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what I’ve been reading:

• A Little Life - Hanya Yanagihara (reread)

• My Sister’s Keeper - Jodi Picoult

• Anthem - Ayn Rand

• In a Dark, Dark Wood - Ruth Ware

• Great Expectations - Charles Dickens

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“conversations with good intentions, exchanges that feel like cardio sessions for the soul, dialogue directed in growth that lead you back to yourself, words wrapped in vulnerability and soaked in honesty, conversations like this.”

— iambrillyant

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I want a soft love that feels like when ur standing in the sunlight and u don’t want to leave and that gives u the sensation of lazily melting into what’s around u as u take it all in.

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“I know this transformation is painful, but you’re not falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.”

— William C. Hannan

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Rebjukebox 25 for 2020 - Vol 14

Tracklist

Death Valley Girls - Breakthrough (USA)

The Lawrence Arms - PTA (USA)

The Perps - Cut It (UK Eng)

Inhaler - Falling In (Ireland)

Gang Of Four - Forever Starts Now (UK Eng)

Courtney Marie Andrews - It Must Be Someone Else’s Fault (USA)

Jenny O. - Even If I Tried (USA)

Marsicans - These Days (UK Eng)

Two Door Cinema Club - Tiptoes (Ireland)

Protomartyr - Michigan Hammers (USA)

TV Priest - Runner Up (UK Eng)

Bright Eyes - One and Done (USA)

Sports Team - Going Soft (UK Eng)

Work Drugs - Down The Shore (USA)

Midnight at 6 - Chasing The Sun (UK Eng)

Wild Front - Two (UK Eng)

HYLDE - Mannequins (UK Scot)

Surf Rock is Dead - Watching The Dead (USA)

Le Ren - Love Can’t Be The Only Reason To Stay (Canada)

Thee MVPs - A Song for Councillor (UK Eng)

Austerity - Imperialism (UK Eng)

Jane’s Party - Change Her Mind (Canada)

Hatchie & The Pains Of Being Pure At Heart - Sometimes Always (Jesus & Mary Cahain Cover) (Australia & USA)

Apache Rose - Blind spot (Russia)

Joyce Manor - House Warning Party (USA)

Back with the 14th volume of new tracks of 2020 that are compiled of mainly unknown bands, starting out, & some established bands. A mix of genres, all released in 2020. 25 tracks taken from seven different countries, England, America, Australia, Scotland, Ireland, Russia & Canada.

Volume 15 will appear at the end of this week and then Volume 16 sometime next week.

If you would like to send me a track for consideration for one of the future edtions, then send me a link by message on my Soundcloud account here.

If you like this Playlist and missed any of the previous volumes than go check them out from the links below.

Vol 1 | Vol 2 | Vol 3 | Vol 4 | Vol 5 | Vol 6 | Vol 7 | Vol 8

Vol 9 | Vol 10 | Vol 11 | Vol 12 | Vol 13 | Vol 14 | Vol 15 |

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Summer.

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Let’s work on our insecurities, challenge unbinding the old, understand each other’s trauma and how it manifests, emotionally support one another, honor the inner child, master the art of communication, hold ourselves and each other accountable, be a safe space for individual healing

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Saha (Lee Uin)

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“Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was always just red.”

— Kait Rokowski

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Hard pill to swallow: not everyone is replaceable and it’s okay to miss or yearn for a type of relationship you had that you haven’t been able to find a substitute for. Different relationships trigger different parts of yourself and wanting those parts to be stimulated again, excited even, isn’t a crime or a symptom of unhealthy attachments. Considering there are few people on this Earth that we genuinely connect with on visceral levels, treating them post-relationship as if their impact on you was worthless and not one of a kind will only disappoint you. It doesn’t allow you to savor or treasure the connection in ways we probably should, nor does it promote healthy attachment or detachment going forward.

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my desire to be hidden from the world just keeps intensifying

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It’s always faith over luck.

https://instagram.com/queduong

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Sculpt’s by PJ Harper

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