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🖤thigh thinspo🖤

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One day❤️

Don’t you just think this is perfection?

Skinny girls are happy girls💜

Bye for now❤️

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I don’t think people realize how much it fucking hurts when a skinny person tells you that you’re weight is too heavy

I don’t think people realize how much it fucking hurts when someone tells you “all you do is eat”

I don’t think people realize how much it fucking hurts when you stand next to skinny girls and feel like shit compared to them.

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Hourly thinspo 🍒 Red thinspo 🍓

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Consider this:

I don’t binge eat, that would be disgusting.

Thin girls eat with grace, they never stuff their face.

I love to eat healthy.

I don’t like big portions because they hurt my stomach so badly.

Junk food is so gross honestly, like all the salt and greese in it - you might as well be eating butter.

I don’t like high fatty foods because I feel so sick when I eat them.

I love losing weight and the hunger feels welcoming.

I love body checking and seeing that I’ve noticably lost weight in certain areas.

I don’t need self control, I already have it.

My stomach is so small, I couldn’t possibly want desert.

Fruits and vegetables are so yummy.

Processed sugars are too sweet for me.

I love going on walks and hikes.

I love finally being skinny.

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this is like my favourite legspo ever and i think i’ll post this pic everyday ‘til my legs will look like these

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One day, it happened. My girlfriend stopped eating. And I didn’t even notice because I was too busy having a good time, and being a normal teenage boy.

But then, she stopped eating. Nothing about her changed at first, at least from my point of view. She still loved to go out, and dance, and she still made everyone laugh in that incredible way no one else did. She was so full of life.

First, her mood changed. Sure, she skipped a meal or two, but I never really thought about. But she got so.. nervous when I asked if she wanted to get food. And if I brought it up too much, she got angry.

Her personality started to fade. Eventually, she didn’t make anyone laugh anymore. She never wanted to dance, she was always too tired. And she didn’t want to go out anymore.

When her best friend had told me what she was doing to herself, I wanted to cry. I got so mad though.

I confronted her, and asked her to lift her shirt. She refused, and so I slid my hand under her shirt, and glided my fingers down her abdomen.

I could feel her ribs sticking out so much. She thought she was beautiful like that, but truth is, she just looked sick. She looked like a weaker version of herself. She looked like she was dying.

I told her that it was going to be ok. I told her that I was going to help her get back to her healthy ways. I tracked her meals, her calorie intake, I made sure she didn’t throw anything up, and I approved any pills she took.

But we were in high school. There is only so much I could do.

She was getting back on track. She started to look healthy, and more importantly, happy again. And I was so happy to see her like that.

Because she deserved the best.

But the thing is, sometimes recovery is only temporary.

Last week was her birthday. She would have been 23. She’s been gone for five years, but I still think of her everyday.

How could I not? Our daughter is always asking about her.

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No binging. No binging. No binging. No binging. No binging. No binging. Absolutely NO BINGING

A reminder for myself in May

~stay safe babes❤️

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Been skipping meals, restricting, not binging, killing my workouts

Mom: You seemed to have gained weight.

Gee thanks.

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