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I felt like I was finally healing. Now I just feel like I’m back to where I started and I know I’m going to get worse.

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It finally clicked in my brain, that the reason you don't treat me like you treat others in your life, is because you love the others in your life. You love having them in your life. I've simply become the obligation you can't untangle yourself from.

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Woke up today missing something I’ve never had, wanting to cry and wishing I didn’t have to do it anymore

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"u look tired" dawg i'm going insane

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it’s getting harder to keep myself alive

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nobody can hurt me more than i hurt myself.

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I don’t care anymore. Just let me go.

This is all meaningless and pointless. I’m fighting a losing battle, I’m trying to survive something I never had a chance to begin with.

This place only brings me sadness and paint, just let me leave.

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I disassociate the whole day then wonder why I don’t remember anything

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you never really liked me, did you?

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i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

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“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

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how hard is it to give me 1% of your attention a day?