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OMG, Matthew. Did you just do what I think you did?

What?

Did you just poo your pants?

What? No!

It smells like you did. It’s ok.

I didn’t poo my pants. It was just a fart. Haha sorry it stinks.

That’s how it starts. Guess the mood has just hit me but I been going in my pants a lot lately. I didn’t that time. I was with my mom at the mall shopping on a Friday before a long weekend. The drive home was awkward since my mom was convinced I had an accident and grilled me about it. She said all the usual supplies were still in my room so no need to worry. Meaning it was pretty much still a nursery.

That night I got ready for bed as usual and put a diaper on. When I woke up I knew I was wet. I looked at my phone and it was only 6 on a Saturday so I rolled over. Kinda slept more but then woke up close to 8 and knew it was time to get up. I could smell breakfast my mom was cooking so I rolled outta bed and went to see what was up. I went to the kitchen and mom greeted me.

Morning sweeties. How’d you sleep?

Ok I guess.

You guess? Is your diaper wet?

Yes.

Awww well go clean up and have something to eat you’ll feel better.

Ok thanks for understanding. I still feel bad still having this issue.

It’s ok sweetie. I like having you here and it’s quite alright accidents happen. Especially when you can’t help it.

I know. Thanks mom.

Now get cleaned up and eat something.

I went to the bathroom and took off my soaking wet diaper. I wiped down with the baby wipes and grabbed a pair of underwear. I went back to the kitchen and ate some eggs and toast my mom made. After we went watch some tv. I got was getting caught up on Andor while she read her romance novel. During the second episode the food hit and I farted and it smelled bad. Egg farts lol. My mom asked if I had an accident. I blushed. She said it’s ok just use the bathroom if I can.

By midday my mom fell asleep in her chair and I was way into my show. I was way into the show which was second and last season so I wasn’t getting up. I farted again but this time was serious. I needed the bathroom. My undies were damp from a few leaks and probably marked up by now. My mom was napping and I still needed to shower so said screw it and just went in my pants and kept watching. It felt amazing and so gross at the same time.

About 30 minutes later my mom woke up. I was still watching my show and she groggily asked how I was. I said ok and she immediately knew.

You had an accident didn’t you?

I didn’t know what to say so just started crying. I was into the show and didn’t know it was more than a fart.

It’s ok Matthew. You just need to tell me. How long have you been like this?

About a half hour maybe. I just didn’t want to wake you. Honestly.

Well that’s why. Any longer and you’d get a rash like that time at grammas. Let’s get you cleaned up. Are you wet too? Oh I can see never mind.

We went to my room and I laid down on my bed. She grabbed the wipes from dresser and pulled off my sweatpants and underwear.

Whew. Just in time before you really start to stink.

She wiped me down until I was clean and unfolded the diaper. It was a Huggies size 7.

Mom can’t I just wear Goodnites? Or maybe even underwear again since I probably won’t have anymore accidents until tonight?

These are what you wore when younger when doing that and they work better than Goodnites so you’ll be fresher.

I laid there and had my mom change me from soiled briefs to a full on baby diaper just like she did when I was a kid. That’s what I get for going in my pants during my show.

How long you think I should wear this?

Honestly honey? I think all weekend. You never were properly potty trained.

Ugh all cuz I didn’t feel like pausing the show. My past is haunting me. So what if I still wet the bed. So what if I didn’t use the toilet.

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Omg this is me like every weekend!!

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I wanted to talk about Jess again

Jessica was the only friend that knew about this with me. Yet was only during my 20s that we were friends. She would often ask if I needed the bathroom or something. But then we grew a part as adults do.

My first apartment with my cousin is when I had a lot of issues though. He worked a lot and so did I. But my bladder didn’t like it so I had lots of accidents. Luckily there was a washer and dryer in the building so I could easily take care of it.

But then Jessica started coming over a lot. Eventually enough to stay over. And that first night she did she went change in the bathroom and while she did I dribbled in my undies. She naturally saw and said it was ok and helped me clean up.

That night I thankfully was dry but the next morning I told her I still struggled with bed wetting. She was sympathetic. Her sister was a nurse at a hospital about an hour away from where they lived and a few times came home with wet scrubs. So was understanding.

A few weeks later she came over again after we both worked long shifts. It was a Saturday night and she had just worked a double so asked for a back massage. She was laying on the floor and rolled over so I gave her one. As I was I let out some gas and it was wet. She laughed and asked if that was a bad one. I excused myself and went clean up.

When I came back I asked her what she wanted to do and she said let’s go out to eat. So we did. I picked a place nearby I heard good things about and it was great. On the way back is when it got really interesting. I lifted my check to fart but it was wet. She didn’t notice but that’s when the convo started.

“Matt? I’ve had a bit to drink at dinner and should probably crash at your place.” She said. “Yeah good idea.” I said. “But last time you wet the bed. Did you do anything to help that?” She asked. “Like what you mean like my bed is protected yeah.” I said. “Yeah like um what you wearing haha!” She laughed. “Oh well yeah just my I’m pjs?” I asked. She laughed saying no maybe we stop at CVS for something better which I knew what she meant.

We went in and I could feel my dirty undies and I just followed Jess to the baby aisle. She grabbed the biggest package of big Goodnites and we checked out and went back to my place. When we got in I was so embarrassed but said I’d go change into them myself in the bathroom which helped me hide my shart.

Woke up the next morning to a wet Goodnite and happy dry Jess kissing my forehead saying how much fun she had the night before. She then grabbed my crotch and said ow someone did too. She laughed and got dressed. I got up and cleaned myself and said it was fun too.

We had a few other fun weekends like that after but it fizzled out. I miss it but we had fun.

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I wish I took more pics of my purposeful fun!

It seems I got have more fun with this when I was younger than now. Now I just have an accident and clean up. Back then I enjoyed the moments I got to relax and just let it happen. So I think I’ll start sharing a few of those.

The most recent was a few years ago when I was living alone in a new luxury apartment community. One where your Amazon packages were delivered to the front desk. And one girl that worked that desk was cute.

It was a Saturday morning and I woke up wet. I rolled over and my phone notification said I had a package at the front desk. I got up and just slipped off the wet diaper and tossed it in the trash. I put on a pair of briefs and jeans and a tee and made my way to get my package.

On the way the there the urge hit me. Both morning 1 and 2. This whole thing would only be about 10 minutes so I held it. When I got the desk it was the cute girl that morning.

“Hi Matt!” She said. “Hi! I think there’s a package here for me.” I said. “Oh yeah! I’ll get it hold on.”

As she went in the back the urge hit me hard and I didn’t know if I’d make it back. “Here you go!” She said and looked at me. “Is everything ok?” She asked. “Yeah just a little hungover. Went out last night hahaha!” I said. “Oh yeah! Been there hope you had fun at least! Get some rest now!”

I left and took the outside longest walk cuz I knew I wasn’t making it. I got to the door of my building and made my last pass. No one was around. So I just relaxed and let nature do its thing. When I was done I scanned my fob and waddled to the elevator. I went to my place and inside dropped the packed and immediately cleaned up in the bathroom.

It felt good but was an awful mess to clean. Then again only my undies were ruined the jeans just needed a wash for the smell and wetness. So I tossed the briefs in my diaper pail and showered.

To this day I don’t think I was ever caught but living there I had lots of fun with this. It was near a train station so I had lots of opportunities. I’ll tell more of those later tho.

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Today was rough!

Woke up wet for starters. At my mom’s no less. She came in and said get cleaned up she needs a ride to the dealership for an oil change. So I did and followed her there. She dropped off her car and came into mine. She sniffed twice and asked what the smell was. I said nothing and she just snickered oh. Truth was I had an accident in the car last week but kept it a secret. My mom was just like don’t do that this weekend!

I laughed and so did she thinking she brushed it off. We were coming up on a Market Basket and she asked to pull in so she could get a few things.

We got inside and immediately went to the baby aisle. I said again mom. It’s not that bad just couple times a week. I’m still wearing my Goodnites to bed. She said aw well my wittle baby is still wetting himself so I’m gonna make sure he’s snug this weekend. There I was 31 in the kids aisle with my mom loading the cart with wipes and diapers. Not even sure if they fit.

We got home and my mom made me go bring my stuff upstairs to my room. She came up after and asked me to lay down on my bed. I got changed out of my underwear and into a diaper. A legit baby diaper too that somehow still fit. A Huggies little movers size 7 around my waist.

I couldn’t believe these fit me. Oh well! It’ll be nice to have protection on when I need the toilet. Last week not only did I wet my bed I wet my chair lol. Didn’t even know I was going. And now I’m in a diaper that’s gonna be changed before bed.

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Been there

Soaked through my jeans 😝 💦

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Still in diapers?

It was a scene I’ll never forget. We’re running through the mall towards the bookstore at midnight.

“I have to change your brother.” Says my mom.

“Whys he still in diapers anyway? He’s like 15!” My sister said.

“There it is. Harry Potter 7!” She gloated as she stared at the book. I stood there and as a teenager who needed his diaper changed.

Years later when we went see it in theaters I had an accident in the seat and we needed to leave.

Now watching it at home I have an accident on the couch.

“Mom Matt wet the couch.” My sister says. I just sat there upset.

“What the matter it’s not this is the first time,” she says. “Cuz I’m gonna get put back in diapers. Mom said next one I’m back.”

Sure enough mom came in and saw I wet the couch. So diapers it was. This time big boy adult ones. They were cute but I felt so embarrassed. “Mom! What the what! I don’t need diapers anymore!” “Yes you do sweetie! You just wet the couch. Again!”

“Yeah Matt! Ew you smell lol!” I just sat there and cried as my jeans and undies were changed! “This isn’t fair. I don’t wanna be in diapers anymore.”

My sister giggled at me as my mom finished taping me up. I laid there looking cute I’m sure but embarrassed. My sister laughing and my mom talking. “There all better!” Is all I heard as my sister laughed.

“What’s so funny?” My mom asked. “Matt’s still in diapers she said.” “So,” said my mom. “So? He’s way too old for this mom. You baby him!”

She looks at me as I fart in my diaper. My mom smiles. “Ok, Jess. I’ll potty train him.” “Thank you mom!” “Now can you clean my bum!”

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Gal Gadot

AI Generated, edited by myself

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Omg you guys! This is not a drill🚨!!

Kristen Bell(❄️Anna from Frozen❄️) actually wearing diapers! Could she secretly be one of us??🤭🤞she looks so cute!!!!!

Also, anyone know what brand pull up that is??

**disclaimer: none of these pictures/vid are mine**

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The Only One To Know

Other than my mom I had one serious girlfriend that knew of all this. We’ll call her Jessica for now. It was just after I was out on my own and still having the same issues.

One night she was over and planned to stay. Just before bed she used the bathroom. I had to go bad and while she was in there I leaked a lot. So much so I made a wet spot on the bed. She came out of the bathroom and was sympathetic so cleaned me with some wipes. I was so embarrassed but she said not to worry about it and went to bed.

We woke up the next morning and the sheets underneath me were soaked. I had wet the bed. Her pjs were wet and she woke up and said omg. It’s ok I figured this would happen. I was so upset but she calmed me down. We got up and took off our pjs and stripped the bed then placed it all in the hamper. I sprayed the bed with febreeze as Jessica got in the shower.

She got out and I gave her some of my clothes and I got in the shower. When I got out I was surprised to see her gone. So I just continued to clean my bed and gather my laundry. But then she showed back up about a half hour later. She had gone to the store and came back with diapers!!

I was like omg what are you doing with those? She said they were for me and I should wear them. I was like um not since I was younger. She got Goodnites and adult briefs. I started to cry and said this hasn’t happened in a while. She was sympathetic and said it’s ok. Then I was honest and told her the truth. That I was a bedwetter for a long time and still have accidents during the day. But I tried to hide it. So I took the Goodnites and went and put one on.

I stayed dry the rest of that weekend with Jessica. But it was nice to know I didn’t need to worry. I only ever had a few other accidents in front of her. She never cared and was always cool about it. We drifted apart for other reasons but I’ll always remember how good she was to me for this.

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So if your mom also had your sister wear pull ups on the ride home, did she sometimes have accidents too?

She did yeah

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Nice. Dm or pm me let explore more about this lifestyle

Ok hi what’s up?

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Best change ever!

I was with my mom shopping and we stopped for burgers for dinner. We then went in to a TJ Maxx and browsed. The burger hit me and I went hid like I normally do. But my mom came and found me and asked what was wrong. So I said I needed the bathroom and she took my hand and said let’s go find it. We made our way to the restrooms to find them being cleaned. I was potty dancing so bad. We turned around and I couldn’t help it I just let go right there. So embarrassed i started crying.

My mom took me to the family bathroom. She used lots of wipes and cleaned me up. Threw my underwear away and put me in Goodnites. Slipped my jeans over them and none was the wiser.

I was 20 at that time. And like what was that. But it all felt good and right.

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Adults Don’t Have Accidents!

At least that’s what I’m told. Just got back from staying at my mom’s and heard that a lot. Christmas morning she came in and ripped the covers off to find me. “Oh my God! You’re still wearing those and the yellow line is gone.” Referring to my Abena m4. “Yes. Sorry I didn’t tell you. But I’ve been having issues again. And before you ask yes Dr. Jesse knows.”

“Ok hunny. Just want to make sure you’re ok. Don’t let your sister see or you’ll never hear the end of it.”

My mom was very understanding as she knew I still had spurts where I had accidents. But my sister thought I stopped in college. That was bad enough. So I sprung up and ripped the diaper off. It was soaked yellow. My mom grabbed a wipe and helped clean me up. “You’re too old for this.” She said. I started to sob.

“Stop. It’s ok. Here out this in your old genie. Now get dressed and come have some breakfast.”

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Potty training

It was rough right? I mean I’m one of maybe no one who remembers this. Am I lucky or am I cursed?

I was potty trained way later in life. Later than anyone should so I remember it very well. Tbh the potty wasn’t even a thought of mine til 12. So there you have it. At 12 my single mom started potty training me.

If this is tmi then stop scrolling. But tbh it wasn’t that bad. My older sister was using it and I wanted to be the same. So I started trying.

Like we went to the movies and had pizza before and I had to go but needed my bum wiped so walked out for her to do it and got laughed at. Anyway so I guess I needed more trying so I got put back in diapers.

My sister was dry and out of diapers and happy. But always made fun of me for needing them. Like we went to Six Flags and on the way home I fell asleep and wet myself and she told our mom that Matt wet his diaper and it smells.

To be the younger brother and still not potty trained makes it tough. My sister was trained by 6. And yet here I am still struggling. I was changed at the new London rest stop.

At 16 having their diaper changed like a toddler learning how to use the potty. It was so embarrassing but rewarding at the same time. If anything I learned my lesson.

I was never really potty trained because of bed wetting.

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This looks like the most fun. Been here many times for both fun and urgencies.