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praskrido šešėliai vakarų, kai tavo žingsnių vėl neišgirstu susisupusi meilės keruose skęstu vienumoje juk pilnatvę vėl atrandu.

tavąjį kvapą vis geriu nes bijau, kad auštant išblės kartu pamiršau, kam melstis sapnų šviesių, tikėtis, jog nepanirsiu dugne jausmų. 

šaltos naktys sušildys rankas naktis apšvies išblukusias dienas kuždėsiu lopšines mylimojo vardan ir sugersiu visas nakties audras. 

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ten, kur baigiasi tavosios upės vaga žuvys nardo pasiklydusios sapnuose. aš prigulsiu prie josios kerų ir gersiu vandenį iš tavo delnų.

ten, kur šnabždasi prigulę žmonės dugne rasiu seniai pasiklydusią save. tu prieisi, tačiau aš nepastebėsiu juk susitikę pamiršime, kas slepiasi mumyse.

rytojaus atspalviai išbluks paslėpki, kad tikėjau, jog tai nepražus. jei prarysiu tavo sielą aušroje prigulki kartu tavosios upės dugne.

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kai vienas iš mūsų parklups tamsos pėdsakai rytmety pražus.  praėjus trečiai nakčiai nuo šios ji surinks mūsų buvimo likučius. 

kai nuorūkos kris kaip žvaigždės naktyje jos plaučiai pritvins tavo kvapu. paskęsiu dusinančioje tyloje ir surasiu meilę jos dugne.

jei palikčiau savasties likučius  užtemdyti tavo sapnus ar paslėptumei naktį dienoje, kad daugiau nereiktų išvysti manęs?

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I vowed the red thread that I thought it was ours Surrended by people, under the blankets We hide from the passing shadows Holding hands like we thought we would never let go.

When passing stars were dancing in the purple moonlight I opened my chest and showed you my rotten soul But now I believe you never understood That moment was when I finally stopped believing in love. 

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Baby float with my unnoticed touch I won’t let you know what’s holding me on Purple sea will drown for all   The waves that once connected us.

Baby I will slowly undress my soul Like a blue-eyed hooker standing in the sun. You will whisper me let go and I will take it all ‘Cuz what else I should have done?

I will remember, how can I forget That I vowed myself to your dark spell. Full of sparkles in my breath I suffocate under our love’s moonlight.

Howling like a little wolf I will try to reach for your finger tips. Falling down on my knees I will believe that I was never really yours. 

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Circles in an ink That surround my skin Tell you a story Which remind me of him

When you open my heart I do surrender

How come I’m beginning to feel again?

When your chest is burning And my lips are calling Pull me over  And make me forget about him.

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If I accidentally pull your heart out,  Shout out loud into a crowd. Baby, get down on your knees, Try to escape this void called love. 

I will close the galaxies in my eyes You will never see what’s inside of them. Baby, you will for all forget That I broke my bones to lure your eyes.

The queen covered in dust Is waiting in your withering throne. Baby, kill your soldiers  Please the queen and she will be yours. 

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Over our shattered love I stand with roses in my hands No one ever said that The moon can also turn black.

Howling like a little wolf I tried to reach for your touch Parallel worlds collide I believe I was never really yours.

Baby slowly undress your soul Float like a blue-eyed hooker  I’ll whisper you let go and you’ll take it all ‘Cuz what else you should have done? 

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Bėgdama į jūrą tą naktį pamečiau save. Slopus lūpų išpūstas rūkas, Dvelks vėl rytmečio klasta, Kai vėl pirštais prisiminiau tave.

Pamiršiu tavo rankos nelygumus Praversiu staugiančią sielą, Nušluok savęs paties likučius Juk tau taip patiko šnabždėti apie mus.

Rytui išaušus atversi dulkėtus langus Paleisi mano dusinantį kvapą Į purpurinius vakarykščius laukus Nuo kurio abudu troškome jau metus.

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I feel that I will hold your hand again I feel that I will taste your lips again Boy, just don’t let go of me Be patient, we will meet one day again

I was drowning in the sea of despair  But your reflection caught my shattered soul  The smell of your skin will haunt me  I will dream of you whenever I close my eyes 

You were standing there hoping nothing But I wanted to see that sweet smile of yours The magic of the night took over us You can’t escape what happened between us 

Even if it will take one hundred nights and more I will wait for you impatiently coming home Even if it will be one hundred reasons and more Don’t forget the magic that took over us.

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looking at your reflection in my mind I count the days for my last goodbye  you promised me starry sky but suddenly silent shadows took our night 

please don’t let go of my hand  my shattered soul won’t pass the night  stay for one more starless night shadows of butterflies will close my eyes

painted lilac roses wrap my hands while I’m slowly swinging in the purple moonlight remembering everything that we had my tears are endlessly falling down my spine

you put your arms around my neck suddenly magical spells flows through them your mouth whispers silent lullabies and I’m awakening in this nightmare called life.

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just when i float into your eyes i can forget everything that once was ripping my broken pieces apart you whisper me your silent lullabies 

just when the nights like this cover my soul with endless tears  i, who used to never howl,  will try to reach for your sight 

just when my rotting touch will finally turn into the entire dust  i, who used to always laugh,  will burn myself just for your light 

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lost between your given space my skinny love float on the surface

second lover has been wasted my silent howling will reach your ears

screaming with my heart out i ripped your soul in our love’s moonlight

swinging by the purple sea i will taste your sin while playing silent Eve.

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patyliukais perbėgti pirštais  per šermukšniu nudažytas lūpas sustoti ties pulsuojančia širdimi išplėšti ir niekada nebegrįžti

apnuoginti sutrunijusią sielą visiems matant raudonųjų žibintų kvartale  žėruojant jausmų likučiams  prisiminti kažkada laimingą save

garsiai pasislėpti  akinančioje rytojaus tamsoje  šįkart apnuoginus savo prisirpusį kūną  paliesti tave savyje 

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around one, two, three  i will whisper lullabies softly, in the midnight light i will dance with your heart

with indian incences and dusk in the air i will play with your hair not promising to stay

like the goddess of love my precious Aphrodite i will let my poisonous magic stuck between your lungs

it will flow to your blood leaving traces of my love like the last time when you accidentally touched my soul

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bottle of blue wine for two just like the last time, we do close your hazel eyes shout loud that you don’t love me

in the purple moonlight break my petite bones gently put your burning cigarette on my glowing skin 

lost in unconscious myself skin is turning pale desired witchcraft will paint my rose lilac

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i swear to you when you are far away i will call a rain for you not to run away even if i'll  need to drown myself in the sea full of sirens and mermaids

i will lure my body there just for you to feel safe

and when the black water will fill my lungs i will sing to you old blues about a girl who couldn't stay with you about a girl who wanted to

whisper to the dark the same old blues i will try to reach my heart for you don't run away when I cast a spell on you because that heart only belongs to you