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"Having a young lover... really puts things into perspective."

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Avenyan is screaming bloody murder because someone keeps stealing his food.

@ Avenyan || unprompted! ||

Oh the poor thing. There's two suspects. One being Jing Nyan, who was busy napping on a nice sun spot. Or Meowski, the cat yelling at the large blob of a cat for sleeping in the sun spot.

Both were equally suspicious. Yet he knew he wouldn't get an answer. "Come here. Let's get you some more food." The thief carefully reaches down to grab the cream colored cat. A hand holds him firmly against his body while the other gives the poor starving thing scritches.

"My poor baby, being bullied on all sides. Let's get you some yum-yums." Yes Sampo was baby talking to a cat. Yes he's officially pussy whipped.

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The sudden touch is enough to make the Fool flinch in place. But he doesn't move. The only thing that does is his chin as the General tries to make him look at him. For a moment, Sampo does. Nervous green eyes glance over before darting away. The sweat seems to get colder with each word he says. It feels too familiar to a different person Sampo once knew. Someone else who looked at him with kindness in her eyes.

It's alright, I'll bring you Elation. Just trust me. We're friends now, aren't we?

A feeling of nausea starts to take over. His body starts to shake more from it and another feeling. Fear. The fear of being overpowered again by someone he thought he could trust. Using that kindness to harm him. It's enough to make him dizzy. His leg gives out for a moment, causing the thief to stumble backwards. The world is spinning around him and he collapses on the cold pavement below. A distressed yelp is let out the moment his body hits it.

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Sampo laughs. What a fussy cat! And demanding too! “Alright, alright little fella. I won't get myself hurt this time. Those other times were… just bad timing.” And bad clients. “Believe me I'm a great salesman, those folks just don't know what they want!” He said with a firm huff. Not his fault they couldn't get the full elation his products gave.

“You know, you could be one too. With how much you've been haggling me.” He said with another laugh. It wasn't a big haul but hey, it earned both their meals for the day. Carefully the relics are picked back up. The glasses and gloves are tucked away inside his jacket. Can't be walking around outside with them all willy-nilly. There were worst thieves out there. A lot unkinder too. 

“Say, since you don't really have a place for the time being, and you're great at tracking and saving lives… Why don't you work with me for a little while, Sissel?” It was a great business opportunity. He gets a good tracking dog cat and an extra set of lives while the cat got to live in a warmer area and with tuna. “I'll pay you in tuna everyday. Just make sure big brother Sampo isn't hurt and you find me nice relics like this.”

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ooc. Working on drafts but man. I really wanna do a roleplay where Sampo, as Madame Brughel Poisson, is laying on a large piano, belting out some blues about a lost love. She deserves it. I deserve it.

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ooc. FLY ME TO THE MOON IS IN THE S.PA.R.K.L.E EVENT LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO

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ooc. Redemption codes for hsr!

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@starlighttrain replied to your post “ooc. Omedetou Honkai Star Rail! It's been a year...”:

//Happy to have you around! ^v^ Cheers for another year of trailblazing!

​ooc. Same to you bud!! Another year another reason to go bankrupt xD

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ooc. Omedetou Honkai Star Rail! It's been a year officially! Or at least in my time zone it is.

Admittedly I didn't jump on the train as I thought it was just another gacha titty game like Genshin. (I mean it is but)

I was wrong and there was more to it!

I tried it in May 2023 but I got awful eye strain from it. So I had to drop it. It wasn't until my surgery (or a few days before it, I can't remember) that I re-downloaded it and gave it another shot after Mew ( @shallliveoninsong ) and other pals of mine kept hyping it up.

And well... I guess the rest is history ain't it? November I made my Sampo account. Deleted it due to mania but came back the next month (December) because of the Sampo brain rot.

And now I'm here. Stuck with all of you :> thanks Honkai Star Rail because without it, I wouldn't have met some amazing writers on here and giving me a new man to analyze from hell and back hard.

Read more has that info graph about stats in game if you're interested in it.

Here's to another year of railing the stars!

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@starlighttrain replied to your post “ooc. I don't usually post these but 🥺...”:

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​ooc. thank you again 🥺 I appreciate it ❤️

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ooc. I don't usually post these but 🥺 @starlighttrain was kind enough to send me something and it's very sweet and I must share

Read more for photos. I only censored the envelope as the second half had my irl name. Ghostie is chill like that, they can have it but no one else!! 🔫👀

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Mr Sampo Wormski because I care him

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ooc.

SAMPO DID GET HIMSELF INVOLVED TO CHANGE THINGS IN BELOBOG (this is from a magazine that's been released in Japan)

I need to get my hands on it and further translate it (with Google unless someone is kind enough to do so before I get it)

But this might just show how much Sampo IS a good person! Morally gray yes, but a GOOD man at the end of the day!

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The small fluffy cat has learned to open the fridge! What a smart kitty, are you proud yet?

@ anon || unpromoted! || from...?

Well call Sampo a pussy magnet because he keeps getting cats near him. It's not like he was trying to get their attention. Maybe it was his natural charisma that drew them in.

Whatever the reason, he can't let the poor thing get into the fridge. It's far too cold for it. Not to mention... broken. Like the rest of this destroyed house, the appliance was also broken. It was more of a storage unit than a fridge for food. If he needed items to be refrigerated, he'd leave it in the snow plains or outside the building he was hiding out in to keep it cold.

So gentle hands reach down to grab at the kitten. "Easy little guy. How did you open this?" Had he forgotten to close it? It didn't seem like him to do so... Maybe Sparkle was right. He was getting old.

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It feels like each word is jabbing the thief's body. Much like the weapon that got him that unpredictable night. Since his last freak out, his mind seemed to have got triggered at the mere sight of the General. Which is hard not to, given how much the spaceship cared and adored their dear General. Some folks hung pictures of the man, thinking it would ward off evil. The only thing they did ward off was Sampo. Every time he saw the man's face, his body would become frozen. Just as it was now.

And right now… that cold sweat seemed to be becoming more apparent throughout his body. The only other time he felt this fear was… 

“I'm fine.” His voice cracks, it was more high pitched when he said the word fine. No, Sampo wasn't fine. He wants to scream, he wants to run away. Please don't hurt me.

Weren't they friends? Why was he afraid? Why did you hurt me? None of these questions would be answered. Eyes remain firm on the ground. They gaze over at anything. An old piece of paper, the pavement that held them up. The green of moss that slowly overtook the stone. If this was a cruel joke by Aha, Sampo hoped it would be over soon.

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ooc. Let me be sad on main and say I miss having muse for Kaveh. I miss what I build up with him, even if it wasn't much looking back on it.

I miss all the effort I put just for it to go wasted.

I miss writing as Kaveh. I miss him.