spent the weekend in the bay
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ever since Gael and I made the decision together to look further into IVF and even scheduled a couple appointments with different specialists, I鈥檝e felt so much more optimistic about what our future as parents looks like. the stress of needing to feel like I have to be perfect at all times or even that our pregnancy journey has to be perfect has melted away, leaving me feeling more peaceful than i have in months. largely due to my sweet, gentle husband who has helped me come to terms with knowing that we have to let go of control and have more patience during this process, something I鈥檓 still trying to work on. balancing IVF appointments with trying to navigate what part of Libertad I鈥檇 like to be more involved in now is proving to be a welcome distraction from my mind always focusing on our fertility struggles, as well.
I know that Gael and I will have the baby that we dream about, it may just take a little longer for us to get there. until then, I鈥檒l savor every moment I have with him, just the two of us.
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