile crept onto your face.

tagging : @softforqiankun @kpoprhia @enhacolor @rutowonz @yoshiikore @ravenori @illyzo @hyunsuks-beanie @deobienthusiast

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i'll wait for you - bang yedam

"there you are!" 

you didn't think anyone would bother trying to find you, especially when the break is almost over and you still had the little food you have left, to finish. yedam had seen you get up from your usual spot after your friends have left, wondering where you'd take the remainder of your food to.

it'd been said, though not directly, how others thought about your.. habit; being a slow eater. it'd been asked how long your break lasted. it'd made you look down on your little food you still had left. you knew they were actively commenting on how long you took to eat. even if they tried to be nice about it, a facial expression doesn't lie.

it led you to never ask anyone to eat with you. you'd just leave it up to others, absentmindedly giving them the option to keep them company as they ate. 

"oh," you nervously chuckled, "everyone was done eating, it felt awkward being the odd one out."

lately, yedam had frequently accompanied you after your friends finished their lunch. you didn't want to tell him that you appreciated his decision.

"you didn't wait for me to come over." you laughed at his pout, wondering what about you had pulled him in your direction.

"i don't remember ever asking anyone to join me..?"

"oh so i have to initiate it?"

you shrugged, "i can't really have a say in your decisions."

he took a deep breath, shook his shoulders as if preparing himself for a big match, "would you accompany me then tomorrow?"

"it's saturday dude." you don't work on saturdays. yedam mumbled an audible "obviously", before silence commenced. one that pricked at your skin so you had to look up at him.

"you want to hang out with me?"

the corner of yedam's mouth tilted down as his eyes scrunched a little, "iiiiiiii.. was hoping something, possibly, with more meaning.."

"forgive me for possibly misunderstanding but did you mean a.. a d-daaaaate?" the 'a' in that word was stretched thin with a high pitch in your voice, soft enough for just the two of you to hear.

"i see why not."

"are you sure?"

"did i stutter?"

you scowled, "i'll make sure to eat extra slow then."

"fine by me, i get to look at you more then."

you pressed a hand to his face, "no stop!"

but he only placed a small kiss on it, eliciting a gasp. there was much to unpack

****

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[mashmallow]

kim doyoung. dwindling sunlight, blue skies. you're locked with your academic rival in one of your classrooms.

“yah park jihoon, is this really a good idea?” junkyu whispered to his friend, who was supposedly weaving this little plan to get his friend confess to his now year old crush. “it's now or never ..”

you were on the top of your class, well, atleast one of the top. all because there was this one person you could possibly never beat, even when you tried your best. often had it irritated you how could he be this perfect, on top of just, everything. studying was your forte, yet somehow he could easily defeat you. unnoticeable and unintentionally, you've grown yourself to have this small grudge against him.

“y/n could you help me with this equation?” your seatmate eagerly questioned, pulling your attention to her textbook right away. “sure! see-”

“hey doyoung! y/n, i’ll ask him about it, thank you” the girl left your seat and rushed to the boy who had just entered the room, with a sweatshirt wrapped around his arm. him, again. that was one instance when your presence was disregarded, but you didn't mind it as much until it happened many times. and officially, he became your rival.

in times like these, you'd always run to yedam to vent all your frustrations, and he'd fondly listen to everything you had to say. “i just can't stand him anymore”, sighing, you lowered your head in tire. yedam was on a rather equanimous side, compared to you. “you’ve been talking about doyoung a lot, haven't you?” yedam stated in a firm tone, while his fingers scrolled through the pages of his notebook.

“wait, have i? maybe i hate him so much.” your words make him close his notebook, and raise his head to meet eyes with yours. “they say, ‘the more you hate, the more you love’, and i bet that is what's happening to you.”

“that's practically impossible” you dodged right back at him. yedam often spoke some things out of the blue, thence you simply shrugged it off. all he could do was smile at his friend, who was presently in a quandary. “i almost forgot, the sociology teacher was searching for, i think she's in section three” he ruffled your hair before picking up his guitar and practicing his song. “you should hurry.”

“right, i’ll be back!” you waved at him before rushing to the class, completely clueless as to what was the matter.

“ah, here it is!” but the room was dark, with no tables or chairs and you recalled the place had been used for club activities just last week. for the least, you searched for your teacher in the darkness. “ma'am?” the room was dark indeed, and no sign of a single person made you think the teacher must've already left the place. “maybe i should leave too- AH!”

with no precalculations or estimations of actually being able to spot someone in the moment, you run into someone — perhaps taller but you struggled to see who it was. “you startled the heck out of me!”

a faint light entering through the slightly opened clerestory window fell upon this figure which stood just in front of you, and it took you just a little fraction of a second to realise who this person was.

“kim doyoung? what are you doing here?!”

“wait, is it you, y/n? wait so jihoon hyung- ah” the next thing you witnessed was hear the male gasp in disbelief. “i knew something was up with them.” he walked towards the door, but what happened was just unimagined. “what's wrong with this door-” pulling the knob again, but the door wouldn't even creek in response.

“what's wrong?” you bobbed your head to see. “the door, it’s locked.”

“no way..” you tried your hand on the knob too, but in vain. the only option was to shout until someone hears you and helps, or somehow break the door open. after banging at the door and shouting for help a couple rounds, exhaustion took over the two of you as you sat in one corner of the place.

“anyways, why would you come here?” you questioned the boy, who had been fidgeting his fingers in worry for the last minute. “jihoon hyung told me to come here to discuss about the language quiz, but.. what brings you here?”

“yedam told me the sociology teacher called for me this morning and i would find her-”

“wait- the sociology teacher? isn't she on a leave this week?” and it hit in all the right places. you heard a buzz from doyoung’s pocket, perhaps someone dropped a text. he barely took it out and looked at it, and he understood it all.

jihoon : don't return without doing it.

ignorant of what went by the boys’ minds, you just wished someone would barge in and get you out of the place. “everyone must've left for the grounds, they have a tournament with the other school today.”

“that would take two hours.” the two of you unanimously completed each other's sentences, in all this confusion and doubt. there was nothing you could do, besides perhaps talking to him or just laying idle. “kim doyoung.”

“yeah?” he had busied himself with his phone, which you found was a document he was scrolling through. “is there a particular reason why you're good at everything? or were you perhaps just born with it?” your question made him switch his phone off and look at you in confusion. “what makes you say that? you're good at so many things too.”

“nah, i was just curious.”

you'd laugh when you realise, but besides staring at the boy for the past sixteen minutes was all you could do. your eyes calmly grazed on every detail of his face; how his eyes would shine in the dim light, the way his hair softly covered his eyes and the bridge of his nose. he was pretty, totally breathtaking. “while i am aware of how handsome i am, it's rude to stare.. you know.”

“i-i wasn't staring-” you coughed when you realise what exactly you were doing, mentally hissing at yourself. “really..”

“if i asked you to listen to me, would you?” your body tensed when he came closer to you, sitting right in front of you. “sure, what is it?” if there was a moment you genuinely weren't bothered by him, it was this one. you were eager, to listen to what he had to say. and in some corner of your heart, was lit a little spark. “okay.. listen to everything, very carefully.”

“there was this girl, back in high school. she was really good at drawing, actually everything. she was kind, cheerful and graceful — perhaps why everyone adored her so much. i was a loner, back then, who would struggle with basically everything and i used to be so sad, i find it so funny now. thanks to that girl, she was kind to me, helping me with things i couldn't do. with nightmares i couldn't fight, with dreams i was afraid to chase. in the meanwhile, i found myself falling for her. but sadly, i could never say the things i had bottled in my heart.”

your eyes softened at how honest his words were, and how his eyes flickered in the puddle of emotions he felt. it was as if you could feel everything he felt at the moment, as if it was your heart that was in pain. but not a word escaped your lips, for you find some strange similarity in his words. they reminded you of, you. “doyoung ...”

“i remember everything about her; the pink boy she'd always tie her hair up with, the warm smile she always wore, the pretty eyes always curious to know everything” taking a pause, he faced you. now that you could see him in the eyes, everything made sense. “if you haven't figured it out yet, the girl is you.”

it felt like a fever dream — with your eyes getting a little teary knowing how he remembered every little detail about you. the small hole in your heart was filled; yet this time not with jealously, but tenderness.

you found his palms cupped your face fondly, and his thumb caressing your cheeks lovingly as his eyes never left yours. “i love you, y/n l/n. i always have.”

his words hit right in your heart, and you couldn't think straight. yedam’s words made more sense now; love and hate aren't opposite. the greater your love for someone, the greater your hate for them might have been in the past. on the day you let your hate fade away, you'll find that it never left. it just changed into love instead. hate goes away only with forgiveness and understanding, and that pool your hate once carved will be filled with great love instead. it all came to you in an unbelievable swell of emotion.

“doyoung, do you mean everything that you-” a rumble of some piles falling down from one corner of the vacant room startled the both of you. with your eyes shut tightly and hands loosely holding on doyoung’s shirt, you found yourself caged between his arms as he held you closely in a warm embrace.

“don't worry, i got you” he said in a low voice, softly pressing your head to his chest. you could feel his heart beat steadily against yours closely, the scent of his clothes making your face tint in a soft pink. the beating of your heart was unstable, with his advances only making it harder for you. you raised your head to face him, which he responded with cupping your cheeks once again with his warm hands.

your face was millimetres away from his, you saw his handsome smile on his face and leaned in closer to you. something told you this wasn't right about it, and you pressed your index finger on his lips. “wait-”

you felt him smile against your finger, after which he quickly held your hand away and pressed a kiss on your right cheek. “not anymore.”

never had you ever felt this way, like a million butterflies fluttering all in your abdomen. with the way your face was burning, you knew in no way he didn't see a deep blush across your cheeks. you could melt to the ground with how your feelings were going overboard, luckily doyoung held you together.

“let's go” he led you out of the classroom, with his hand still holding yours. “jihoon hyung! open the door!” doyoung called, leaving you puzzled. “is he outside?-”

“presumably.” with a click, followed by a creak and the door was opened. jihoon stood in front of the two of you, with his cheeky smile stretched from ear to ear. you swore you could chase after him till he begs for forgiveness, but you bit it back.

“i wasn't the only one, junkyu planned it along with me.”

tbc.

©RAVENORI

& @illyzo @milkybonya @rutowonz @kyufilms @yoshiikore tell me if you liked it you guys >///< bruh i rushed this one real fast imfao :< ++ THIS WASN'T PROOFREAD im sorry if you find any horrendous grammatical errors my english keeps failing me ;-;

[mashmallow]

♡ STAY WITH ME — TAKATA MASHIHO

mashiho x gn!reader | wc : 1.3k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, exes to lovers au, mild angst with fluff ending, junkyu being the mvp

“i can't believe you, junkyu.”

your eyes widened in disbelief, immediately taking steps back as you walked into the café. junkyu followed you, pulling on your arm, looking at you worriedly.

“y/n-”

“you told me mashiho wouldn’t be here!” you held his hand as you pulled both of you out of the café before the others noticed your arrival. “junkyu, whatever you are planning-”

“it was a last moment thing. i’m sorry. it completely slipped out of my mind. i meant to tell you,” he assured, cupping your face as he tried to get you to focus on him. “y/n, look at me. suck it up, okay?”

“you try sucking it up for your ex, you jerk!” you seethed, angrily stomping on junkyu’s foot, making the male grimace as he held in the pain — because he knew he deserved it.

“i’m sorry, okay? but the others wanted to see you, so this was the only way i could get you to come. i’m really sorry, y/n.”

“you are treating me to a lot of food until i forgive you.”

“yes, definitely.” junkyu held back his triumphant grin as you walked back into the café, striding towards the table with a small smile despite your heart hammering against your chest.

“y/n!” haruto and doyoung greeted with bright smiles as they stood to give you a hug. “we missed you!” you mimicked their smiles as a reflex, ruffling their hair before you felt someone else hug you.

“move away! y/n is mine now!” yoshi pushed away the younger ones, giving a brotherly smile and pinching your ear as he usually did in greeting.

“i missed you all!” you exclaimed, taking a seat between haruto and yoshi, right in front of mashiho. your breath hitched as you heard your ex mumble ‘all?’ but you ignored him, deciding to enjoy the time with your friends.

takata mashiho and you had been dating for three years before you guys broke up. the distance between you two grew with each passing day, and you realised he had a dream to focus on — so you suggested the breakup. neither of you wanted it, and it was evident to anyone who saw your glossy eyes as you both agreed for the mutual breakup.

you wouldn’t deny it, there was still some tension between the two of you, even after two years. and you could feel it radiate as you sat in front of him. but you couldn’t. sure, mashiho followed his dream, but he was yet to succeed. you can't hold him back, you convinced yourself as you turned your gaze to the others, smiling as you chatted with them.

you continued speaking with doyoung as the server came to take the orders, only looking when haruto tilted your head to look at mashiho. as you turned, mashiho stared at you indifferently, subtly pointing at the server.

“vanilla frap with extra whipped cream and a danish pastry?” mashiho repeated the order he remembered from when you two were dating, wondering if you still had the same tastes.

unconsciously, a smile came on your face as you nodded before you looked at the server and confirmed the order. “yep, thank you.” it surprised you at the lack of control you had over your emotions, discreetly covering your face as you turned beet red.

haruto noticed and gave you a hug, hiding your face in his arms. “ah, y/n! i missed you so much!” he exclaimed, giggling to himself as you pulled away, frowning adorably. “i’ll expect a ‘thank you’ in a form of a meal,” he quietly demanded, and you nodded, agreeing with his words.

“so, y/n, how has your life been?” yoshi asked, and you tilted your head in confusion because you were sure you had spoken about it before. “your love life, that is.”

the air was knocked right out of your lungs at his words, wondering what he was trying to get at. “me? oh, no. no love life for me,” you awkwardly answered, turning your attention towards doyoung when he gasped.

“really, y/n? for two years?” he inquired, and your eyes widened, seeing mashiho with a similar expression as you looked at the younger at his not-so-subtle shade.

“i don’t go out as much, you know? college life is tough on a budget and …” junkyu saw how uncomfortable you looked, and immediately took out his phone, dialing your number, causing your phone to ring. you looked down, silently thanking junkyu as you gave a forced smile to the others. “… i’m sorry, i have to take this, guys.”

you literally had never moved so fast in your entire life, moving over yoshi and rushing outside to the café, holding your phone to your ear as you pretended to answer the call. however, mashiho noticed everything. from the way you were uncomfortable to junkyu’s call distraction; he saw it all.

he sighed internally, not even wanting to question what his friends were thinking about. he saw your coat on your seat, and looked out the café, realising you had ventured out in the cold. grabbing his own coat, mashiho jumped over junkyu, leaving his friends without saying where he was going.

but the others already knew where.

takata mashiho made his way towards the back of the café, knowing you were definitely in the alleyway at the back, as this was a frequent establishment you visited.

just as he suspected, he saw you leaning against the wall, covering your face with one hand as the other wrapped around your torso. he walked towards you, making his presence known by clearing his throat before he placed his coat around your shoulders, silently making you wear it properly.

“m-mash-shiho,” you stammered, not really wanting to face him when you had a hard time controlling your emotions. your words kept fumbling as you tried to assure him you were doing fine, but alas, everything you said was just a bunch of meaningless mumbles.

takata mashiho was completely overwhelmed, unable to hold himself as he saw your quivering lips in the cold, and the way you stuttered while avoiding his gaze; he was a mess. he went with his gut feeling, cupping your face in his hands as he leant in, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

his heart dropped as he felt your hands on his chest, pushing him away slowly. “we shouldn’t do this, mashiho.” your grip on his shirt tightened, and he looked at you, seeing your teary gaze. “you still have a lot more to go. i can't distract you from your dream and-”

“but who cares, y/n? i don’t mind it at all,” he retorted, cutting you off as he ran his thumb over your lips. “you aren’t a distraction. in fact, i think i have been more distracted for the past two years without you than when you were with me.”

your eyes darted towards his lips, wanting nothing more than to feel them against your lips again. “but, mashi-” you closed your eyes, trying to flush whatever thoughts you had out of your brain.

“i really need you, y/n,” mashiho emphasized, straining his voice as he tried to get his point across. “and i hope you need me too. please, stay with me.” you looked at him, throwing everything away as you leant forward, closing the space between the two of you as you kissed him.

you poured all your mixed feelings that had accumulated over the past years into that one kiss. you missed him so much that you didn't even know how much you wanted him at that moment. you smiled into the kiss as he placed his hands on your waist, pulling you closer as he gave into the kiss with a smile of his own.

“i won't ever let you go again, y/n. i don’t care what happens, just stay with me.”

“i’ll stay with you, takata mashiho.”

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