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I SHOULD NOT HAVE MANIFESTED THIS HARD

I NEED A MINDWRECKING HEART SHATTERING SITUATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE RN OR IM GOING TO LOSE IT

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did i just spend 800rs on an outfit to go on a train ride with my bumble match, yes i did. do i regret it is what we will find out this weekend.

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so many of the best foods in the world are created by leaving some shit in a jar and letting mysterious and terrible things happen to it

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this august do whatever you want and stay up late

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Taking my summer talkingship to the next level by going on a 4hr train ride together and a ambalam date for what. padachonu ariyaam. maybe to fill the deep void in my heart or be selfish enough to feel desired by a random stranger. anyway its working but now im scared. I hope he disappoints me so I don't feel bad about leaving him and my home behind, possibly forever.

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i’ll say it a hundred times because some of you need to hear it a hundred times but the trick to liking yourself again is learning new skills and hobbies or returning to ones you had. it makes you so confident learning new shit all the time.

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No one wants to talk about how intimate jump starting someones car is.

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“are you a top or bottom?” i’m a burden bro

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You know the old proverb. If you have a shirt thats good. Wear it everyday till you die

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I actually passed away quite a few years ago, but I'm a very private person and never told anybody.

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all public transport should be free unconditionally and I'm TIREDDD of pretending this is a radical idea

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If I had a normal relationship with food and alcohol and drugs and sex and sexuality and money. Then I would probably feel a lot better

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accepting that you’re objectively weird & owning it is infinitely better than being constantly desperate to appear normal to people who don’t even matter to you

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i'm a 10 but i have 0 social skills and my trust issues increase every year

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and in the next fifty years, you will ache and you will glow. you will fall in love with people who don’t stay and still carry their names like pressed flowers in the folds of your memory. you will eat meals alone and meals with people who make you laugh so hard you forget the sting of silence. there will be mornings you can’t get out of bed and nights where you walk home humming under a sky so wide it forgives you. you’ll cry in public and smile at strangers and sometimes it’ll be the same thing. you’ll hear a song that reminds you of someone you promised you’d never forget and you’ll realize you already have, a little. you’ll outgrow versions of yourself you once thought permanent and mourn them like old friends and still you will keep going. you’ll see sunsets that make your chest tighten. you’ll be held when you least expect it. you’ll feel the cold on your face and remember what it means to be alive. and it won’t always be gentle but it will be yours.

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“You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes you have to leave them there.”

— Iyanla Vanzant