mauzis

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anyways I’m gone now

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hahahhaa I wanna jump off a cliff or something cause this is terrible

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I wonder how many of my mutuals are actually going to even notice. I mean I’m legitimatley curious

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sooo

I’m abandoning this blog. byeee

I actually wanted to delete but I reblogged so much good aesthetic stuff (tm) which I don’t want to just be gone forever so I’m keeping it up and logging out and never in again

I’ll probably remake in 2 seconds or whatever or uhhhhh maybe I’ll go back to deviantart if I hate myself enough? yeah

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i miss this drive through the beautiful trees 🌲

[mauzis]

I had a dream that unless the teacher told us class was over, we were forbidden from going out the door. Our teacher was very forgetful, and maybe even malicious. After being forced to stay past sunset many days, my class decided we were going to break out every night. Eventually our attempts led us to discovering rifts in space-time where we could warp. So we never used the door. Checkmate.

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[mauzis]

good morning. love my room.

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Sometimes you gotta wake up and remember who the fuck you are.

- You are fine as fuck

- You have an amazing personality

-You’ve achieved so much to make it to this point

- Don’t let anybody play you

- Don’t let anybody make you feel worthless

-Nobody is indispensable; cut them off if they are making you feel bad!

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@lapphi THAT IS SO KIND THANK YOU...I calmed down and I’m a bit better now but thank you so much it means the world to me

[mauzis]

no one would miss me or even notice, really

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♡

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like the colors in autumn so bright just before they lose it all 🍂☕️

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and i’m not sure where home is anymore

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you ruined my fucking life. I hate you with a burning passion but if you called I‘d still be up to talk. I don‘t ever want you to feel sad even though what you made me feel was more than just sadness. You made me hit a new low of my life.

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