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[matchanon]

I MISS YOUR WRITING SO MUCH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM SO HAPPY YOUR BACK

I am on and off when it comes to writing, but I’m very inspired when I’m simping mode. Lately been swooning over Wuwa husbandos AND waifus. I’m glad you like my delusional ramblings though 😘❤️

LESS THAN TWO WEEKS FOR PHAINON? Forgive me for the person I will become when he drops 🙏

[matchanon]

aventurine does not need you.

you are not rich, nor strong, nor smart, nor have a high position in places that could push him farther than he already is. he knows what “need” is—— wealth, status, power. so he knows he doesn’t need you.

however, he wants you.

that’s why he shows himself off like a peacock and buys you gifts very often and invites you on trips and keeps bringing up “of course i would do this or buy this or abcd for you, we are lovers after all”. he has all that you could possibly need, so he knows you should find him necessary, but it is not enough. he doesn’t think he will ever quite be satisfied. this greed that consumes him burns him inside out, he wants you to want him.

(he wants you to want that boy who has long since been left for dead in the shadow of aventurine, forgotten like the avgins. but that’s ridiculous, isn’t it? what’s there to want about a dirty boy in chains and nothing to his name?)

aventurine wants you.

and he will do his best to make you want him too.

[matchanon]

you are phainon’s darling and you’re waving him off to another expedition at the gates of okhema.

you, blows phainon a flying kiss: “i will miss you, come back soon!”

phainon, almost kneeling over from bliss: “star of my chest, light of my day, i miss you too, wait for me—“

mydei: “you two are disgusting. get out of my sight.”

[matchanon]

originally, phainon is not all that needy or physically affectionate person with anyone. he is friendly sure, and he is well liked on first impression half the time, but he never crosses the line with people he isn’t real close to. he’s friendly and nice, but there’s always a line separating him from most people, a boundary he himself doesn’t realize he has put up until someone mentions it, or maybe you mention it by cooing at how sticky and needy he is compared to how he acts with the public.

because with you? with you it’s different.

he needs to hug you whenever he gets the chance. he loves it when you run your hands through his hair and scalp. he likes hugging you. he swoons when you show him affection or blow him a flying kiss at the gates of okhema (insert mydei disgusted noises). he has to see you at least once a day when he’s in okhema and needs to be up to date with your status if he’s not. he likes holding your hand. he likes kissing you and when you kiss him back; on the lips, on the forehead, on his cheeks, on his hands, he is done. he likes it when you sit on his lap. he likes laying his head on your lap. he loves snuggling your stomach. he also likes listening to your heartbeat or having your face squish against his chest. intertwining both of your hands is a must every now and then.

there are no boundaries when it comes to you. he needs you with him, always, and is addicted to touching you.

“you are such a needy boy,” you coo at him, laughter in your voice.

phainon only melts all the more, seeing you like this. he can’t help but lean down and smooch your cheeks.

[matchanon]

i’ve been playing wuthering waves for a while now, and cartethyia makes me feel… things.

in her smol form, she’s so cute! one thing i like about kuro games is their taste in female models— not ALL of them have bazoongas for boobs! carte, camellya, carlotta, and jinhsi have proportions that i find pleasing to the eye, though of course, i also like cantarella, the plot endeared me to her. (so many characters starting with C and ending with A…)

and her bigger form? i was just complaining about big boobs just now but hear me out, there’s something that scratches the itch when it comes to fleurdelys’s design. for one, she’s HUGEEEEEE like she has to be over 2 meters tall. she has thick thighs, a thick waist, and those melons while huge they only seem to make my eyes wander to her chest. what’s with this witchcraft from kuro?

anyhow, she can be both small spoon and big spoon. truly the “hello mother, here’s the a nice tea set as a gift :)” and “hello, your son/daughter calls me mommy too” switch. AUGHAUAAHAHWAWAAAUA

[matchanon]

squishing your face against mydei’s chest must either feel very good or very bad. because sometimes, the guy must stink from all the sweat or after fights with monsters.

however if he’s clean? very nice. rub your cheek against that chest, he will let you. :)

don’t forget his back too. i think it’s very sexy, especially since we look at it all the time whenever we use his character. hoyo knew what they were doing.

[matchanon]

you’re dying.

an infection that sinks deep into the mind and soul. there is no cure - no salvation - to be found. people tell anaxa to have mercy and end you, and he nearly ends them.

your palm strokes his cheek, darkened fingers trailing the gold engravings of his eyepatch. your hand is cold. your body, covered in gauze and protective bandages from the chilly air in the grove, has slowly lost sense of touch through the years. now it’s only a matter of time.

dont be sad, my dearest and nearest, you say. i’m happy with you, now. i don’t regret anything about my life. i love you, and thank you for loving me as well, anaxagoras.

you look serene, and anaxa wants to scream. you are dying soon, and all that will be left behind are material objects without a shred of your warmth.

and even though you know he will try to reject the next few words with all his being… you must say it.

after i’m gone… don’t do anything rash, anaxagoras.

because you know your love. because you love him, and you don’t wish for him to turn himself into someone he loathes for you. because he would, you know he will. the man you love is capable of it.

promise me, please?

you have ruined him. yet, the only thing he can feel towards you is love. despair is but another facet of those feelings. if anaxagoras had known what awaited him all those years ago… this despair and fury and grief… he would probably still repeat those decisions that led to it. anaxagoras knows himself well enough to know he would never be able to resist the poisonous temptation that you are. even now, he chases after you like a man on the verge of death. you are so cruel, he wants to lash out at you, but he doesn’t.

you lean forward and sweetly kiss his eyepatch. anaxagoras wants to weep.

let’s meet again, in that place where the warm west wind blows, my love.

anaxagoras closes his remaining eye and leans into your arms. your body is— not warm. so his arms wrap around you, silently sharing his human warmth with you.

[matchanon]

me: “if a telltale sign of a chrysos heir is golden blood instead of red, then if a chrysos heir that is a woman gets her period, does that mean that she leaks liquid gold down there once a month?”

friend: “you are a freak.”

[matchanon]

mydei is not a petty person (with exceptions /cough/) because he places honor, pride, and dignity very highly…

or perhaps, it is exactly because he regards them importantly that he would throw hands if someone even so much as coughed upon your name in a negative way.

someone: (says something that tarnishes your name)

mydei, flying off into an apoplectic rage: “IT SHALL BE A DUEL TO DEATH, RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW—”

[matchanon]

i don’t want to be rover and get the waifus , i want to be the waifus and get that rover rizz gdi

[matchanon]

i have somewhat complicated feelings when it comes to wuwa because it is STUNNING but i mainly am a husbando puller when it comes to gacha, and kuro is… really biased for their waifus. and they are GREAT, but wished they pushed more husbandos.

however. HOWEVER.

holy hell am i getting rizzed by that m!rover rizz. like, the way he smiles? the way his eyes shine gold? when he looks pissed and when he looks confused? his kindness and determination? that utter cinema scene in rinascita where he holds carte in one arm and one-handed blocks fleur’s 4-sword combo? that was so smeggsy. he makes me kick my feet and twirl my hair and giggle. every damn time.

[matchanon]

love how u write the amphoreus men like d1 yearners please continue cooking

IM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED MY CONTENT i like my fictional men to be professional yearners what's the point if they are not

[matchanon]

phainon’s first thought when he realizes he has a crush on professor anaxa’s wife: holy shit im so dead

[matchanon]

babe wake up it's anaxa season

Do I have The Herta? No. It doesn’t stop me from pulling for Anaxagoras anyways.

[matchanon]

Hi! I have to say the otome isekai idea you shared with that anon is amazing. I was wondering how each of the romantic routes would play out with that same knowledgeable reader?

I do not have thoughts to continue that one for now. Perhaps in the future I might have inspirational worms to continue in that same AU with that exact same reader, or perhaps different but similar AUs, but for now, nothing.

[matchanon]

when it comes to anaxa, i actually prefer imagining scenarios where you meet him waaaaaaay before canon time and are established by canon time.

chrysos heirs going to the academy to learn stuff and meeting you, their professor anaxa's wife! you're so kind to them compared to their harsh professor, a constant presence since you always visit anaxa's classrooms or labs or sth. with you, anaxa softens just the slightest bit, seeming less mean overall, but he's still a stick in the mud.

chrysos heirs seeing a new side of their teacher! their teacher actually softening his voice to someone!!! you sometimes bringing him lunchboxes with droma stickers and him accepting with a straight face and giving you a thankyou kiss on your cheek making you giggle!! you and him love each other a lot!

honestly, it's cringe. they feel like throwing up from all the rainbows and dog food they're forced to eat. who knew professor anaxagoras was big on public display of affection? anyways anaxa just treats them as background noise (ergo foolish students that need to focus on their studies instead of his wife) whenever he snuzzles his wife in front of them.

[matchanon]

anaxagoras is a red flag that is brutally honest about being a red flag.

anaxa is very aware of this. he knows he is an insane mf and he never makes the effort to hide that from you, just like he never makes the effort to conform to others' faith nor beliefs. people already wanna hang him for being a heretic, the worst you can say is no, right? what that's gonna do to him? make him sad??

/screen pans to anaxa collapsing into a fetal position in his lab/