maybsk

[maybsk]

no one talks about when you have to breakup with someone you still love. is it because it’s uncommon or because it’s something that you’re supposed to conceal? it’s not a normal ending, you sit there breaking someone’s heart while simultaneously breaking your own even though you know it’s for the best. when it’s over where does that love go, because all i feel is it sitting next to the guilt- i can’t believe i hurt them, why didn’t i just give it a little longer, this is my fault. and the regret- what if it was the wrong choice, maybe we could have fixed it, i want them back. but you know things weren’t working, you know love isn’t always enough.

4am

[maybsk]

And I was

Never sure 

Whether you

Were the 

Lighthouse or 

The storm.

[maybsk]

I wonder if we’re just unnecessarily hurting each other by staying together?

[maybsk]

“And when she gave up, it wasn’t because she didn’t love him enough. What she once felt the thrill and excitement when her significant other called her name or when he would embrace her from behind - was long gone. Her eyes don’t light up anymore when she hears his name. She doesn’t get those chills running down her spine when he walks by or comes near her; smiling like a dork. She gave up on the relationship as a whole and walked away; her hopes of finally finding true love shattered. She was tired and drained from trying in the relationship and putting in all the effort to make her relationship work. She was tired of fighting the same losing battle; fighting for him when all he did was make her feel like she was competing with other girls. So one day she finally gave up, wiped off that fake smile with tears running down her cheeks; she muttered to herself “I can’t do this anymore.” She came to realize that she couldn’t continue fighting for someone who didn’t fight for her.”

— kmn

[maybsk]

I remember you coming over.

I remember how I felt every time I saw you walk in the door.

And how my heart ached every time I watched you go.

But that last time I watched you go hurt in a new way.

It was the last time I would watch you leave

and all of the times you left before hit my heart like a ton of bricks.

But if I close my eyes, I can see you coming to me. I can hear your warm “hello”

I can feel your soft kiss

your enveloping hug.

I can never forget what it feels like to be in love

& I can never forget what it feels like to be heartbroken.

[maybsk]

holy fuck I miss you. I don’t miss you because I need to. I don’t need you, I’ve been sad but fine without you. I’ve laughed until I cried, worked out every day since we said goodbye, and have had enchanting conversations with people that aren’t you. I’m okay, life does go on. I’m sorry if that’s hard to hear, but it’s my truth and I know you value that. That’s something I love about you; living our own messy fucking truths in front of each other. I miss you because I fucking want to. I WANT you in my life.

Holy shit, you’re still the first person I want to talk to after I’ve learned about something cool. I tell other people now, but no one gets it like you do. No one gets me like you do, and I like to think I know you far better than other people do too. God damn it, there is no one else in the goddamn world I’d rather make Saturday night waffles with. Or spend hours playing rummy with. I can’t even imagine reaching the sexual depths we live in together, with anyone else. I want to, but know I don’t exactly have control over that.

There’s so much I miss. Yeah sure, there’s an element of comfort to the things I miss, but my desire comes from more than just comfort seeking. I wholeheartedly mean it when I say that I would give anything to be back with you, trying to figure things out and loving each other harder than we ever had. I miss being your friend. I miss being your lover.

I fucking miss you because I want to and I want you.

Send me the letter. I want to hear what you want too.

[maybsk]

I feel like you don't even want me anymore.

[maybsk]

I can’t let you go because it feels like a precious wound, like a heartbreak you won’t let go of because it hurts too good.

— inspiration from Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

[maybsk]

And you wear your commitment issues like a security blanket because it’s easier to be the girl who can’t let anyone in than to be the girl with a broken heart.

AF Montesino

[maybsk]

“I’m sorry someone taught you that love is this awful, painful thing that’s supposed to hurt, because you deserve all the love in the world.”

-AF Montesino

[maybsk]

"I love you like I have never loved another, my best friend.. my sweet lover of mine, when I look into your eyes, I see pure sunshine."

I love you like nothing else in this world, so beautiful are you that you are my best friend too - eUe..

[maybsk]

“I’m so scared of forgetting him. I don’t want to forget him. I’m desperately holding on to whatever I can remember about him but no matter how hard I try it all keeps on slipping away like sand through my fingers. I’ve already lost him, he isn’t a part of my life anymore. But I can’t bear to lose my memories of him. Forgeting those memories means I’ll lose him forever.”

— holding on

[maybsk]

"I look around and see all those couples flirting and kissing and smiling at each other. And then I feel your absence even more, and missing you makes me so sad."

[maybsk]

You’re my last light in this dark world.

[maybsk]

going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.6 seconds

[maybsk]

reblog if you're ugly as fuck.

[maybsk]