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Softness is attractive.

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I want a cute pretty nerdy guy that's a bit cute and neurodivergent and I want him to have a cute little voice and body his blushing face in my neck as he rumbles about his new hyper fixation. Even better if his hair is dirty blonde or light brown and he has long pretty eyelashes and a praise kink gets all cute from compliments.

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Reblog if u want anonymous dms and asks ;)

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18+ minors dni

I want to have a guy that's absolutely obsessed with me. I want him to see me as his perfect little thing that no other eyes deserves to behold, no other being deserves to experience, to long for each small part of my personality, hobbies, laugh, body, literally just everything.

I want him to be obsessed with filling me up completely and fully with his cum as so to claim me, cumming only inside every time he forces himself on me we make love, and doing it as deep as he possibly can even if it hurts me. I want him to mark my skin all over with kisses and hand prints and hickeys and bite marks, I want him to tell me it's okay to hide them when we're alone but to move my clothes and hair to the side in public so people see he owns me even when I'm unaware.

I want him to crave every part of me, to hunger to feel my body again him and my heart beat again his own, to yearn for the feeling of owning me and being owned my me, the feeling of both of us belonging to eachother, spilling out souls into one another and merging our beings into one.

If you want that too and you're around my age (18), please read my pinned post and message me. Any and all messages are welcome.

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Warning: I'm gonna be posting some 18+ stuff here as well. In gonna put a small warning in the start of each post like that, but if you're a minor and you interact with any of them, scatter.

About me:

Dni: homophobes, transphobes, misogynists, I'm too lazy to write a list but if you're a shitty person just leave.

𖦹°‧ Name: Maya

𖦹°‧ Age and birthday: 18, July 23th

𖦹°‧ Gender Identity and pronouns: she/they, agender but frankly I don't care for gender

𖦹°‧ Sexuality: bi n monogamous.

𖦹°‧ Personality type: INTP 5w4 548

𖦹°‧ hobbies: I like anime, writing, crocheting, pottery, photography, and have an embarrassing love for board games. I can get into any hobby though.

𖦹°‧ Favourite animes: Blood C, Monster, Death Note, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Great Pretender, Bsd, Aot.

𖦹°‧ Favourite TV shows: BoJack Horseman, Fleabag, The Good Place, Please Like Me, BBC Merlin.

𖦹°‧ Favourite movies: Lego Batman, Ironman 1, 2&3, When Marnie Was There, esotsm.

𖦹°‧ Favourite other: Junji Ito (mangaka), the horizon (manhwa), Franz Kafka, Dostoevsky, Batman, SpongeBob SquarePants.

𖦹°‧ Here for: finding friends, perhaps a relationship but let's be fr the chances of that happening are low af.

𖦹°‧ Info about me: I love debating and talking about literally anything, whether it's about a show, books, gender, morals, anime or wtv. I'm kinda busy and do a lot of stuff so sorry if I don't have a lot of time to talk, but I consider myself pretty friendly when I do.

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My favourite romance trope is reversed grumpy sunshine/sun moon dynamic, where the fmc is the smart loner and the mmc is the caring, cheerful person. There can be a lot of variations on those two and being the sunshine doesn't mean you gotta be caring and cheerful, the same for moon.

The reason I like it sm is bc when it's done right, the fmc isn't exactly feminine and the mmc is if that makes sense? And it's nice to see bc every fmc I see is feminine and it's good to be feminine, I love femininity and it's such an important quality for everyone to have, but that's the thing why are only the women feminine?

It's nice when we see a mood fmc that acts exactly like a mood mmc would act and the same for the sunshine character. Ofc there are differences in the way people act because of the way society effects them, but those experiences can be acknowledged while also treating people as just humans Yk? Don't write the fmc as a moon fmc, write her as a moon character that happens to be female, and has struggled that reflect that too.

I hope I explained myself well lol

Also when grumpy/moon is soft for sunshine. My favourite thing ever. And he actually appreciates it bc they're not usually like that and it's kinda like I have everyone but you trope as well but not in an engsty teen way but in an Introverted person that has a hard time with emotions that happens to be a girl, that cares for someone deeply that's usually caring and sweet and soft that happens to be a guy

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the way sangwoo views sex is so intriguing to me. he honestly isn't as sexually driven as most people seem to assume he is. rather, he's focused on what sex represents to him. he uses it as a way to feel in control and secure with himself. after bum kills jieun, sangwoo fucks him as a way to establish that despite bum gaining some power over someone in a way, sangwoo is still above him. when sangwoo refuses to suck dick, that's not just him trying to dodge the gay allegations. rather, doing so would be putting himself in a position of submission, and therefore making himself weak.

meanwhile, bum is absolutely seeking a more traditional sexual relationship and is unaware of sangwoo's perspective.

i hate how people talk about him calling bum mom during sex because everyone just sees it as a kinky thing and ignores the fact that the whole chapter is like a waking ptsd nightmare. leading up to that, there's so many parallels between bum and eunseo. he's wearing her old apron, he asks to call sangwoo by the same romantic nickname eunseo used to use on him, and other subtle things that would tie the two together.

leading up to this, sangwoo has been going THROUGH IT thinking about his childhood in general and why his life led up to this point. a lot of this centers around his mom. his childhood was full of emotional incest, sexual abuse, witnessing domestic violence, and just general awful treatment from his mother who he cared too much about to refuse.

because sangwoo has been tweaking for days over this, he insists on not making eye contact while he has sex with yoon bum. not only that, but just not seeing his face whatsoever. people normally say that's also because he's dodging the gay allegations, but it's because bum looks like his mom. sangwoo wants to have sex in order to establish some sort of control and feel in power over the idea of his mother. but bum switches to a position where he is on top of sangwoo, the same position he was in when his mom sexually assaulted him.

so when he calls bum mom, it's because sangwoo is now in a position of submission. he's scared. the only person who was ever able to force him into that mindset was his mother. since then, he's been so adamant on avoiding that feeling that he'd kill and torture people solely to remind himself he isn't weak.