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Happy Pride Month!

Faust is back for the 5th time! If you want to use the flag of your choice as an avatar, they're under the cut. They're free to use as long as it's for personal use only.

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Happy Pride Month.

Hi-Res Prints and Editable PSDs: https://ko-fi.com/s/c16fb83091

Prints: https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/mxmorgan/

Tees and More: https://mxmorgan.threadless.com

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This is a uniquely terrible time to have the first American pope in regards to global politics and optics, but by god is Chicago Pope a comedic goldmine. We are in a golden age of posting.

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It's weird being 35, being this old, and still feeling like this. still feeling so alone and alienated from the entirety of humanity. now, especially, more than ever before. it's weird that my brain tells me no one cares, that I'm not worth anyone's time, and that I know that's incorrect and irrational, but not being able to turn it off. I've pushed people away just because I can't handle the pressure of keeping up a conversation for more than a few minutes. or because I now almost always live in a state of detachment that everything feels so far away and impossible to reach. all of my goals, dreams, aspirations, and hopes have left, and I'm still here, just a shell of a person. a shadow of who I used to be, painfully aware of how quickly and how painstakingly slow time is passing by. 35 and still this lost and scared, and I don't know what to do or how to fix it.

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Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Allen Grover featured in The Selected Letters of Marth Gellhorn

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me every weekend

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it's wild that the downfall of Tumblr was banning NSFW in 2018, but somehow, still, in 2025 the porn bots are running rampant. 😂 my only new interactions on here are porn bots following me.

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i close my eyes and let the sun shine

(this one was inspired by this picture)

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I miss this. Take me back to Oregon. If anyone tries to tell you Montana is still part of the PNW they're lying because it's a gross sad desert out here.

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Moonlit landscape (1849) by Arnold Böcklin (Swiss, 1827-1901).

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Untitled by Yasuhiro Zama