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i am going to freak out! and not in a way anyone finds endearing or relatable

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Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

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Gotta say, Clavell really does put in the effort to sound different while he's in his Clive disguise.

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Wyll is so fucking funny and no amount of acknowledgement about this could ever be enough. He's literally walking around being so casually hilarious completely under-the-radar. He calls Halsin a "thick hunk of an elf". He once accidently implied that he was fucking an ogre instead of killing it and then proceeded to absolutely stumble his way through explaining. He gets excited by Lae'zel talking about carnal pleasures. He canonically tells his pessimistic thoughts to shut the hell up. He volunteers to babysit Shadowheart's hypothetical werewolf babies as long as she gets him gloves. He tries to give Gale a hero moniker like his own. He jokes that his father, the Grand Duke of Baldur's Gate, can't spell. He calls Astarion "Mister Fangs". He makes up storybook chapter names for his own fucking adventures. As a child he got chased by the Flaming Fist for stealing fruit, nearly drowned trying to find mermaids in the harbor, and almost successfully broke into the Counting House. He reads monster erotica, and is not ashamed to tell you about it. He ranks eating pudding among life's greatest moments. He will, without shame and completely unprompted, meow at you. He is 24 years old.

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The biggest reason 9/11 did not happen in brazil is because big jesus would have catched the plane and destroy the terorist. Second big reason is tjat world trade center wads not i nbrasil

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Magic the Gathering

Plains

From Father to Son

Magitek Infantry

Ring of the Lucii

The Regalia

Instant Ramen

Fishing

Cooking

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Magic the Gathering

Ardyn

Noctis

Noctis & Lunafreya

Cid

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from “baths”, 1987.

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Been Feeling Normal(tm) about PLA again so I finally made Max a proper Hisui design

She ditches the pigtails bc she only had them in the first place bc of her first-life(?) partner mon who she no longer remembers, and ditches her earring chain because it got caught on a branch once and got yanked. YEEEOWCH

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Hey y'all. Here's something for you.

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it’s mermaid time, baby!!

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hey white leftists

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the curse of summer is buying and eating an inadvisable amount of fruit in single sittings.